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sorry I haven't posted in ages, just moved house. I'm going back to school in like 5 days and i'm really nervous, it is really awkward between me and this guy because it all started last year when we both kinda had a crush on each other and it was all great, now this year, I told this other guy who is like a friend that I still had feelings for that guy. He told that other guy and the other guy really doesn't like me but for some reason I still like him. what shall I do?

Hola de nuevo gente.
Estoy de vuelta después de mucho (y debo decir: muuuuuucho) drama en mi vida. La verdad no se ni por dónde empezar, pero que más da, lo iré contando a su tiempo. Hoy me he puesto a reflexionar un poco sobre la situación de una amiga y debo decir que se asemeja un poco a mi vida hoy en día, así que decidí escribir esta nota por inspiración suya.
Va dedicada para la hermanita menor que siempre quise pero que nunca pude tener (:

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"Simple conocido"

Ugh, I just forgot my first project:P
Besides that, I've decided I hate my music teacher. So, I'm in violin class, right, because our violin concert is in two weeks, but we have vacation in between. Well, my chorus/music teacher barges in and demands that we go to extra chorus practice, because our choral festival is also two weeks away. So, I stay in my seat and continue playing violin, because that was my first commitment. She is p.o.ed at me now:/ Seriously? Yesterday she made me miss library class, where we were going to work on the PowerPoint projects that were due today. Now my project partner, homeroom teacher, music teacher, and librarian are all mad at me. This is ship (not allowed to swear, btw)

its depends on distance though. I live in NJ. if there's anyone who lives nearby. a state away is fine. I can sing and play guitar and clarinet, if you're into that. im a little rusty though..... so hey my name is Lexi or Shadow, which ever you like I don't mind. ill be 18 in july. I don't have a car yet. my vocal range is from Andy Biersack deep voice to Kellin Quinn's high pitch. and I've always wanted to be in or start a band, so yeah.

It feels like everything I have is being taken away.
Like, I used to get heaps of likes on Instagram compared to my friends and suddenly they're all Instagram famous.
I used to be the only person in my group of friends who had really swell internet friends and all of a sudden my friends are getting internet friends too.
I used to have heaps of followers on twitter also but now my best friend is like oh dude I've got more than you.
And also my friends used to be really Awkward around boys and suddenly their talking to more boys than I do! And they're like rubbing it in my face sorta thing?
Then my grades improved heaps and I was possibly the best writer in my group of friends and suddenly they're all getting better marks in English.
And I was always into music and I've been good at it for a long time. Well now my friends are all taking up instruments and stuff.
Not to mention that they are starting I like my bands..
Some of them have started doing their hair like mine too!

So I really want to start up a band, but I don't really know that many people who play instruments. I'm really into writing songs and I've played piano since I was four and I sing and play drums, but I don't know many people who are into music. Does anyone out there who currently has a band or has had one in the past have any advice on how I can find people who want to be in a band with me?

I haven't been a member of this site very long (about 5 days), so I thought I'd post this as a kind of hello or a description of me/ how I want to be/ me as a killjoy. Feel free to ignore, I don't mind