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So school are taking is on a trip to Alton Towers tomorrow and all I want to know is, why the hell did I say I'd go. I'm really bot looking forward to it. I'd actually rather stay at school. I really don't want to go. I'm already starting to get panic attacks about the amount of people who are going to be there and the big rides which I'm awful with and the fact that I know I'll end up either ruining it for my friends like I did at disney land and/or end up having to queue with them find a way out of the ride as they get on and look after their bags. Like at disney land. The worst part is it was £27 to go and I payed it! Why on earth did I pay it?

So I was bored and all alone and suddenly I thought: hey, let's do that.
Here are my top 10 obsessions at the moment:
- Ice cream (all flavours, really).
- This website ^^.
- Make up (when I was little I promised I would never wear it... and look at me now ):p.
- Hair chalk ( I had yesterday my first hair chalk after dreaming with it for about 3 months.it's fantastic. mine's blue).
- All from Harry Potter (I've already read the books at least 4 times. lol. I'm so insane)
- Stephen King (well, his books, not him lol).
- red contacts (but can't convince my parents XD)
- Dreamcachers (Idk why...).
- Tim Burton's films.
- Night.

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Hey. I don't know what happens know. My mind is all messed up and I starting to fall into the big dark hole of depression. I can't hide it anymore and my mom thinks I'm in a bad humor all the day. I can't explain it to her because she will think is bullshit. Then she and my father are having trouble. They shout and I'm the only one who realize it, 'cause my sis. is never at home. I'm afraid. I don't know of what' but I'm afraid. And I don't know how they would react if I ever told 'em how I'm feeling 'bout this situation. I've tried to feel better, but I simply can't . So, anyone has any idea of how to cheer up or how to talk to your parents and be heard?

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To tell you why I'm asking all of you this, this is my story.

I grew up in an abusive home as a child, I will skip the gory details, the family that could have intervened, all of it. The point is I had been taken out after four years of dealing with the physical/mental abuse, brainwashing, drug, and alcholoic influences that had occupied my life; age 13. This lead to my first, second, third, and finally fourth foster home.

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You know what i realized? That no one will ever stay in your life, no matter how much they say they love you they will always leave.. Either out of just being a complete dick, death, or just out of being sorry.. You know i hate it whne people say sorry. It just makes me feel so fcking stupid. Like i dont need you to feel sorry for me. I tell you my personal shit so you can help me through it, not feel sorry for me.. I think about hating life everyday.. And how much i want to end it.. But people keep telling me its going to get better but at the end of my head i think when the fuck does it get better? When will i be happy? Its been 3 years since ive been really happy.. I put on my smile everyday just to make people fucking happy. When is my turn? When will it be my turn to be happy, to fall in love.. I thought there was light at the end of the tunnel but i believe i was wrong...