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I have literally been stuck home sick ALL WEEK. This is the third time i've been sick in two months. It seems every other week i'm coming down with a cold, the flue, or some other strange illness. What makes it worse is finals are next week, so I miss all the review sessions and get none of the study guides.
So here I am, sitting next to the toilet blogging about my nonexistent life.
Also, my mother's not letting me go out with my friends friday.I understand, since i'm sick, but i've literally been trying to get out of this house for months and she hasn't let me. Whatever, back to cough syrup and my ipod.

so i'm learning to play guitar, and i have a beautiful ibanez acoustic, which is great. But I would absolutely love to play electric. I have my heart set on this little squier strat, mostly because it's cheap and doesn't sound like shit. I plan to buy that and my parents said they would put money towards it too, but my dad says i have to find an amp or else the guitar is useless. So I need help from anyone who knows anything about guitars and amps to direct me towards a good (or even just acceptable) inexpensive amp. It has to be inexpensive because well I'm a teenager without a job. any help would be greatly appreciated!

Today was strangely brilliant. I missed first period this morning as I had another dental appointment for my really screwed-up teeth (which was great in itself, obviously) but the cafe within the hospital sells Starbucks. That's pretty self-explanatory XD To improve my day further, Jeremy Kyle was playing on the screen as I scraped the mountain of foam off my skinny latte. *-* I swear I'm the only person who feels immoral with a dash of horror and total delight as they watch that programme. Despite all my worrying and whatnot yesterday, I feel a lot better today. These things always pass. . By far the best bit of today was realising that due to my excessive worrying yesterday, I didn't even appreciate fully the fact my Batman comic finally arrived. That should be a crime. (Hee hee, pun...). I don't know how long this good mood will last but I'm going to enjoy it while it's here :D

I just. wanna....

Rock
Run
Live.

I'm not okay. I'm okay with that. ^_^

today i got rejected by my friend, Henry.
i asked him, "would you ever date me?"
he answered, "uhh... i only think of you as a friend. okay?"
i reluctantly replied with, "okay..."

i wanted to cry but there was too many people around. why does no one love me? now im all depressed. "All i know is no one should have to be alone."
i wish i wasnt alone, but i am. forever....

~Lexi Shadow

Found this song by Deadmau5 Ft. Gerard Way, and i LOVE IT!

I love this vid so much - one of my favorite songs on Black Parade (Disenchanted and Cancer being a few others, and who can forget Mama?!) and this video i always found to be profoundly amazing- Not to mention the close ups of Gerard's lovely face is always a nice thing to have in a vid, and the scene of Frankie throwing the guitar is just about the hottest thing ever - but i just love the concept of Opposites attracting, but no matter what, even if you're functional, you still dont feel right for the other person, even if you love them with all your heart. It's such a good vid, Bravo to MCR for the thought up. One of my Faves by them, along with 'I'm Not Okay', and of coarse, 'Na, Na' and 'Sing'. :) Just thought i'd share!