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Metal Lover 14's picture

Why Won't They Leave?

There is always a haunting thought circling my head, not ever leaving, and always causing me pain and worry. The fact of why I accidentally hurt those I try most not to, why even when distancing myself from them, and after hurting them in the most painful of ways, they always come back. I tell myself that they didn't understand what I meant by distancing myself, that if I tell them they might go away, but it only causes them to get hurt even further. When I already hate myself for hurting those people I hold closest to my heart, the fact that they hate me for "leaving" them when I have always been a supporter to all of their dreams, and I always gave them advice from afar, it pains me. I hate to see people suffer and I will do anything in my power to stop the suffering of one man, even if I have to suffer in their place. To hear someone say those four words to me because I have distanced myself in hopes of it being for the better for them, to hear them say "I hate you!

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random question :D

If you're 20 can you be with someone that is 14/15? :T (me and my random morning thoughts x3) < it didnt posted at morning so im posting it now

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yesterday!!

hey fellas!! sooo if you didn't knewwwww. Yesterday Gerard Way released his album "Hesitant Alien" and he maid a live stream from his studio showing us all the songs cx. well it was awesome!!!!

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Me again

Another pic for my bae

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Me

This is for u bae (:

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Neighbors and anxiety

There are new people moving in next door... I get really anxious about this kind of stuff... What if they have a dog? (I have an outside cat, so that's scary) what if they play music too loudly, what if they don't like us? What if they hurt my cat? (years ago a neighbor killed one of my cats. I know. Awful) I know stupid things like this shouldn't upset me.. but it just freaks me out... Dx

I skipped classes today, I wasn't feeling well, now I wish I woulda gone... Ugh

xoxo
n.

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There is no one 4 me but u

I know u may be suspicious but I will tel u the truth
The only one I wanna b with is u
Because
U make me feel alive
U r the one I want by my side
And I would never try to jeopardize

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My Halloween costume

Introducing lyndzi the shadowhunter
I got the pic off the web

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Cats

My cat wakes me up every morning by grooming my hair. I now have a cow-lick (Cat-lick XD) in the front of my hair... Does anyone else's cat do that? XD He is a little pain in the butt, but I love him. :3
His name is Jackson. He is massive. And dumb, but I love him. ^__^
Hope your days/afternoons/evenings are going well. :)

xoxo
n.

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I Don't Know

Sooo my gf broke up with last night...and it sucks because today was going to be our 4 month anniversary. God this sucks. Well time to listen to "Sleep With One Eye Open"-BMTH, So long...and goodnight.

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He is mad

I made him mad ):

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Songs I'm obsessed with

How to save a life- the fray
Disengage-suicide silence
Lost it all- black veil brides
Helena- mcr
The black parade- mcr
Smells like teen spirit- nirvana
Not good enough for the truth in clique- escape the fate
When ur gone- Avril lavigne
And so much more

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Well, Shit.

Fuck today. Just fuck it. I'm 1000000% done. I can't fucking stand this anymore. The fucking school still hasn't processed my financial aid and I was told by the fucking business office that I should be making payments by now, even though I don't have any way of making any fucking payments! If I don't, my schedule will be dropped and I'll be headed back to my parents' house in freaking California where I'm made to feel like shit everyday. All because I don't have a job that can get me $450 in two days. This is utter bullshit. I don't want this at all. I'm just so fucking done.

*deep breath*

I'm calm. Just stressed and I want out so badly. It isn't fair.

I'm gonna cry for about fifty years now.
~TH.K

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A Ballad For Beulah

Hello beautiful Killjoys!!
Not too much has been going on for me, I've actually been doing pretty well for once! Feels weird though, like something's gonna come crashing down any second and wreck me.... So far so good, though.
Are there any Green Day fans on here? I found this fanfic a year or 2 ago, and it's REALLY REALY good. It's called A Ballad For Beulah, and it's on Mibba. Here's the link: http://www.mibba.com/Stories/Read/1549/A-Ballad-For-Beulah/
It's pretty long. Like 48 good sized chapters long. But it's really worth the read. It starts with Beulah as a child, where tragedy struck at a young age and left her and her many siblings to be looked after by the oldest sibling in the house. One day, on of Beulah's siblings takes her to his friend's band, Green Day's show. She instantly falls for Billie Joe, despite the major age difference. As she grows, her attraction in Billie Joe stays.... Lots of surprises!