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TenderHeart.Kitten's picture

Happy :)

Today has been a milestone for me. I looked at myself in the mirror after running to my dorm after voice lessons in the rain while I was changing clothes and told myself, "Damn, I'm hot."
And I actually believed myself. I felt pretty and desirable and that I was actually given purpose in this thing we call life. I felt acceptable.
And I would give anything to feel that way for as long as possible.
I haven't told myself that I'm ugly or fat today. I didn't starve myself to start to get skinny. I didn't let my mom's rantings about my pant size or weight get to me. I smiled as I put on my eyeliner, knowing that I was, indeed, beautiful and doing something that makes me happy.

FormerlyHuman's picture

100 truths

1. Real Name? Too obscure.

2. If you could change your name? Hmm. Nope. It's weird and people pronounce it wrong all the time but I think it suits me.

3. Obsessions? Bukowski, reading, watching films, music.

4. Male or Female? Female.

5. Elementary School? We don't call it that, but kind of crappy.

6. Middle School? I don't know what years these are, but probably still crappy-ish.

7. High School? The first couple of years were amazing. Then it went downhill. And now I feel really great about things. It's come around full circle.

8. Want to go to college? Yeah, but I don't have a clue what I'd do there. Like, at all.

9. Natural Hair color? Copper brown (the ends constantly get lightened by the sun) >w<

10. Tall or Short? 5ft 4, whatever that's considered...? Average?

11. Sweats or Jeans? Sweats.

12. Phone or Camera? Phone

13. Health Freak? I have a horrible relationship with food and I'm certainly not a health freak - maybe a weight one, ha

kellyswift19's picture

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

I LOVE THESE GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chpeverill-conti's picture

Read It.

So last night I was on tumblr and my dash was all about the milk fic again. It keeps coming up and I still had no clue what it was. So, I called my very good friend, Katie, who is a Panic at the Disco! super fan. She described the story, and it was sufficiently weird. So I hung up the phone and went and read it.

What the fuck.

I though OUR fandom was weird! I guess it's just bandoms in general. It's amazing the guys have enough time for the band with all the sex they're having...

I'm in English now. Just two hours left at school. THat's the one thing I don't like too much is we have such a long day. We go until 3 and I get home at 4. Before I got out at 2:17 with a 15 min bus ride. But over all, Natick High SUCKED so it's okay.

xoxo
- Z

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Just an update

Hey Guys

Well I have some stuff to update you on........... So most recently my dog Cody past away and I'm bumbled out about that cause he was so loyal.. My house feels to quite now with out him. Anyways I'm still plugging away at my album and I'm thinking of posting a teaser video soon Cause it's been a long time since you guys hear from my music. I'm also hoping that my album comes out some time in the middle of next year. Lastly I think after the holiday clusterfuck I'm going to try to get back into doing my normal blogging (yes I know its what I said be fore I went on this long hiatus) and hopefully my laptop will boot up and let me do so(so don't get you hopes up to high)

Have a nice day Ryan
Fallow me on twitter @fefedarkboy13

BlueBurnsBlack's picture

where were you 13 years ago today?

Today is the 13th anniversary of the worst day in America.

Where were you?

I was in 5th grade Home Room we where having a President Game day at school I was supposed to be the President for my class. ( I was in Special Ed)

My teachers all went to a private room for like 20 minutes when the principal called a meeting for the teachers.

None of us kids knew until we got home.

I got home around 3 and my brother had the news on I thought it was a movie at first and asked him hey cool what movie are you watching?

He said no little bro this is real this happened this morning.

I screamed in Horror I was so upset and angry.

My mom had one of the terrorist who flew the planes into the building as a patient where she works.

Even worse I watched them practice run over my house in the summer and didn't know what it was when I should have called 911.

emogoticgirl's picture

How Could I...

Forget that yesterday was MIckey's birthday!!!!! I'm such a disaster!!!

