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Kath_GerardForever's picture

everythings gone to shit again

Thought i was over my depression but nope, it came crawling back as usual. Even the good things that have happened recently can't distract me from how shit i feel right now. Literally, everything is fucked, completely fucked.

lostn'foundagain's picture


Swing swing swing
I can't wait to get high
after this low low low
blare this music
to help lift me up up
Up and down
goes this swing

A swing propels me into
the crisp air
then drops me into
that dark abyss.
This is just
the way it is

Swing Swing Swing
I hate these lows
I wanna get high high high!!!
under the night's shroud
the blood drips drips
Drips of rain fall
onto your face

A swing propels me into
the crisp air
then drops me into
that dark abyss.
This is just
the way it is

Swing Swing Swing
Just drop me now
I will never be H-A-P-P-Y....
I have slipped and now
I keep falling
and falling
and falling
my mind can never
be fixed...

sidtastic007's picture

Hello, yet again

I start to sneeze again just seconds ago, and I'm pretty sure I might getting yet another flu and cold. The third time this month.
By the way, I'm terribly bad about seasons, so is October the month of fall? Just wondering.
Anyway, it's about the time of Halloween, and I never celebrate it before (belief restrictions yada yada yada). So I was wondering how do you guys celebrate Halloween when you were younger....and when you were (or are) teenager(s)....and when you are adult? I only know that you can wear whatever the freaky shits you want to wear on that time of the year, and there's "Trick or Treat" which I guess, it's for the kids (though, I wish I could do that for once even when I'm not young)...
I honestly think that the best part of Halloween (or any other celebrations) is during before the day--the preparations day. Because you do more crafting and making and buying and designing. And that is my kind of party, haha.

lostn'foundagain's picture


Hopeless dreams
and shattered lives.
Pains in my chest
as I say goodbye.
Miles away,
hearts apart
watching as you cart
your things away...
feeling drugged up
Fucked up,
shamed in oh
so many ways.
counting the pills.
I'm almost out...
gazing at the scars
wanting to join
these stars
floating in your eyes...
More crap I'm typing off the top of my head.... I'm pretty upset right now. I'm angry at people, I want to break down and scream or cry.... I have a headache... and second hour hasn't even started yet.......

TenderHeart.Kitten's picture

Untitled Poem~ By Me

A house,
A family,
A heart,
A life,
A fragile future,
All divided,
All on different sides,
All pitted
Against one girl.
She's smiling,
Trying to make peace,
Putting everything
Above her own interests,
Until she's crushed,
Gasping for air,
Begging for freedom,
Desperately searching,
For her voice,
For a friend,
Fore something,
Anything to help her,
Just to be able to
Breathe once more.
The moment she feels
Cool air on her lips,
An old enemy,
An old friend,
Tells her
She's wrong,
Burying her again,
Self-doubt and
Fear of
Loss and
Toppling onto her.
She repeats the cycle,
Destroying herself
Until she is
No more,
Until she is
A shell fo
The "perfect" daughter,
Submissive student,
Trapped friend,
Unhappy soul;
Until she has

Alright! So I've written another poem! Again, it's a little dark, but it deals with things that have been going on in my life.
Critique is greatly accepted!

Killjoy_Wolfblade's picture

Happy Birthday ;~;

Okay, so i know this isn't MCR related but i wanna say Happy Birthday to one of the best men to walk on this earth. Happy Birthday Mitch Lucker. You are forever missed -bursts into tears- R.I.P Mitchell Adam Lucker 1984-2012.

nobody_you_know's picture

Good day :)

I had a lovely day today. I volunteered at the downtown mission today, and I loved it. I am going to be volunteering every monday 9am-1pm. I love it. ^-^

The bus driver for the city bus was awesome, she was blaring Pink Floyd and Metallica, and singing along. She was so awesome. xD

I've also been serching for a permanent job. I have a promising lead for a job as a cake decorator. Here's to hoping. :D

Have a lovely day. <3

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So my friend makes a joke about me and a girl im friendly with it gets stuck in my head even though i dont like her now i put up a tag someone i look cute with up because im bored and im the fucking bad guy now i have nobody no friends left everyone else hates me now im alone ans im scared

chpeverill-conti's picture

Happy Birthday, Mitch....

Happy 30th, Mitch Lucker.... I didn't really get too into Suicide Silence, and even still I only listen to them very occasionally. Even though I wasn't really a fan, I can see the good you brought to our music scene and beyond. Good luck to Kandee, I've never met you, but living without your daddy must be very difficult... Stay strong, girl. We're all with you x
- Z



So for this daily dose, I wanted to talk to you guys about a question I think we all have had. How do we talk to someone who we consider "famous/popular"? The reason why this is a hard question to think about is that we always think ,"How do I talk to him/her and what do I talk about?". It's hard to think about because we usually only know one big thing they're famous for and nothing else. If we consider this person "famous", we usually try to talk to them with a "fan-girlish" attitude because of how much they mean to us. But should we, though?

Killjoy_Wolfblade's picture

Follow Me?

So I'm trying to get a few followers on my instagram page. So if you could follow me @wolfblade6669 and I'll totally follow you back. I post anything related to bands, a few youtubers, some of my drawings, and a few pics of me. I mainly post things related to MCR.

Danny3.O's picture

Dances suck!!!!

So please allow me to rant about how shitty my school dance was because I literally feel like a useless piece of shit.

So yesterday, as some of you know, yesterday I had my first school dance as a farewell party for my grade and it was awful.

Firstly, you know that tiny feeling of "oh my shitlord I think I just crapped my pants" before you go somewhere or have an anxiety attack?
Well I felt like that the whole time there.
My "best friend" Olga just ditched me and went to dance with some sluts in my class and only came to me when she wanted to literally snatch (and almost drop) my phone from my hands and so when everyone was dancing, I awkwardly sat on the bench and had to bear all the critical looks and dumb questions of why I wasn't dancing.
I felt so awful and ashamed, evey girl in my class went to dance with the guys and looked hot (especially the goddess that is my classmate Tsion who I envy so much, even though we are friends) but I just sat there and used tumblr.

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Lonely people Beatles covered by mustacheinacan.

Hey killjoys ^_^ it would be amazballs of you if you could go ahead and watch like comment and maybe if you had fun subscribe thankyou loveya guys <3

oakashelby's picture

All about that Bass Covered by mustacheinacan >U<

If you would be ever so kind as to watch this video it would mean a whole lot to me and it would be even greater if you would leave a like, comment or sub ^-^
loveya killjoys <3

mutedwhisper's picture

Something about you?

Bear with me. I haven't thought this through too well. I don't know many of you, and I probably haven't seen any of you in real life. That doesn't matter. We're still here, over a year after the close of My Chemical Romance. That has to mean something, right? Don't we all share something in common? So I was wondering if you read this, if you'd be comfortable sharing.

What's something about you that no one would know just by looking at you?
And/or What's something you'd say to me if you passed by me on the street?

You wouldn't know it by just looking at me, but I'm kind of wild. I kick open doors and jump down stairs. I make funny sounds when no one's around just for the heck of it.