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Morning everyone

I really need to catch up on my sleep cause coffee isn't lasting the whole day I guess it's just something that happens when you get older. Anyways I really would love to produce a bands first album cause I think I'll be good at it. I think I'll be the type of producer that will most just sit there and share the occasional idea of something to try on a song. In other news I want to make pages on my wordpress that have my music and song lyrics on them but I'm finding I'm to lazy to do it. Lastly I really enjoy the fact that I gave myself this out let to share my thoughts and options on things going on in the world and in my life. That's all I have on my mind.

Thanks for reading and have a lovely day

Days blended into weeks, weeks into months, and still no word from Serene. Her two-way still sat where she left it, collecting dust. She left most of her personal items at the store, but her most valued possessions she left with Cy.

Cy. She cried herself to sleep most nights and wandered her way through the days. Poly tried to take care of her, but she only managed to push herself away. A part of Cyanide still blamed Poly for Serene's sudden disappearance.

Poly understood. In truth, she still blamed herself. If it hadn't been for her behavior, Mad's outburst would have never happened and she may not have left. In her eyes, it was all her fault. But she couldn't dwell on that. She had work to do.

Its what you could call important, thank you.

[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[ x] kissed someone of the same sex
[ x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[ ] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ x] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 8

[x] taken painkillers
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[ ] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 15

[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x ] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[x] been to a bar
TOTAL SO FAR: 22

[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[ x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night

So i was down stairs and trying to fall asleep on the couch watching SPN but then i dunno why but i looked to the window and THERE'S A MAN LOOKING IN AT ME! He was standing up against the glass and actually had his hands against it and trying to look at me, i just ran up the stairs to my mum and dad, my dad looked outside with our dog but there was no one there. The gate was left open and minutes later i saw a guy ride past on a bike facing away from the house and now i can hear noises outside and it's bringing on a major panic attack! I rarely ever leave my house but now i dont feel safe and i cant sleep, i have my art classes tomorrow but i dont want to leave my mum home alone. What if he comes back?! The only reason i'm on here is to try and keep myself distracted but if there's anyone on here right now can you please talk to me cause i swear i'm gonna be sick and need help to calm down :(