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mutedwhisper's picture

A very warm hello to all of you (my first post)

I've been a member of this site for several months now, but have never posted myself. I would first like to say hello to you all. I've never felt so passionate about something as I have with My Chemical Romance. In my 22 years, I feel like I've learned something from the evolution of the band as well as all of you that I think I would have otherwise missed out on, so thank you! You've all got some interesting stories and perspectives, and I'm really glad I've had a chance to learn. I'm not sure how often I'll be posting on here, but I'm really glad a place like this exists.

On a different note, who's going to see Gerard Way in October? I've never had the chance to see MCR live, so this'll be my first time seeing Gerard.

I hope to be more interactive in the future. Talk to you guys soon!

lostn'foundagain's picture

Demons.

I can't live in this darkness....
it invites my demons over for dinner,
and I'm the feast....
they feast on my love,
my lack thereof....
my pain,
and i can't gain
any ground
against them.....

I'm nauseated,
my head is a balloon.
empty, full.
full of emptiness.....
empty of fullness

not making sense,
lost in this world
of thought
of anger
and depression
of wanting to end it.....

TenderHeart.Kitten's picture

Trapped (Original poem by me)

"Trapped"

I'm too far gone to reach,
Stuck in a pit
That I've dug for myself.
12 feet deep by a mile wide,
I'm trapped,
Dead center,
By my very own fears,
My very own doubts,
My very own ugly thoughts,
Fueled by the words of others,
Especially those closest to me.
Words that cut like a knife,
Stab like a dagger,
Pierce like a needle,
Creating and reopening wounds
That'll never heal.
Statements that make the tears
Run beyond my cheeks,
Flow from my very own skin,
Begin to bury me
12 feet under.
Flaws and insecurities,
Placed right before
My very eyes,
Start to suffocate me,
Making my entrapment
Permanent.
Expectations turning to
Disappointments,
Topping the pit
With a marble stone,
Polished smooth,
My very own name
In bold French script.
"In loving memory,"
It says.
"She was so happy,"
They say as they reminisce.
But they can never
Truly know
That their words,
Their verbal observations,
Their expectations,
And their disappointments

lostn'foundagain's picture

Poetry Requests??

Soooo.... idk.... I'm still thinking about doing these... gain some practice... I haven't gotten any lately, so if you all want one, I'm here.... :/

lostn'foundagain's picture

So this dance fucking sucks.....

So this dance is the fucking worst..... Fucking hate everyone here.... Whatever... These people are all assholes... I dressed up. Did my makeup. Got hyper. Now I wanna disappear. Was totally ready to dance with him. Have fun. And he ignored me the whole fucking time... Wow. People don't change... At all... I hate myself right now for believing that lie. But. You know how it goes. I'm a dumbass.

TenderHeart.Kitten's picture

Hesitating Means Death (Title of a song written by the GazettE)

Hey, MCRmy! I know that it's been a little while since I've posted, but I promise that things are okay, for the most part.
Things that have happened this week:
1.) Monday, I decided that I wanted to go to a university in Japan after my time at my junior college is done. Many people have told me that I'm doing the right thing by wanting to explore the world while continuing my education.

lostn'foundagain's picture

Homecoming((again))

Soooo, Yea/...... Title says it all, it's that time of year, and I'm going with Aaron, I got to see him today XD 3:) we had fun lol. but yea, I'm leaving around 7:45 to get to the highschool, the thingy starts at 8. and, that's about it. I havent been very upset lately.. Thursday, I wanted to end it, but Aaron stopped me..... :( so, I'm better for now.
<3 i love you guys. You're my family, my army, and my friends <3

LisaGW's picture

Gee will announce an European Tour soon!!!!!

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so excited.......hope it will be very soon!!!!! can't wait anymore xD

Hope so bad that he will come to Luxembourg <3

Danny3.O's picture

The butterfly project.

So, I just wanted to know if any of you on here have tried the butterfly project.
If you don't know what it is, basically;
You draw a butterfly on your wrist ot thigh or anywhere you,...damage, and name it after someone you love and would want you to get better.
So if you fall into that state and you damage, you kill the butterfly and it dies.
But if you don't and it fades away (without you washing it) it lives and is set free.

So anyway, just wanted to say how much I love this idea and I'm actually gonna try it.
And to all out there feelin low, I really love you and I'll keep praying for you.
Please stay strong.

BlueBurnsBlack's picture

My Shirt is in the mail

My mom ordered me the Drum line Black Parade shirt xD

CyanideScorpion's picture

Heya!!!

So I was wondering....no-one seems to be mentioning the guys' new projects, and I thought I'd ask why? Is it taboo or something? 'Cause I really want someone to fangirl to about the fact that I just got tickets to see Gee in November, and I'm also seeing Frankie in November!!!!!! :D Is anyone else?

sidtastic007's picture

The Best Cover I've Seen This Year (And Probably My All-Time Favourite!!)

Good morning, killjoys!
So who doesn't love Sweet Child O' Mine? It's a beautiful piece of rock music! :D
And people try to make an awesome cover of this song....
And one of them stood up the most!! And it is fucking, godly, unbelievably, awesome cover I have ever heard this year.
God, it makes me want to dance here and there all day and all night! Babe, this is for you!....Well, if you enjoyed Jazz as well.....
Anyway, this is also for all those jazz listeners out there. You got to listen to these beasts play! Umph! Fucking Awesome! >w<
This is a cover of Guns N Roses' Sweet Child O' Mine by the New Orleans Jazz band!
Enjoy!

emilykilljoy22's picture

Anyone on here have AS (Asperger Syndrome) or high functiong autism?

Just wondering because I think I have it and I've discussed it with my Mother and she also thinks so. I want to get diagnosed by a doctor for sure. This has had a big I think (negative) impact on my life. I just feel all alone and would love to talk to someone who feels or can relate to this. Thanks!
Keep running
Sunshine Slaughter A.K.A Em

MarianaMCR's picture

Baby proyect

I have this baby proyect in wich I take care of a plastic baby. We have to buy thing that are necessary for a reall baby such as clothes and all that. My baby's name is Tony. What do you think about the proyect¿