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lostn'foundagain's picture

Miss you

I love the feel of your lips
pressed against mine.
The soft caress of your hands
wanting to hold me.
I miss us.
Pronouncing our love,
Dreading saying goodbye.
I miss knowing you
and you knowing me.
Laughing at all the stupid
jokes we tell,
smiling across the room,
hugging every time we
see each other after class.
Having those late night
conversations when I'm
emotional or upset.
I don't know how
or when
we will get those times back.
I don't know if they will
ever come back like before.
If they come back...
You still make me smile,
You still make me laugh
and cry
But it feels wrong...
So very wrong that
I love you,
and you're still not mine....

lostn'foundagain's picture

need to get this off my chest..

So, first thing's first.... I need to stop talking to myself at school..... People think it's just a tad weird..

I've been dropping hints to my mom about my suspecting that I was raped at age 6. She called my sister to ask if it was true, and my sister pretty much confirmed it... I thought I had dreamed the whole issue up and now I can't stop thinking about it!! Ever since I started dating and having sexual feelings for people, I've been getting flashbacks of that day and another day..... It's causing me to self destruct... I feel like that fucking movie "Perks of Being a Wallflower" was based off of my life..... How fucking horrible is that??!! I mean, the similarities!! It's truly terrifying.... cause I've tried lots of that stuff, I'm antisocial and awkward... Just, wow.... I'm scared....

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my chemical romance

i just recantly uploaded this



"We have to stop consuming our culture. We have to create culture. Don't watch TV, don't read magazines, don't even listen to NPR. Create your own roadshow. The nexus of space and time, where you are now, is the most immediate sector of your universe. And if you're
worrying about Michael Jackson or Bill Clinton or somebody else, you are disempowered. You are giving it all away to icons. Icons which are maintained by an electronic media, so that you want to dress like X or have lips like Y. This is shit-brained, this kind of
thinking. That is all cultural diversion. And what is real is you and your friends, your associations, your highs, your orgasms, your hopes, your plans, and your fears. And we are told no. We're unimportant, we're peripheral, get a degree, get a job, get a this, get a

fefedarkboy13's picture

Album Update

Hey guys

I wanted to give you a little up date on my album. it's coming along quickly I just have to write and record five more songs and redo some vocals and a guitar solo so I'm thinking the bulk of the recording will be done by the end of 2015. I still have post production to do witch is figuring out track order and adding some sound effects and I'm guessing that will be done before the summer of 2016. So in conclusion I'm hoping it will be out by fall of 2016.

Have a nice day Ryan


AMV- Quantum Flux (Blue Exorcist)

Just a little AMV that I made in my free time.
Enjoy! ;3


Changing my picture

After over 2 years, I felt like it was time to change my pic
(And yes,
that is me)


Why I was gone/ UPDATE

So, Im guessing you guys would want to know why I was gone for 10 months
Well, for some reason, in January, I kinda just lost interest in doing this blog. Maybe it was because I was too busy working on other projects that I got sidetracked...but now, Im back, and Im here to stay ; 3 (I may take some breaks once in a while, but Im not permentaly leaving)
Now, an update on what I was doing while I was gone..

So what did I do in 10 months? Well I...
Helped work on 2 brony songs (I'll provide links to them)
Made an AMV
and are close to OFFFICALLY start up my Youtube Channel (Planning on it having covers, brony analysis videos, and/or some AMVs)

In the end,
Its good to be back

Songs I worked on: (Canapplejack's Accursed Empire) , (Prince Whateverer's Pursuing Fortune)

BTW, if you want to talk to me,
Im on Kik now. Kik account is "THATEMOBRONY"

LisaGW's picture

Linkin Park

I'm going to see them in November...I'm so nervous....oh and I have a M&G package :D I will die when I meet them XD hope to get a pic and a hug <3

my chem rom's picture

drug dealer >:(

Ok so there is a drug dealer at my school and nothin is being done about it he is slowly ruining my life by dealing to everyone i know and their lives are ruined because of him someones parents are splitting up hes also trying to break up my best friend and his gf and keep her for himself he discusts me

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just to catch up

Hi guys, it's been a year since i haven't written anythin, so i hope u'll all R ok and i like to mention Is anyone preparing for halloween costumes well a good inspiration to me would be from Frnk's vid weighted i'm obsessed w/ that vid, btw i think is awesome that his b-day is on halloween, hope one of u can dress as dead Frnk like the one in the vid, i like the whole dress up thing is sooo cool, also i like to add that i'm sooo happy for how good the 4 guys projects R comin along, which i encourage to give them all ur support like buy their albums and go see them @ their shows
cheeriously their work is Amazin, so Have a nice day, and feel free to comment, Later

XxSkylit_ScenexX's picture

Hey, guys! c:

Hey! I just wanted people to know that I'm not new, I just haven't been on in a while. Oh, and my other account...yeah, I forgot mah password. 3:
My old account was XxStarlit_SkyxX
It's still active. I just can't get into it. Oh, well. Haha!
So, I'm nice and easy to get along with. If you'd like, shoot me a message and I'll get back to you! I'm always open to new people and I love to make friends. (:

KateMercedes's picture

Gerard Ways 10/22/14 Show

Is anybody going to the show? I'm really surprised tickets haven't sold out...

Danny3.O's picture

School dance

Hellooooo mcrmy! How's everyone's day going?
Mine's average but ya know, depression kicks in like a bitch and it's topsy turby world with anxiety.
But besides that and the chronic pain in my abdomen, I'm just swell.

I know I've been AWOL for a while now, and in that time, a few things have happened.
#1. I am 2 weeks clean!!!!
I know it's not that long but I'm proud of myself.
I mean, triggers all around and every second but music is doing so much. That and youtube, so thank Christ for all those

#2 My sister is having her first baby THIS SATURDAY! AND ANJGRJKMSAPRQWDNKJ I'M SUPER SIKED!!!!

And finally, the main factor influencing my anxiety, is the topic of my finalist school dance this Saturday...

So yeah, if you guys can recall, a while back I mentioned my PLE finals coming up and before that, the school throws us 8th graders a party/dance and this year I'm actually going.

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Gerard Way Show- The best night of my life

I never had the opportunity to see My Chemical Romance when they were around so seeing Gerard Way perform was probably the closest thing I'll ever get. While he wasn't MCR, he was Gerard Way, and can he put on a show! I went to see him at The Fillmore on October 12, and that was the best night of my life. I got there over an hour and half early, and the line was already around the block. It was amazing! There was a whole line of people, all wearing Gerard Way or My Chemical Romance shirts/jackets. At the corner of the block, there was a girl with a sign that said "Honk if you love Gerard Way" A few minutes past 7pm, we were let in after a quick pat-down search. This was my first time at the Fillmore. It was beautiful inside. We made our way to the dance floor, which was where a crowd was starting to form infront of the state. Chandeliers hung down from the ceiling, adding to the building's aged feel. On stage behind the drumset, there was a huge Lola poster.