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-Your brother turns into a seaweed creature
-Your ribs drip black sparkles
-You've eaten so many stuffed mushrooms that you feel like YOU'RE the one that's stuffed, and your intestines are a ticking time bomb, waiting to spread your entrails throughout the room
-You get the sudden urge to build a small Japanese-style tower out of legos
-You close your eyes and all you can see are clothes
-You say 'fuck' several times around your mother, and she doesn't fucking care (really funny story haha...)
-Literally NONE of the stores you visit, be it on foot or online, have a decent selection of hoodies.
-You realize Walmart has the WORST selection of bathing suits
-People you thought you knew have turned against you.
-You realize how a raven is like a writing desk.
-You notice that, on average, it takes you two to three watches of a Disney movie to connect all of the dots in said Disney movie.
-You have Disney-ception

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Wow. I haven't been on since the breakup. So its been a pretty long time. The breakup really destroyed me. And I just started listening to MCR about 2 years ago. They were the first rock band I listened to. They got me into rock. They helped me through my thick and thin. The big brothers I never had. I swore I would never go to a rock concert until I went to there's first. Now I must break that promise, unless I want to be a rock concert virgin. I still don't understand why it happened. People told me "It's okay Gabriella. Really. You still have the music.". But they didn't understand. Its not the same. But, I now know that they will still be forever in my heart. They will STILL help me through my thick and thin. After the breakup I completely shut myself out of the MCR world. I stopped listening to them because it hurt to much. I couldn't bear it. I was angry and confused. its been so long since I've been on. Too long. But I will not say goodnight. I will not say goodbye.

this is it im a week from graduation and i cant believe its happening. its been a while since ive been on here and alot had happened i lost my dad in january and have been in a deep depression and the only thing that helps is this band, and now that they broke up i still listen to them but it will never be the same i hope the killjoy nation is doing well felt like saying hi love yall

A good friend of mine was released from the hospital yesterday after he gave himself alcohol poisoning. I tried to talk to him at school but he won't even look me in the eye. I don't know what happened but he is definitely something wrong that he doesn't want to talk to me about and I'm worried. He means a lot to me and I hope that I haven't lost him as my friend, but I can't even reach out to him. What should I do?

I'm losing it again. I can't stand the fake calm that settles in me before something big happens. That's what's happening now. My mum and her husband come home tomorrow and i now have the sudden urge to scrub the house down. It's not even that dirty but here i am fighting the urge to find the bleech and clean.
I'm so freaking confused!
This isn't right. I'm not even a tidy person! My room's a shit whole! I'm so freaking confused!

I had a few really bad days last week. Bad being an understatement.
But, being the resilient person I am, I lived. I am still alive, with a little help from my favorite band ;)

Life got better. So here I am, sitting at my computer eating cookies, thanking all you guys who supported me and helped me keep on living.