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Vampire princess's picture

I'm so tired.

Tuesday March 4, 2014 |
Posted by: Vampire princess

In the past two days I've got about 5 hours sleep max, it's horrible, and college has been a drag. I've been fucked up at least 3 times these past 7 days or so, last Tuesday, 'cause I was having a rough week last week as well, my friend Michael suggested we go get high (don't lecture me I don't care.) during our lunch break, and I agreed after a while, so that was fun and then we were laughing pretty much all through art, and I drew an octopus and went home. I got told off 'cause I wasn't meant to draw an octopus. Then on Friday, fuccck. Where do I begin? It was terrible...Well it was amazing, but it was terrible for my health. My friend had this party and a load of us went, my (ex) boyfriend was meant to go, but he didn't due to the fact that everyone dislikes him at the moment. Anyway, the party was amazing, but I had a whole bottle of vodka, and there was a guy there who kept getting me high, like every 20 minutes or so, and I did a bong as well, that was fun.

ChemicalJoe27's picture

Somethings not right here???

Tuesday March 4, 2014 |
Posted by: ChemicalJoe27

So I walk into my morning class and my teacher ask how was my mourning, and this teacher has seen me smoking and knows I do, they dont give a fuck, im not there child, so I tell him, the only reason i woke up was to smoke coffee and drink cigs. This took a few seconds of his confused look to understand what i said, so the only way to cover my ass of fail was add, and clearly im out off both. GAWD I NEED TO GET BACK WITH THE BAND!

Enbyfriend_98's picture

dying.... xd

Tuesday March 4, 2014 |
Posted by: Enbyfriend_98

okay, okay.
who's seen this?
im dying.
look at frankie at the end
ohmycas
guys
look
http://www.cleanvideosearch.com/media/action/yt/watch?videoId=eVTEIoh-4uA

chpeverill-conti's picture

I met someone

Tuesday March 4, 2014 |
Posted by: chpeverill-conti

hey guys,
so last night I went to WAGLY (a big gay straight alliance for youth in the area). The drag queen, Juju Bee was there and it was fun. I saw a girl with purple hair. my first thought was that she's really cute, but looks too cool for me, with her band jacket (i couldn't tell what band it was) and bondage legging-pants. I introduced myself to her anyways. She said her name was _____. She seemed nice, and it turned out that she was a very good friend of mine's neighbor. So when we sat down for introductions, she complimented my "i'm not okay" button. I was excited to meet another fan, and she showed me her jacket. IT WAS A MCR JACKET!! she's cute, at a LGBTQ group, and likes bands. I am happy. We've been texting and she loves all the same bands as me. All of them! maybe I won't be alone forever... :)
xoxo
Z

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Woop woop! (boring life update)

Monday March 3, 2014 |
Posted by: A lost writer

Eyy I'm not that late this time! So cause I never post on here anymore I'm just going to do a little life update for all of you who care. I shall list now.
1) I'm dying my hair purple and I am very excited cause it's one of the only colors I haven't gone yet besides pink and yellow.
2) I sprained my wrist for the fourth time so...yay I get out of gym! (it hurt like a bitch)
3) I saw Bring Me the Horizon live a few weeks ago and it was beautiful and i got kicked in the face several times and I'm 84% sure I made eye contact with Matt and Oli
4) I'm getting my lip pierced soon and if I'm lucky I might get snake bites (I never thought I'd like them but they've grown on me)
5) I've made a plan to try to articulate my feelings more instead of bottling them up and blowing up at people at random cause I tend to do that.

A lost writer's picture

Woop woop! (boring life update)

Monday March 3, 2014 |
Posted by: A lost writer

Eyy I'm not that late this time! So cause I never post on here anymore I'm just going to do a little life update for all of you who care. I shall list now.
1) I'm dying my hair purple and I am very excited cause it's one of the only colors I haven't gone yet besides pink and yellow.
2) I sprained my wrist for the fourth time so...yay I get out of gym! (it hurt like a bitch)
3) I saw Bring Me the Horizon live a few weeks ago and it was beautiful and i got kicked in the face several times and I'm 84% sure I made eye contact with Matt and Oli
4) I'm getting my lip pierced soon and if I'm lucky I might get snake bites (I never thought I'd like them but they've grown on me)
5) I've made a plan to try to articulate my feelings more instead of bottling them up and blowing up at people at random cause I tend to do that.

