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lostn'foundagain's picture

No internet

I'm not going to have Internet or my IPod for a whole week.... :( Thankfully i can access this site at school, but it doesn't really matter, whether I do or not, I don't make very good conversation, My blogs are all depressing.... sooo....... I'm just letting those of you that care know that i'm not dead, yet... sadly, my heart's still beating...
<3 love ya'll <3

AngieKilljoys's picture

Memory Of Helena :')

so long and goodnight, so long not goodnight

lyndzi's picture

I tripped and fell

lyndzi's picture

Ugg

oh decided to play the backstreet boys!!??
Ugg

oakashelby's picture

Yellow by Coldplay Cover

I sang this song for zachy my boyfriend because it is his birthday tomorrow ^-^ and im gonna show him tomorrow morning i hope you guys enjoyed :)

oakashelby's picture

50 SUBSCRIBERS!!!

i have just recently hit fifty subs ^-^

lyndzi's picture

Good morning

Well after the agonizingly painful weekend where I couldn't tlk to my bay I am ready to start fresh!! How was everyone's weekend?

nobody_you_know's picture

I AM NOBODY YOU KNOW

Hello. I hope you are all doing well, even though I have yet to know any of you. Mainly re-joined this site for the nostalgia. But I'd like to make new internet buddies as well.
I've noticed this site sees very little traffic these days. I remember when it was a new page of blogs every 5 minutes or so, I think I saw a blog from a few days ago still on the first page... is it normally this slow?
Never the matter, I hope you are all well, and that you're doing well in school, or work, or life in general. Goodnight/morning/afternoon to you.

xoxo
n.

heavenhelpmissilekid's picture

Day 3: Salvation

H E A V E N H E L P U S //
One of my all-time favorite My Chem songs actually; it is in my top 3. It's even the inspiration for my username here and was my username for my My Chem instagram account (when I had one).
And I am still bummed it didn't make the album, but looking at it from a critic's perspective, it just didn't fit, so fair enough.
When I first heard the song, I fell in love. That is when I know that a song is special. A lot of songs tend to grow on me, but like anyone else, only my favorite songs by artists hit me like a brick wall of epiphany when I first hear them. Gerard is so angry and tortured, and I can just see the song, not just hear it. The sounds are so intricate and there's still so much punk in it. Gerard growls, the guitars drive, the cymbals crash.
My favorite part is definitely, "Cause I'll give you all the nails you need, cover me in gasoline, wipe away those tears of blood again." It's so tragic, but so uplifting at the same time.

emogoticgirl's picture

Gray day.

It's raining a lot, and when I say a lot, I mean A LOT!!! That's not possible! And the day is awful... it's sad and I'm bored and I 'm tired of the F homework.

mutedwhisper's picture

A very warm hello to all of you (my first post)

I've been a member of this site for several months now, but have never posted myself. I would first like to say hello to you all. I've never felt so passionate about something as I have with My Chemical Romance. In my 22 years, I feel like I've learned something from the evolution of the band as well as all of you that I think I would have otherwise missed out on, so thank you! You've all got some interesting stories and perspectives, and I'm really glad I've had a chance to learn. I'm not sure how often I'll be posting on here, but I'm really glad a place like this exists.

On a different note, who's going to see Gerard Way in October? I've never had the chance to see MCR live, so this'll be my first time seeing Gerard.

I hope to be more interactive in the future. Talk to you guys soon!

lostn&#039;foundagain's picture

Demons.

I can't live in this darkness....
it invites my demons over for dinner,
and I'm the feast....
they feast on my love,
my lack thereof....
my pain,
and i can't gain
any ground
against them.....

I'm nauseated,
my head is a balloon.
empty, full.
full of emptiness.....
empty of fullness

not making sense,
lost in this world
of thought
of anger
and depression
of wanting to end it.....

TenderHeart.Kitten's picture

Trapped (Original poem by me)

"Trapped"

I'm too far gone to reach,
Stuck in a pit
That I've dug for myself.
12 feet deep by a mile wide,
I'm trapped,
Dead center,
By my very own fears,
My very own doubts,
My very own ugly thoughts,
Fueled by the words of others,
Especially those closest to me.
Words that cut like a knife,
Stab like a dagger,
Pierce like a needle,
Creating and reopening wounds
That'll never heal.
Statements that make the tears
Run beyond my cheeks,
Flow from my very own skin,
Begin to bury me
12 feet under.
Flaws and insecurities,
Placed right before
My very eyes,
Start to suffocate me,
Making my entrapment
Permanent.
Expectations turning to
Disappointments,
Topping the pit
With a marble stone,
Polished smooth,
My very own name
In bold French script.
"In loving memory,"
It says.
"She was so happy,"
They say as they reminisce.
But they can never
Truly know
That their words,
Their verbal observations,
Their expectations,
And their disappointments

lostn&#039;foundagain's picture

Poetry Requests??

Soooo.... idk.... I'm still thinking about doing these... gain some practice... I haven't gotten any lately, so if you all want one, I'm here.... :/

lostn&#039;foundagain's picture

So this dance fucking sucks.....

So this dance is the fucking worst..... Fucking hate everyone here.... Whatever... These people are all assholes... I dressed up. Did my makeup. Got hyper. Now I wanna disappear. Was totally ready to dance with him. Have fun. And he ignored me the whole fucking time... Wow. People don't change... At all... I hate myself right now for believing that lie. But. You know how it goes. I'm a dumbass.