So, Happy birthdayy Mickey!!!! I hope you enjoyed it!!! :)

MarianaMCR's picture

Short stories

I will try to write a short story every day for my final literature project so here is the first one, hope you enjoy it
Sorry if I have spellibg mistakes, I'm translating :b

The Voice
One night I was on my bed, trying to sleep. Tomorrow was going to be the first day of school and I couldnt stop thinking about lots of things that were going through my mind. I just lost a great friendship and I lost the only person who loved me, but he was so coward that he couldnt tell me and I knew it because someone else told me... But that's another story.
In the morning I dressed with my favourite shirt and jeans with my old converse. I had my normal fight with mom cause she doesnt like my style and got into the bus.
I arrived to school as the "new one". No one had the intention to talk to me, but who would like to speak to a sad looking 16-year old girl who seemed to see no one?

Zankoku_sinner's picture

Ah shit...

Mikey's birthday completely slipped my mind! Fucking school and fucking studying with fucking overemotional parents and fucking homophobic ghosts...

Anyway! Happy Birthday one Michael James Way! Who I fully realized today is almost my doppleganger. (Our personalities are pretty similar.) Have a good rest of your birthday!

KittyCatKilljoy's picture

MIKEY!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY FUCKIN BIRTHDAY MIKEY FUCKIN WAY!

I have said what must be said, well, yelled.
I love you Mikey! You are such an inspiration and well, you're just FANTABULOUS and I look up to you for so many reasons! Oh my goodness, can't believe you're 34! Time flies! You're still rockin, keep on being awesome!!!!!

KittyCatKilljoy's picture

Anxiety and Stress!

Hello everyone! So i'm freaking out. Next to a bunch of crap going on with school work and school itself, i've been soo stressed out and oh my gosh, my sleep meds aren't even working anymore, and it seems like nothing is at this point. I don't even know why i'm totally freaking out. I'm so confused......i'm just so stressed out and i don't have THAT much stuff to do.......i have a really important audition on Saturday and i don't know if thats why but i can't even handle myself anymore.....can anyone help? And is this normal? Thanks guys!

killjoys-never-die's picture

Youth Group :/

Anyone here ever go to a parish youth group thing? I've only been one day so far and I hate it because today my mom made me go to this stupid Decisions of the Youth group thing that's supposed to make me "follow the right path" and it was two f*cking hours. So i get there and they hand me a piece of paper and expect me to go talk to everyone and write down their names. Well, I do not do well in crowds of people I don't know so I ended up just standing in the back corner wanting to go home and I didn't even bring headphones because my mom took them and no one talked to me the whole time so I stood there, alone for 15 minutes until they told us to go sit down. and after that all we did was watch a short video and then talk about our feelings and it was so pointless and boring because everyone was like "oh well life is good and school is hard" and I just edged back so I wouldnt have to talk cause what would I say?

chpeverill-conti's picture

I can't stop laughing

WHAT EVEN WHY IS THIS SO AMUSING!?!?!?!?

GerardsGrl4ever's picture

*frustrated/bored sigh*

I need to get laid. That is all.

Jessie xo

BlueBurnsBlack's picture

An Ending To A Cancerous Relationship

This is my Calling This is my Purpose.

I thought you where mine but you where a joke, I thought you liked me but it was only a game to you.

Now you're gone and I just want to be your friend when everything comes crashing down.

But you won't let me in.

It's all too much; I can feel my lungs collapse on me!!!!!

My Bitter Soul weeps for only for myself after you have left and torn me apart.

I just want to say that I loved you and respected you, I tried to give you everything you ever wanted.

but you just left me like I was a dog tossed out in the rain.

You killed my soul, I have nothing, like clock work you went your separate way and destroyed me.

What is it like? does it feel good? do you love him? is he all you ever wanted?
What all the other boys all promised.
Sorry I told. I just needed you to know.
I think in decimals and dollars.
I am the cause to all your problems,
Shelter from cold. we are never alone.
Coordinate brain and mouth.