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I have this one "friend" and she says that me and her are best friends while she had the nerve to call me ugly so now I don't know how to react and she's been fighting with me about this for weeks saying that since she only talks to me during art that should be enough reason to be bff's with her.

So lets start with my Christmas concert tomorrow night. Staying after school to help set that up, and I'm playing the bass guitar part on my tuba( MUCH FUN! :D) for jazz band. And I get to wear I tie1 sadly my red tie is stained and can't be washed, so I'm trying to get ahold of my buddy's green and black tie. And speaking of ties, I found THE world'smost EPIC tie! Black narrow tie with small skulls and crossbones on it! Got new black dress shirts though! A solid black dress dress shirt, and a black and drark thin grey strips (not pin stripped) that's a bit more snug and comfortable and pop punk causal. I've also decided I'm blowing my mommy on the mcrs greatest hits album, dress shirts, and ties I want.

Today started off great. I was smiling, I understood the math, I got everything right in Percussion class, and I hung out with my boyfriend after school. Everything was all peachy keen, until Aaron (my boyfriend) and I kissed. I tried to make it a small peck but he made it deeper. Anyways, when he got off the bus everyone was making fun, but not in a bad way a bit more teasing. Except one. Billie.. She was calling me a whore and saying all these terrible things about me.. It hurt that she could say all that when I did nothing wrong.

Riddle me this, how am I a whore if the only guy I kissed was my boyfriend?
I hope your day was better than mine.

Kayla xoxo

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Again, I got nothing going on. What's going in your guy's lives?

Well, my mum kicked me out last year and she took all of my things. I know it has been a year since but I have finally reregisted myself on here because I thought it was about time. I wanna say thanks to everyone that has helped me as much as they have, and that includes the band.

It may seem a bit stupid, but I cried so much when the band broke up because I felt like there was no reason to keep going, but there was. I used music as my escape. I used music to keep me going when I was struggling because it was the one thing I could relate to, the one thing I could consider a friend, but lately, all that has gotten me is bullied. Kids at school are telling me that I should go and kill myself for listening to the music I do even though it carries a more positive message than the music they listen to. I have no idea what I should do because all I wanna do it punch them in the face and force them to listen to the stuff I listen to because I don't want to lose anymore friends.

Hey I'm really angry right now. I have a teacher who doesn't like the fact that I listen to different music compared to him where as if you are someone else who isn't me he could give two shits less about what you listen to. He wants me to listen to artists like Jimmy Hendrix but I don't know why and hate him so much for it. He clearly doesn't understand that I can listen to what I like but if I don't like I am prone to listening to it. Can you guys please give me suggestions on what I should do the next time he becomes angry with me for the fact that I listen to music different from the stuff he listens to cause I honestly don't know what to do. Thanks fellow killjoys!