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emilykilljoy22's picture

I can't shake this feeling

Saturday May 18, 2013 |
Posted by: emilykilljoy22

I feel really weird and I can't shake this feeling off. I took something to help me concentrate and be more productive and now I feel weird. I've felt this way before and I don't like it. Right now it's kinda mangable it's not as bad as it usually is. My brain feels like it's going 100 miles an hour. I'm starting to worry about things that I shouldn't even worry about. I feel bored like I can't think of something new to do to keep me occupied. I can't really explain how I feel. I feel like I'm going to go somewhat start to self-harm again crazy and I don't like it. I'm kinda afraid but I'm going to stay strong. Anyways I feel a little better writing this down somewhere.

cobrakidd2013's picture

this is it

Saturday May 18, 2013 |
Posted by: cobrakidd2013

this is it im a week from graduation and i cant believe its happening. its been a while since ive been on here and alot had happened i lost my dad in january and have been in a deep depression and the only thing that helps is this band, and now that they broke up i still listen to them but it will never be the same i hope the killjoy nation is doing well felt like saying hi love yall

theunsunghero's picture

when all else fails, cosplay.

Saturday May 18, 2013 |
Posted by: theunsunghero

guys, i cosplayed revenge era gerard today and i felt like such a badass. just thought i'd share.

TheRoaring_Butterfly's picture

Lost a friend

Saturday May 18, 2013 |
Posted by: TheRoaring_Butterfly

A good friend of mine was released from the hospital yesterday after he gave himself alcohol poisoning. I tried to talk to him at school but he won't even look me in the eye. I don't know what happened but he is definitely something wrong that he doesn't want to talk to me about and I'm worried. He means a lot to me and I hope that I haven't lost him as my friend, but I can't even reach out to him. What should I do?

MCRMYKILLJOYGIRL's picture

HOLA:)

Saturday May 18, 2013 |
Posted by: MCRMYKILLJOYGIRL

Just wanted to say hi:) Love ya bunches my Fabulous Killjoys:)

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I Feel A Storm Coming. And We All Best Be Ready When She Does...

Saturday May 18, 2013 |
Posted by: laurajane666

I'm losing it again. I can't stand the fake calm that settles in me before something big happens. That's what's happening now. My mum and her husband come home tomorrow and i now have the sudden urge to scrub the house down. It's not even that dirty but here i am fighting the urge to find the bleech and clean.
I'm so freaking confused!
This isn't right. I'm not even a tidy person! My room's a shit whole! I'm so freaking confused!

EvanBlack's picture

How long will this website last?

Saturday May 18, 2013 |
Posted by: EvanBlack

With the band gone. So too is the inevitable ending of this website. It's only a matter of time before they decide that the servers cost more to run than they produce income.

Start saving your profiles to your hard drives.

WordsHaveNoPower's picture

Cookies!

Saturday May 18, 2013 |
Posted by: WordsHaveNoPower

I had a few really bad days last week. Bad being an understatement.
But, being the resilient person I am, I lived. I am still alive, with a little help from my favorite band ;)

Life got better. So here I am, sitting at my computer eating cookies, thanking all you guys who supported me and helped me keep on living.

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My Fabulous Killjoys - Part 42

Saturday May 18, 2013 |
Posted by: KickStart

When I rubbed my eyes, I found it hard to recall whether or not that was a true memory, or simply a dream, and I realized that it was just a dream. How upsetting! How… How…. What a let down!
I furrowed my brows as I realized just how angry I was at my subconscious for the fact that it had played such a terrible, terrible trick on me. I realized then, though, how much I really wanted to marry him. But I knew that him proposing would only happen in a dream.
I looked at the clock that hung on the wall, and noticed that it was just past 4:15 a.m. I let out a sigh, flopping my head back to the pillow angrily. I wondered how long it would take for me to fall back asleep, and I wished that I could do so immediately. I wished that I could go back to that dream, and tell Ghoul that we should go and tell everyone. I wished I could have fast forwarded to the day that we did get married.

Kazumi Yuasa's picture

Pero que susede

Saturday May 18, 2013 |
Posted by: Kazumi Yuasa

Ya casi se cumplen 2 meses desde su separación y aun siento una enorme tristeza al escuchar Helena, me duele en los mas profundo del alma, 12 años, 12 maravillosos años, me hubiera gustado verlos desde su inicio, pero así es la vida...
Ayer compre The Black Parade y Conventional Weapons #3, sentí una emoción increíble, como si su adiós nunca hubiera pasado, era un chica normal que le emociona poder comprar los discos de su banda favorita, ponerlos en su cuarto a todo volumen y sentir como si estuviera en un concierto, ojala fuera así, alguna día volverán?

Aisling_xx's picture

Here's an idea....

Saturday May 18, 2013 |
Posted by: Aisling_xx

So if you haven't read the Killjoy Comic preview then go onto Gerard's twitter and scroll down a bit and you should find it and those of you who did what do you think the rest of the comic will be about? I think it would be interesting to see what we all think it could be about. And I'm pretty sure you all noticed that I'm really really excited about it (but of course with everything anyone in MCR ever does there's bound to be shitty rumours like it got canceled or something which is what Tumblr fucking saying right now... ) But anyway It's set a few years after Sing and because Gerard fucking wrote it there's bound to be something morbid in there so my guess is that because the dude with the white hair came across as a sassy mother fucker it could be Party Poison in disguise!!

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My Fabulous Killjoys - Part 41

Saturday May 18, 2013 |
Posted by: KickStart

I laid there in bed, wondering about different things, although I tried to push out the one overwhelming thought. I had to tell Kick.
But then again, tell her what? She knew that I already loved her. But.. It just didn’t seem like that was enough. I wanted her to know that I wanted to be with her for forever. I wanted her to know that I wanted to marry her.
That was crazy though. No one got married unless they were just flat out stupid anymore. Too many complications. But I wanted to be with her. I wanted her to know that I would always wanted to be with her.
But I knew that I was moving too fast. I knew that we hadn’t been together for very long, even though we had been friends for longer then we were really together. But being friends and being married were two completely different things. Maybe I should at least wait a little bit. Or should I just not at all? What would be the smart thing to do?

Killjoyofghosts's picture

Accepting the deceased

Saturday May 18, 2013 |
Posted by: Killjoyofghosts

So it was hard for me to accept what had happend. Well that's the understatment of the year.

KOBRAPOISON109's picture

Green Day anyone?

Saturday May 18, 2013 |
Posted by: KOBRAPOISON109

Me band can play this song...hopefully soon I'll record our attempt at it and you guys can have a laugh xD Any Green Day fans about?

skellington01's picture

First show tonight!

Saturday May 18, 2013 |
Posted by: skellington01

and I'm super nervous! The show isn't for like 8 anna half hours but my stomach is already in knots. Any advice? I've got my best friend showing up with me and she's gonna distract me until I have to go on, but I'm so afraid I'll screw up!