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Yes, I know that's not what the holiday is about, but it's the most fun part and it's what everybody does. xD I actually threw some snappers at my wall today... so cathartic. <3 Funny thing is, when I bought them, I had to show my ID. :S Back in New York, they sold these things to little kids all the time in grocery stores.
Anyways, hope everybody's having a good day, whether or not you live in America and this holiday exists for you. <3 Listen to lots of music and eat good food!

So school are taking is on a trip to Alton Towers tomorrow and all I want to know is, why the hell did I say I'd go. I'm really bot looking forward to it. I'd actually rather stay at school. I really don't want to go. I'm already starting to get panic attacks about the amount of people who are going to be there and the big rides which I'm awful with and the fact that I know I'll end up either ruining it for my friends like I did at disney land and/or end up having to queue with them find a way out of the ride as they get on and look after their bags. Like at disney land. The worst part is it was £27 to go and I payed it! Why on earth did I pay it?

So I was bored and all alone and suddenly I thought: hey, let's do that.
Here are my top 10 obsessions at the moment:
- Ice cream (all flavours, really).
- This website ^^.
- Make up (when I was little I promised I would never wear it... and look at me now ):p.
- Hair chalk ( I had yesterday my first hair chalk after dreaming with it for about 3 months.it's fantastic. mine's blue).
- All from Harry Potter (I've already read the books at least 4 times. lol. I'm so insane)
- Stephen King (well, his books, not him lol).
- red contacts (but can't convince my parents XD)
- Dreamcachers (Idk why...).
- Tim Burton's films.
- Night.

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Hey. I don't know what happens know. My mind is all messed up and I starting to fall into the big dark hole of depression. I can't hide it anymore and my mom thinks I'm in a bad humor all the day. I can't explain it to her because she will think is bullshit. Then she and my father are having trouble. They shout and I'm the only one who realize it, 'cause my sis. is never at home. I'm afraid. I don't know of what' but I'm afraid. And I don't know how they would react if I ever told 'em how I'm feeling 'bout this situation. I've tried to feel better, but I simply can't . So, anyone has any idea of how to cheer up or how to talk to your parents and be heard?

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Whats up everyone? what is your favorite song form MCR? comment below what it is.