Community

I watched "Angels Take Manhattan" today. I had just discovered it and had some catching up to do. I was all happy to see The Doctor in a cowboy hat in "A Town Called Mercy"(the episode before that one) and I was kinda geeking-out because I was so happy that Rose and Rory made it off the building alive and then Rory disappeared (the WORST DEATH SCENE EVER!) and then Amy went on purpose and I...... can't even.........
I hate and love these fandoms. It's all so emotional and happy and sad and fantastic and terrible and then you realize that these are fictional characters and nothing is happening to you but you kinda want it to be real, in all it's terror and darkness and death..........
I can't even.............................

I have no idea why I haven't been on here in like AGES. But now I'm back.

The guys and I just finished recording You're Not The One. It didn't turn out as bad as I thought it would, I was kinda sick that day. I think it actually sounds better, since my rough voice sounded good with the guitars, AND I was finally able to do the screaming part at the end. (Which we added because in the video, I walk in to find my boyfriend dead.)

So all in all, I've been good. I have a date on Friday, Kameron is taking me somewhere, I don't know where it is because it's gonna be a surprise. Complete with a blind-fold.

So every blog I post, I'm going to try to post a funny video just to put smiles on the lovely lovely faces of the MCRmy! Enjoy! :) and please don't forget to tell me what you think!

I hate that - when someone you're close with and spend a lot of time with in school suddenly starts acting strangely towards you and you don't know what to do or how you're supposed to react.

There's this weird air between one of my friends and me and I know that we're getting out new timetables in just over a week but I wasn't really prepared to pretend to undo three year's worth of being allegedly good friends so fast.

I guess I might be looking through rose-coloured specs here as we always had a kind of destructive friendship to begin with.

My friend is being odd, I'm panicking over the fact I am theoretically going to be sitting actual exams that MATTER in December and I feel constantly fidgety. Everything's changing and, naturally, it's creeping me out XD

so, Ive lost the password for this account, but i found it! ive been using my other account Tessa ninjakiller, I really prefer this name, because its actually really close to my name (Tessa Helen).
Anyways, its been two months. Ive been wondering why theyve kept this website up, then I realized this(in my many sleepless nights)
Theyve kept this up because we all think alike. We are all connected in way. Yes, many of us are walking this world alone, now that theyve gone, but its not alone as in no one is around, its more like your in a crowd of people, who are all wearing purple, while youre wearing black. This website is connecting us all with people who are wearing black, all over the world (Im in Canada.) Even though everyone else is wearing black, some people still kinda get me, but dont get me like you awesome killjoys do. Thanks for that.

Well I know there's nothing I can say to make you stay, but where's your heart ? But wheeeerrrrrreee's your heaaarrrttt?

Well I know this life is so demanding I
, but where's your heart? But where's your hearrrt?
I can't speak!

I am not afraid to keep on living , I'm not afraid to walk this world alone honey if you stay I'll be forgiven nothing you can say will stop me from going home.

Now that its said and done how many of you are walking this world alone?

It's just so frustrating