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So I've noticed many people on this site are depressed. It's all completely natural, I am too. I want you all to know though, that we are there for you and we all love you and it's always worth it.
MCR may not be making new music but they still exist. Because real legends never die. Their music, their message, THEY, will always be here.
But never forget that the Killjoys of the Black Parade isn't just a term for fans or characters in music videos. We are an army. We are an idea. A force of nature. We band (pun not intended) together in this sucky world because we can be better than this world. There's good in it. Somewhere there is good in it.
MCR is a legend. Legends never die. MCR is not Dead!
THE BLACK PARADE LIVES FOREVER!
KEEP RUNNING!
MERCI
POUR
LE
VENIN
-drives into the sunset screaming Na Na Na-

So. I've been horribly depressed lately.
MCR is.... pretty much my go to. They make me feel better.
I'm pretty proud of myself. I know all the lyrics and crap and I love them.
I play the bass and the cello.
I recently started the bass. I can play, I'm Not Okay, and Disenchanted on the bass.
On the cello, I can play Welcome to The Black Parade and Famous Last Words.

I am pretty proud. Any way. Back to depression. I feel like doing stupid stuff. I feel like giving up. Like saying forget life, I'm done.
But... I look at my hero.. Gerard Way is my hero. I can look at him and go, you saved me. You are living proof that it gets better. That you can get yourself out of that pit. That people are beautiful and that you shouldn't listen to what crap people give you and that you shouldn't harm yourself.
This man has inspired me so much, along with Frank Iero, Mikey Way and Ray Toro. They are amazing people and wonderful humans. I'd seriously give ANYTHING to meet them.

Hello All

As the title suggests I'm going to be giving my thoughts on parenting And before you guys ask no I am not a parent. Also before I get to the meat of this blog I should tell you guys my religious upbringing cause it's going to come up. I was born into a Catholic family but my household was non practicing (for the most part). So my parents raised me to believe that there's some higher power that loves you and to respect everyone belief system As best you can. So that's how I became Agnostic ( which is in between being religious and non religious) So without feather delay on to the meat of this blog.

So today I was feeling EXTRA sad about My Chemical Romance's break up.... I can't believe it's been almost 2 years since they broke up. *SOB* So, I've been blaring my favorite album, 'Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge'.
Jumping around my room as my heart pours out the lyrics to my favorite song, 'I'm not Okay'
The song speaks to me. Makes my heart sing. I am filled with... this amazing feeling when I hear the intro...
any way, I wrote a poem..

Roses are dead,
Violets are grey,
MCR broke up,
I'm not okay

Just sent them a message. I don't even know why.
I said:
hey
I said I wouldn't talk to you ever again
But I'm really curious of what your situation is now
Where are you staying? Are you in school?
Z
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We were 2012-13. Why can't I ever fucking move on. And I've been doing so much better this month. Hardly thinking of them. I want to know if they're out of the group home. If they're in a house or a hospital. If anyone is considering adopting them. If they ever think of me. If they know that they're the one in my mind torchering me every. single. day. That I can't be in a relationship with anyone cause I can't forget them. We were 13-14. It's pathetic I can't let go long enough to see just how fucked they left me. I WAS THIRTEEN what type of human can't move past a relationship form when I was 13??? I can't even go into Waltham, the town he used to live in.

Ok, so im not sure which is bothering me more, my english grade, or question of character. Lets start with the more easily fixed of the two. My english grade (Virtual class) is fucking tanking because of hamlet. Its not that i dont understand it, its because i have to take all the test off memory of the play when i read it two years ago. (Sophomore year) and im getting straight sixteens and twenties out of forty. Ive dropped to a fifty six percent in the class because of it. I have an exam on it and after that its done, but i cant find a copy of the book anywhere, and it doesn't have a link with it to read and work with! So im going to hope theres enough left in the course so i can bring it up some to at least pass. (D is for Diploma). The other problem ive had lately is ive always introduced myself as bi, for i find both men and women attractive, But lately ive felt. diffrent.