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Chemical_Insanity's picture

Head Over Heels...

Dear my ex girlfriend,

I can't say I hate you. On the contrary, a part of me is still in love with you. I think that part of me will always be in love with you. You decided to break up with me over email, though, and so a lot of me still hurts over that.

I thought we were going okay, honestly. I mean, we might have had arguments here and there, but we always made up at the end of the night... almost. There were nights I dug too deep, or I was just too tired of your shit.

I trusted you with my life, you know. I told you everything. I told you what happened each day. I told you how I felt. I even told you about my suicidal thoughts. That last part? The only thing you told me was that I'm too much of a coward to commit suicide. You didn't tell me not to do it. When I asked for reason to stay alive, you didn't give me any. But this was also after we broke up...

We broke up because you decided that you had stopped loving and caring about me....

MyBulletProofHeart15's picture

OMFG.

SHE IS JUST BEAUTIFUL, OKAY?!

XxSweet RevengexX's picture

I need help please i recently broke up with my BF and i feel like crap :'(

me and my boyfriend Kevin and these past few days i feel horrible. the reason we broke up was because he said he had feeling for some girl on the basket ball team and that just basically ruin the relationship. sometimes i feel like its my fault because maybe i just over-reacted but sometimes i feel like how can he say his in love with me and then go be interested in another girl? and this has just been ruining me. he asked if he changed if we would get back togther and i said maybe but i kinda hesitated. this is like the fourth time we went out and this time has been our longest relationship. But i dont know what i should anymore. should i wait for him to change and see if its worth it or should i just move on?

XxSweet RevengexX's picture

Imagine Dragons: Demons

My brother showed me this song and it just kinda hits you on a emotonal level. well for me it did that, i hope you guys enjoy it to.

the awesome black parade's picture

I'm learning American Sgin language

Go Me!!!

minizug's picture

Feeling so out of place.

I'm so different from everyone. I don't fit in anywhere, I don't wanna for in anywhere. Sometimes I feel I'm better off alone. I'm not unsocial, but I'm not like any of my friends. Sometimes I feel like an alien. I don't feel like I'm at home, I'm not even like my family. I don't even know if I belong on this planet.

AstronomicApocalypse's picture

Hot Topic Excursion! Weeeeeeee!

I went to see "Now You See Me" (again) with a friend (it was awesome and cool and fun). Afterwards, we walked around in the mall and went to Hot Topic. I got Hetalia and Hello Kitty (with a mustache) bracelets and the first time MCR appeared in a magazine (AP) re-imagined by Gerard magazine which has awesome stories and pretty pics of them and all and two MCR shirts (one of Revenge cover art and the other the hangman tee) because MCR love never dies! Damn, that was a long sentence!

lostn'foundagain's picture

my new cut!!! :) 3

this's when I cover up the shaved part. btw how do u add more than one photo to one blog????

lostn'foundagain's picture

my new cut!!! :) 2

this's the side

lostn'foundagain's picture

my new cut!!! :)

YAY!!! I GOT MY HAIRCUT!!! :) my stepmoms friend Kathy cut and dyed my hair last night!! :) I'm soooo happy!!!

MCRChemi131's picture

Old Blogs...WTF

I was going through my older blogs and oh dear God I was such a poser. I was like 10 years old when I made this account and I thought I was like the shit. Like- 2cool4u.
I have no clue what the fuck was going on in 10 year old Chemi's mind, but It was dumb. REALLY dumb.
xochmi

MCRChemi131's picture

Antisocial as FUCK

So my church has a "Youth Group" and due to the fact that I am extremely antisocial, I wanted to avoid it at all costs.
But then my mom found out about it.
So, now I'm in it and they're all coming to my house for a "party" and I REALLY don't want to go- even if I am at my own house. I really hate talking to people in real life and I just- no. No; leave me alone with my music and fanfics, thank you very much.
Anyway, this "party" is tomorrow and asdfghjkl; I'm too awkward for this shit. I hate the sunlight and loud people/noises. ;-; why, mum? Why you make your antisocial, freak, and vampiric daughter join an extremely social group?
Like seriously, whenever we have little meetups or whatever you want to call it, I sit around and wish I was somewhere else. Or I sneak in my earbuds. (we aren't allowed to have electronic devises ;-;)

This was pointless and I have no clue why I posted a blog about it.
But I did anyway..
whOOPS
xochmi

Follow_The_Ashes's picture

">.<

Not feeling so great.. I hope my depression isn't back.. Part of me wants to break something, another part wants to collapse and cry. I guess I can just blast my music and try to keep myself under control. Wish me luck, killjoys.

So long and good night,
Follow_The_Ashes

momiji_neyuki's picture

Going Off Track

DId anyone catch the Podcast with Frank singing acoustic on it? He is not in the whole thing, but it is amusing none the less. His part is funny though and his voice sounds great. Much different that LeATHERMOUTH and Death Spells. The only thing I found was that even through the words, I could feel the tension in the audience and so many wanting to ask him about MCR. It was like the invisible elephant in the room that everyone kept trying to avoid bumping into.

Anyway, here is the website for anyone interested.

http://www.goingofftrack.com/2013/06/13/live-union-hall-2/

Venomous Eyes Out

Atomic Sunshine's picture

Epic Fail/New video

So, Epic Fail: I made a beanie right? Well I failed with a side of epic because it ended up looking like well..... I'm a Jewish wanna be (Sorry if you take offense to this, not trying to be mean just using the best Metaphor I can think of) and the video: If you like Justin Bieber, I'm sorry. But I don't so it just makes this video ten zillion times better.