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TenderHeart.Kitten's picture

Well, Shit.

Fuck today. Just fuck it. I'm 1000000% done. I can't fucking stand this anymore. The fucking school still hasn't processed my financial aid and I was told by the fucking business office that I should be making payments by now, even though I don't have any way of making any fucking payments! If I don't, my schedule will be dropped and I'll be headed back to my parents' house in freaking California where I'm made to feel like shit everyday. All because I don't have a job that can get me $450 in two days. This is utter bullshit. I don't want this at all. I'm just so fucking done.

*deep breath*

I'm calm. Just stressed and I want out so badly. It isn't fair.

I'm gonna cry for about fifty years now.

chpeverill-conti's picture

A Ballad For Beulah

Hello beautiful Killjoys!!
Not too much has been going on for me, I've actually been doing pretty well for once! Feels weird though, like something's gonna come crashing down any second and wreck me.... So far so good, though.
Are there any Green Day fans on here? I found this fanfic a year or 2 ago, and it's REALLY REALY good. It's called A Ballad For Beulah, and it's on Mibba. Here's the link:
It's pretty long. Like 48 good sized chapters long. But it's really worth the read. It starts with Beulah as a child, where tragedy struck at a young age and left her and her many siblings to be looked after by the oldest sibling in the house. One day, on of Beulah's siblings takes her to his friend's band, Green Day's show. She instantly falls for Billie Joe, despite the major age difference. As she grows, her attraction in Billie Joe stays.... Lots of surprises!

nobody_you_know's picture

Tales From The College.... (it's like tales from the crypt but not) XD

With my short time I've spent at college, I have experienced some strange things. Here are a few I felt like sharing.
Nobody gives an damn about anything. literally. It's amazing. I can go about my classes with lips as black as my soul and winged liner so bold it could kill a man, and everyone still treats you like a human being. It's amazing.
Dress codes are non-existent. Coming from a catholic highschool with a strict uniform, this is very refreshing. Basically the dress code is "don't be naked" xD
There's this guy that goes to my college, he's around 6'1, well built and very masculine looking.. he also wears pink fairy wings on his back. Every day. Grown ass man, looks early 20's-ish. It's rad as hell. I have yet to talk to him, my boyfriend and I have seen him a handful of times, always with the wings.
The teachers treat you like human beings instead of lesser beings. I meditate in the mornings with one of my teachers. She's really down to earth.

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So i have like literaly no friends what so ever. So if you'd liketo volunteer, just send me message over this, or kik me @ Wolfblade6669 or email me at Hope to be able to meet some of y'all.

lostn'foundagain's picture

No internet

I'm not going to have Internet or my IPod for a whole week.... :( Thankfully i can access this site at school, but it doesn't really matter, whether I do or not, I don't make very good conversation, My blogs are all depressing.... sooo....... I'm just letting those of you that care know that i'm not dead, yet... sadly, my heart's still beating...
<3 love ya'll <3

AngieKilljoys's picture

Memory Of Helena :')

so long and goodnight, so long not goodnight

lyndzi's picture

I tripped and fell

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oh decided to play the backstreet boys!!??

oakashelby's picture

Yellow by Coldplay Cover

I sang this song for zachy my boyfriend because it is his birthday tomorrow ^-^ and im gonna show him tomorrow morning i hope you guys enjoyed :)

oakashelby's picture


i have just recently hit fifty subs ^-^

lyndzi's picture

Good morning

Well after the agonizingly painful weekend where I couldn't tlk to my bay I am ready to start fresh!! How was everyone's weekend?

nobody_you_know's picture


Hello. I hope you are all doing well, even though I have yet to know any of you. Mainly re-joined this site for the nostalgia. But I'd like to make new internet buddies as well.
I've noticed this site sees very little traffic these days. I remember when it was a new page of blogs every 5 minutes or so, I think I saw a blog from a few days ago still on the first page... is it normally this slow?
Never the matter, I hope you are all well, and that you're doing well in school, or work, or life in general. Goodnight/morning/afternoon to you.


heavenhelpmissilekid's picture

Day 3: Salvation

H E A V E N H E L P U S //
One of my all-time favorite My Chem songs actually; it is in my top 3. It's even the inspiration for my username here and was my username for my My Chem instagram account (when I had one).
And I am still bummed it didn't make the album, but looking at it from a critic's perspective, it just didn't fit, so fair enough.
When I first heard the song, I fell in love. That is when I know that a song is special. A lot of songs tend to grow on me, but like anyone else, only my favorite songs by artists hit me like a brick wall of epiphany when I first hear them. Gerard is so angry and tortured, and I can just see the song, not just hear it. The sounds are so intricate and there's still so much punk in it. Gerard growls, the guitars drive, the cymbals crash.
My favorite part is definitely, "Cause I'll give you all the nails you need, cover me in gasoline, wipe away those tears of blood again." It's so tragic, but so uplifting at the same time.

emogoticgirl's picture

Gray day.

It's raining a lot, and when I say a lot, I mean A LOT!!! That's not possible! And the day is awful... it's sad and I'm bored and I 'm tired of the F homework.

mutedwhisper's picture

A very warm hello to all of you (my first post)

I've been a member of this site for several months now, but have never posted myself. I would first like to say hello to you all. I've never felt so passionate about something as I have with My Chemical Romance. In my 22 years, I feel like I've learned something from the evolution of the band as well as all of you that I think I would have otherwise missed out on, so thank you! You've all got some interesting stories and perspectives, and I'm really glad I've had a chance to learn. I'm not sure how often I'll be posting on here, but I'm really glad a place like this exists.

On a different note, who's going to see Gerard Way in October? I've never had the chance to see MCR live, so this'll be my first time seeing Gerard.

I hope to be more interactive in the future. Talk to you guys soon!