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New beginings!

So for some reason all of my previous blogs are gone..but whatever! I am now a temporary vocalist for The Scene is Dead! a band that a friend of mine is in! were playing a set at my Halloween party and they said if i do well they will consider making me perminate which is all i could ever want. Were doing teenagers desolation row black parade face down and dance dance. please wish me luck and pray for me i JUST started singing and haven't built up confidence yet. Also Im not sure how to perform. Ive only ever performed with my violin which is super different. Advice?
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Metal Lover 14's picture

Poetry 2

The Ripple Effect

A lonely tear falls,
a single heart shattered,
a mediocre dream crushed,
a small girl is hurt.
Pain in a dark form appears,
making more tears fall,
falling in a puddle,
causing ripples,
ripples of emotions,
emotions causing one to go mad.
That dark cause of pain,
the one that hurt that girl,
has all along been you.

Metal Lover 14's picture

Poetry 2

The Ripple Effect

A lonely tear falls,
a single heart shattered,
a mediocre dream crushed,
a small girl is hurt.
Pain in a dark form appears,
making more tears fall,
falling in a puddle,
causing ripples,
ripples of emotions,
emotions causing one to go mad.
That dark cause of pain,
the one that hurt that girl,
has all along been you.

Metal Lover 14's picture

Poetry 2

The Ripple Effect

A lonely tear falls,
a single heart shattered,
a mediocre dream crushed,
a small girl is hurt.
Pain in a dark form appears,
making more tears fall,
falling in a puddle,
causing ripples,
ripples of emotions,
emotions causing one to go mad.
That dark cause of pain,
the one that hurt that girl,
has all along been you.

Metal Lover 14's picture

Poetry

A Light In The Darkness

I scream for freedom,
waiting to be released from Death's grip,
holding onto every bit of life I have.
Breathing, eating, and drinking pain,
burning in the deepest corners of my mind,
pinning me against the walls that collapse on top of me.
Being so overwhelmed by my pain that it suffocates me,
but surrounded by darkness I see a light,
a light that helps me through the pain,
and that light is you.

nobody_you_know's picture

just one of those days.

Bad day at school, bad day at work, bad day at life.
ugh.

Hope you're all having a better day than I.

LisaGW's picture

I'm sad.....

I wish that tomorrow I will have a better day:( and a positive answer......from an email......

Danny3.O's picture

I think my guy friend has a crush on me :/

Okay so this is kinda a weird thing to post about on this site and is kinda uncomfortable for me, but I know no one will judge on this site.

So I have this guy friend I've known for about 3 years.
He came to my school 5 years back but i remember becoming friends when I was in the sick bay with in 6th grade and we spent like an hour talking and it was pretty cool, so we became friends.
Not like close friends but last year and this year included, we've become closer. Still not super close but this semester especially, its gotten better.

So the a few weeks ago, he was talking to this kid who sits behind me and they were talking about some movies and videogames I liked, so I joined in and it was awesome.
I had finally found someone with the same interests and they actually wanted to be friends.
And so a while later, we partnered up for a science project and we begun talking about more stuff like movies and games and it was even better, and so he was like;

lostn'foundagain's picture

Miss you

I love the feel of your lips
pressed against mine.
The soft caress of your hands
wanting to hold me.
I miss us.
Pronouncing our love,
Dreading saying goodbye.
I miss knowing you
and you knowing me.
Laughing at all the stupid
jokes we tell,
smiling across the room,
hugging every time we
see each other after class.
Having those late night
conversations when I'm
emotional or upset.
I don't know how
or when
we will get those times back.
I don't know if they will
ever come back like before.
If they come back...
You still make me smile,
You still make me laugh
and cry
But it feels wrong...
So very wrong that
I love you,
and you're still not mine....

lostn'foundagain's picture

need to get this off my chest..

So, first thing's first.... I need to stop talking to myself at school..... People think it's just a tad weird..

I've been dropping hints to my mom about my suspecting that I was raped at age 6. She called my sister to ask if it was true, and my sister pretty much confirmed it... I thought I had dreamed the whole issue up and now I can't stop thinking about it!! Ever since I started dating and having sexual feelings for people, I've been getting flashbacks of that day and another day..... It's causing me to self destruct... I feel like that fucking movie "Perks of Being a Wallflower" was based off of my life..... How fucking horrible is that??!! I mean, the similarities!! It's truly terrifying.... cause I've tried lots of that stuff, I'm antisocial and awkward... Just, wow.... I'm scared....

May Letander69's picture

my chemical romance

i just recantly uploaded this

THEPATIENTONE's picture

Singularity

"We have to stop consuming our culture. We have to create culture. Don't watch TV, don't read magazines, don't even listen to NPR. Create your own roadshow. The nexus of space and time, where you are now, is the most immediate sector of your universe. And if you're
worrying about Michael Jackson or Bill Clinton or somebody else, you are disempowered. You are giving it all away to icons. Icons which are maintained by an electronic media, so that you want to dress like X or have lips like Y. This is shit-brained, this kind of
thinking. That is all cultural diversion. And what is real is you and your friends, your associations, your highs, your orgasms, your hopes, your plans, and your fears. And we are told no. We're unimportant, we're peripheral, get a degree, get a job, get a this, get a

fefedarkboy13's picture

Album Update

Hey guys

I wanted to give you a little up date on my album. it's coming along quickly I just have to write and record five more songs and redo some vocals and a guitar solo so I'm thinking the bulk of the recording will be done by the end of 2015. I still have post production to do witch is figuring out track order and adding some sound effects and I'm guessing that will be done before the summer of 2016. So in conclusion I'm hoping it will be out by fall of 2016.

Have a nice day Ryan

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AMV- Quantum Flux (Blue Exorcist)

Just a little AMV that I made in my free time.
Enjoy! ;3

THEPATIENTONE's picture

Changing my picture

After over 2 years, I felt like it was time to change my pic
(And yes,
that is me)