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Camp starts on July 20th. That's 6 days!!! I will be a CIT at Pleasant Valley Camp. I'm so excited! This will be my fourth year at PVC, and I'm so happy to start giving back to my camp. CITs have more responsibilities than campers. Like we have to do all the dishes, sort the mail, and we have to watch the campers when the councilors go to meetings. I was nervous at first at being a CIT, because of the ugly CIT completion, which is when the campers put on "ugly" makeup and clothes on the CIT's. Then they give the CIT an ugly personality to teach the kids that there's more to ugly than looks. It's really fun. I keep reminding myself of how much fun it was when I was a camper, and how much fun it will be for them.
I will be gone for 4 weeks. I'll be thinking of all of you, hope you have a good rest of summer!
xoxo
- Z

NOTE: This is not a self harm post therefore I am "NOT" breaking the rules. I'm simply explaining why I need help.
Thank you.

Hi guys, how've you been? Judging by the title, you can probably tell I'm not so great.
So this week has literally been SHIT!!!
I missed 2/3 days of school (Because I'm just a little shit like that) and my family was obviously no help considering I literally avoided them by locking myself in my room THE WHOLE DAY...No lie. I only went out once each day for food because whenever I'd leave, I'd get a panic attack. Yes guys.
It's come to this. I can't even be comfortable in my own goddamn house.
I cried every morning because I feel like a disapointment to everyone.
My parents, my teachers, my friends, heck, even God at times.
Seriously guys, I'm feeling like complete shit. I look in the mirror and insults fill my mind. I can't go a day without criticizing myself anymore.

So this blog is another update of my life...
I'm deciding to skip all the drama that has happened because so many positive and great things have happened in my life the past couple months. First, I just finished my junior year of college! Time really flies...
Second, I decided to give up my summer at my summer home in order to work and save money for a car. Well that plan worked out really great. I got a job as a teacher at a local Kidville. Let's just say that I love it. I love working with the children, I love doing the music classes and working birthday parties. Giving up my summer was totally worth it and I'm so close to earning enough money for my car =)
My 21st Birthday is in about 2 weeks! I'm super stoked because that means my 21st Birthday Bash is in 3 weeks..and it is going to be super fun. I have this awesome neon theme and I'm going to have glow lights everywhere and black lights! This is going to be the best party I've ever thrown.

i bought the greatest hits album.
My gawd. i love it. i got the dvd, and armband, and the cd.
mcr never lets you down <3

Hey hey MCRmay!!! Its lexi here. Just wanna ask how yall are doing? Ive been hearing some great things. Im doing pretty well. Other than breaking up with my controlling boyfriend then getting back together with him everything has been awesome. Im officially an adult now. I turned 18 a few days ago. Tonight im going to Atlantic City to eat dinner at the buffet. Its gonna be delicious.
So again just wanna catch up with everybody. All my friends and even people i dont know too. Just wanna make sure youre all okay :) oh and if anyone likes really random silly cute guys check out Johnnie Guilbert's channel. Hes a 16 year old youtuber from California. Hes always doing vids with Bryan Stars. And his fans are known as thug pugs :3 you might like him so check him out okay?
Farewell MCRmy. Until next time....

guys do people still come on here???

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anybody have a facebook? I really want some of you guys to be my friends on there. I don't have a lot of friends that like mcr. comment if you do :3 or message me :)