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Last Year

November 11 is coming up. Last year, Monday, November 11th I went impatient for the first time. Started my treatment that continues to this day.
I have problems with telling people what's going on inside me. I trust the wrong people and don't trust the right. I'm kinda with a kid named Alex now. I like him, and he seems to like me. But he has problems too. Simular to mine. He talks to me about his problems and feeling, witch is good. i try talking about mine and it's okay. But I'm so scared to talk about my emotions and everything that's happened with other kids. Why? It all leads back to J. J told me about their emotions and life and what was happening to them so much, that they sparked my mental health issues that were already present into a whole new level. What if I did that to someone? Broke them.

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I met the AVGN

Yesterday, at a convention in my city, the AVGN was there, showing his movie. My brother and I sat through about half the movie, but had to leave early, but before we left, we saw the AVGN, sitting outside the panel room. We talked about his movie and video making, in general, and my brother and I were able to get a picture with him. All in all, it was a pretty good day.

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I met the AVGN

Yesterday, at a convention in my city, the AVGN was there, showing his movie. My brother and I sat through about half the movie, but had to leave early, but before we left, we saw the AVGN, sitting outside the panel room. We talked about his movie and video making, in general, and my brother and I were able to get a picture with him. All in all, it was a pretty good day.

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Attention!

VampireOuija666's picture

Hello again

Hello my name is Andy and of course I have nothing better to do right now but to post some stuff here. I'm also "wondering" around at Google+. I don't feel well bc what happened this early morning, terrible scene. Trying to get over it by talking to my friends at Hangouts and listening to music, but nothing seems to be working right now.
I've been indoors all day...which I think it's pretty normal. I barely go outside. (Except for my workdays, obviously.) I have the same acc pic as my G+ acc, just saying.
You can know a lot about me by just reading my Google+ profile and my posts.
I'll come back later.

chpeverill-conti's picture

Just Friends

Today we had our late bonfire night celebration. Fireworks, food, and lots of people. I invited My very good friend, Dylan over. I've been friends with Dylan for 2 or 3 years. He's as good a friend I could ask for and better. He's always there for me. Whenever I was being unsafe and wouldn't tell anyone or get help, he'd text my mom what was happening immediately. He was very quiet and awkward when we met, but he's starting to open up.
The thing is, back when we first met, two years ago, he was just so sweet and I didn't really know him that well. I made a mistake. we had very impulsive sex.
My parents were not happy with this, to say the least. My dad even threatened to beat Dyl with a shovel, which is now an inside joke between Dylan and I. Dylan was completely beating himself up over it. I was really confused.

VampireOuija666's picture

Sup

I tried posting a blog a sec ago but it didn't. So here's me again.
Im new here.
Don't know what to type here.
So I guess I'll come back later.
I hope everyone is having a good day.

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The World is Ugly

Well...it's been awhile since I've been on here. It feels like the world is a completely different place than it was last year, and I'm not sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing or both. I can't really describe it. High school has thrown me a curve ball and I'm doing my best to get my shit together. I dont know if I'm average or smart or what, maybe I'm somewhere in between. I'm just doing what I can with what I've got. Right now I feel like I'm on a conveyer belt, right? And I'm not moving very fast but I'm still going forward. I'm headed towards this giant mallet type thing that's crushing everything in front of me and making it into something else, and they're all the same. On the other hand theres a line right next to me with a line of things that are all different from each other and beautiful in their own way, and I want to be in that line so bad but I cant move or jump out of the line I'm in.

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the best day in my life

Thursday..I was at the concert of LP in Cologne!!!
It was amazing!!! the show was awesome <3
I had a M&G!!!! <3
I hugged Chester and highfived Mike!!!! <3
OMG!!!! still can not believe this!!!

MCRmy Withered Rose's picture

Woke up on the shore staring at the sea.

I've been feeling really shit about my body lately :( there's nothing anyone can do but me but I have very little motivation to do it :(

Sigh..

The Hope Of Tomorrow's picture

................ HOW ABOUT YOU???..................

Okay.... so it's been almost 2 months since i posted a blog.....

Yes.. I've been so busy doing activities at school and taking my responsibilities at home... that i can't even touch my laptop even on weekends......

*sighs*

So, remember when i posted a blog, about me going to join a contest on September 25? ????
I won the first place and I'm up to another level at January....

So i'm gonna be busy again.....

At SCHOOL:
We had a sports festival..
Then examinations...
Then seminars.....
Then presentations......

We just moved in to another house......

.... yeah....i'm really busy......

I supposed that those things messed me up...... that's why my mom brought me to a doctor this Thursday...

Results: downhill...depression... below than normal....

She(the doctor) said i need to have confidence.....need to be satisfied with my look..... need no to think about silly things and dark ideas (like suicidal thoughts)..... need not to smoke anymore....

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Seeing Frankie on Monday !!! <3

I haven't written a blog in SUCH a long time !!! I am going to see Frank in three days and I really can't wait, I really like Mallory Knox too, I can't believe I had never heard if them until this tour !!! They are so good ! If you haven't heard them before I really suggest you do because they are REALLY good :D Is anyone else going to see Frank or has anyone already seen him ?

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OHMYGOD I SAW GERARD WAY TWO DAYS AGO!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I went to Gerard's gig two days ago on the 5th and it was SO AWESOME!!!! I got to meet him as well, and he signed my ticket, and I'm so happy!!! I wish it wasn't over, but that's life, and time. But I'm so happy, I still can't believe it happened :D Was anyone else there?

XOXO
CyanideScorpion

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ALIVE AND LIVING

THERE'S NO SUCH BREAK UP, THERE'S NO SUCH GOODBYE, THERE'S NO SUCH ENDING... BUT UR MEMORIES WILL LIVE ON, WHY BE MAD, WHEN THEY NEED A BREAK, WHY BE SAD, WHEN THEY'RE STILL OUT THERE, WHY MISS THEM, WHEN THEY'RE STILL SINGING TO US, CAN'T U SEE, THE MEMORIES IS STILL MUCH ALIVE. WE CAN'T BE ANGRY, WE CAN'T BE SAD... WE JUST HAVE TO BE THANKFUL FOR ALL THE GREAT MEMORIES. THANK YOU, GERARD, FRNK, MIKEY, RAY AND BOB FOR BUILDING UP AN EMPIRE. "NOT ANGRY ANYMORE", SO PLZ CARRY ON... (p.s Today i read a letter that made me understand, that u have to move on)

chpeverill-conti's picture

A Smile for supernatural fans

I must be really immure to find this scene this funny and I'm sorry to anyone who has this... But season 5 episode 7 was the best scene for supernatural. WATCH IT YOU
XOXO
- Z