Cas_Birch's picture

Myself Through Poetry

Monday March 3, 2014 |
Posted by: Cas_Birch

So, people talk about poetry a lot. Some people hate it, some people love it. Personally, I do both. You see, poetry has this amazing way, when done well, of reaching into you and taking out the most personal parts of yourself.

Often, you won't want to look at them. Often, they will scare you. You have the power to change those scary, ugly things into something beautiful. Not "tragically beautiful," that thing people say when they talk about suicide notes, or self-harm scars. Those are not beautiful, they are sad. They are worth mourning the bits of self rejected by those unwilling to cope. And sometimes, those lucky sometimes, poetry will help you realize you are worth changing yourself for.

Looking at those parts, though, is dangerous. Acknowleging yourself, in all of your beauty and horror, in the awkward sylables that fall of your tongue as much as those eloquent words that dance as you say them, can be too much.

BLOOD'Y REVENGE's picture

well, huge identity crisis..... how's your day?

Monday March 3, 2014 |
Posted by: BLOOD'Y REVENGE

so.... yeah

how do you guys feel?

Enbyfriend_98's picture

im really depressed right now....

Monday March 3, 2014 |
Posted by: Enbyfriend_98

my girlfriend has officially moved to flordia... 16 hours away. today they move into the house and... i dont know... i love her and its not like the distance will make it any harder than it has been to see each other. i dont know. im just sad. like, things were just starting to look up for me and now... shes been ripped away from me, again.

on a brighter note, im watching supernatural and im in love with sam and dean. right now i hate cas but i know i'll love him later cuz ive seen later eppies and i love castiel in them. but hes a dick.

LisaGW's picture

OMG:::JARED LETO WON AN OSCAR :D

Monday March 3, 2014 |
Posted by: LisaGW

I'm so happy :D and proud of him :D

and I'm happy that Mathew McConaughy won it too :D

chpeverill-conti's picture

Update

Monday March 3, 2014 |
Posted by: chpeverill-conti

I'm lonely. Feel like I whine about life all the time, every time people talk to me it seems like I'm still whining about absolutely everything. I need to stop being so self absorbed.
Also, I feel lonely. not friend wise, but in terms of romance. I feel in love once. over a year ago! I wish there was someone near me who liked mcr and bands and was cute and i don't care if she's femme or butch or something in between i just wish i had a girlfriend. I want to feel loved. But the thing is, i don't want to look for a relationship because that never goes over well. I want someone to see me and think i'm cute, even when i think i'm ugly as shit. someone who can hold me when i'm sad, and i could do the same for them. I WISH that would happen. But I can always wish...
xoxo
-Z

LisaGW's picture

Academy Awards tonight !!!!!

Sunday March 2, 2014 |
Posted by: LisaGW

I'm so exited for it, because I hope so much that Jared Leto will win it <3

#TEAMRAYON

p.s. this will be a very long night for me.....

PinkVenom's picture

eh...

Sunday March 2, 2014 |
Posted by: PinkVenom

Someday I'll have to accept that my baby bangs will never look as hot as Hayley Williams'.

FLora Desire Show's picture

doing radio shoe for MCR

Sunday March 2, 2014 |
Posted by: FLora Desire Show

hey.. i am doing radio show for MCR

Cas_Birch's picture

An Open Letter to All of My Chemical Romance

Sunday March 2, 2014 |
Posted by: Cas_Birch

Dear My Chemical Romance;

I won’t say you saved my life. I did that myself. But you, when I was battling with addiction, abuse, death, PTSD and a deep fear of myself, gave me an idea of what being okay was like. I’m doing better now, my parents and I are on speaking terms, I’m back in school, and I’m not as scared anymore.

I remember that the first concert I ever went to was yours. I was thirteen, and I went with my dad. Afterwards, on the way home, we were talking. I had just gotten out of a psychiatric ward for reasons I’m not comfortable disclosing. I put on your song, “I’m Not Okay.” Smiling, I turned to my dad and said, “This song just makes me so happy.”

He looked sad for a moment. “Why?”

"Because I’m not okay. And that’s okay. Can we go get slurpees?" I guess, sappy as it is, I realized that my problems weren’t all encompassing. No, I wasn’t okay, but I was okay with that because I knew it would get better. I also wanted a fucking slurpee. Ahaha.