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I haven't had a proper night's sleep since Tuesday night. I've been staying up doing assignments and getting up early to do assignments.
It was my birthday on Saturday and the lead singer of Ashestoangels came round to my house and did an acoustic set for me and my friend which was very awesome and surreal and then we went to My Burrito which was great! And still very surreal...Then I stayed up until about 3am trying to do assignments.
I got up at 8am Sunday because I had work and then stressed and wore me out. But I did go to this awesome place called Atomic Burger for dinner which was absolutely delicious. And then I stayed up late/got up early to do assignments.
The only reason I can function is because of energy drinks.
1 last assignment to do but I'm getting some fucking sleep tonight because I am dead.

Morning everyone

I can't sleep. I've been laying on my bed for hours listening to my playlist of MCR trying to go to bed but the obnoxious sounds of my wails and the taste of salty tears dripping into my dry mouth are keeping me from escaping reality. My Chemical Romance is done. Why I can't get over this fact I do not know. This band has gotten me through the toughest periods of my life and now all I am left with are worn out T-shirts, mix playlists, and beautifully sad memories of the concerts where I would lose myself singing along with Gerard in a crowd of thousands. We all knew this day would come but holy shit I never thought it would come so soon and without a warning. If only I could see them perform one last time, maybe saying goodbye would not be so hard. Its almost been 3 months and I still can't sleep. Who knew a little band from Jersey would have this effect on me.

hi to all you lovely killjoy out there! I haven't been on here in forever but it's good to see the zones aren't empty. how are you all?
xxx
Murderous

But I've been spending the past hour watching my chemical romance interviews and such things, and I've never cried over a band before. But I just love you all so much.

They weren't sparkly before. Now they are. I hand painted these. This shit took 8hours, before I even sparkled the shit outta them xD do you lovely killjoys like them? Much love and sparkles xD ~B

okay, so i come on here every two days. i come here to read every blog thats been updated on here, believe it or not some of us are reading your blogs & yes a lot of you are right, we have all died down since they broke up. to me it felt like their family were keeping us going, making us their family also, and then when they ended it felt like we didnt have a chance of having the ability to carry on going. i wanna let you all know that whatever you write, I'll be here to read it, i may not reply to them, but i feel everything. i still feel like theres no chance left and yet im still here, you guys are family to me.