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My guitar playing is generally below average, but I have been getting a lot better and can actually play some stuff. "Some stuff" is code for "Shut Me Up" by MSI and the intro/chorus of "The Sharpest Lives" by MCR. I'm pretty pleased with my progress and am in talks to be getting lessons.

The really good news about it is that I'm in the process of writing a song! I have some tabs written for second guitar (my own) and part of a first guitar part. Some bass tabs are also written, but only for the first part, not nearly as much as the second guitar. The one thing I have absolutely NO idea how to write is drums, nor do I have a set to even fiddle around with. My sister is the main (and superior) lyricist, so she will most likely go through her little book and match things up...or, maybe she'll write some new stuff. Right now I refer to it as "Untitled #1". "Untitled ##" is, in my head, a decent working reference/title to any work that at the time has no name.

met a girl four days ago
everything is fine... nothn too crazy
see her today
she wears flower crown with her blonde and pink hair. red lipstick
suddenly, i wanna kiss her and cuddle her.

ive been working against being gay for the longest.

i hold down the feeling of wanting her kiss for about 6 hours

then i work up the nerve and ask her

she says i can kiss her

i nod and then later decide i might be too shy

she has to go to her job in a hurry

she says bye.. and gives me a kiss

her lipstick got on me. i turned red.

i panicked....

and.... i'm scared.

I'M A CATHOLIC... AND... IVE BEEN FIGHTING AGAINST THIS URGE... AND IM SCARED! I'M SO SCARED!

SOMETIMES I WISH THEY COULD BEAT THESE FEELINGS OUT OF ME

My mom has informed me that she dreamed about Gerard last night. Gerard was in my neighbor's garage, looking for the building where his interview was. He then came to my house and was lying on my bed, chilling out. I wasn't home for some reason, so my mom was taking all these pictures for me. She also told me that Gee had Danger Days in this dream.
Good job mom. Dreaming of Gee the same night we saw Frank :)
xoxo
- Z

I MET/SAW FRANK
I was so close I reached up to the other guitarist's stand and just took a pick :p Gonna sound like such a loser when I say this, But he jumped into the audience and I got to touch is hair! I could read all the tattoos on his body. When I was in the car I deleted all my pictures off my phone to make room but they were ALL OF FRANK ANYWAYS
It was kinda weird though cause I've been admiring this man for years. Watching interviews, hanging posters. I'm looking at the man I've read how much gay fanfic about? I wear clothes like him, makeup like him. And here he is.

Alright, so day 2. What is your favorite song?

My favorite honestly depends on my mood or the day. Sometimes I'm Not Okay fits my attitude, but then Summertime or Teenagers comes on and so on and so forth. Right now I'm into
S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W. But, I will always favor Welcome To The Black Parade. When I was pretty young and still now my dad would play it and go nuts and make everyone start dancing. It carries a lot of memories. So yeah, bye!!!

xoxo
Quinifer

Today, I decided to become part of the MCRmy for real <3 i love MCR so so much <3 so sad about the break up :/ hope its just a break thing like my fave band, Fall Out Boy did....idk for sure.....i just love Gerard's voice and the whole bacd....im scared to listen to frnkiero andthe cellabration because i dont want to believe they're totally over...it really hurts ya know?