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Huh, I didn't think I would be returning to this website because well I thought since the band broke up almost two years ago that the site would be dead but it seems that it's not! So I made a new account since I can't for the life of me remember my old log in and password...I don't even use the same email anymore so I would have had to make a new account anyways.

So yea hello there people!

Life is rough and we're all struggling through it. Some may have it better, and some may have it worse. Breaking down doesn't make you weak. Whether you're extremely emotional or emotionless, you are still human and worth more than the stars in heaven. Whether you wake up with a smile or you wake up wanting to be dead, make it through that day. And the next. And the next. Because what if tomorrow you meet Gerard, or Mikey, or Frank, or Ray, or Bob? What if that's the day the band gets back together? What if? The world is full of what if's and not all of them are bad. Many in fact are very good. Meeting your soulmate. Getting your new favorite pair of shoes. Find happiness even if it's in the tiny things. That fuzzy blanket. Your phone case. The fact that that cloud looks like a tomato. Anything. It's ALWAYS worth it, and there is someone out there who loves you, even if it's just one person. Never forget it. You're stronger than you know and deserve everything in the world.

I'm sure you've all heard that Gerard played a show in Tokyo and Mikey came. The kids are screaming like their being attacked haha
xoxo
- Z

I've been going through a growth spurt lately and have been just so fucking hungry! So with that prior knowledge, it should be understandable when i get really pissed off at my school because they ran out of food. You see, our lunches are broken into 3 different groups; A lunch, B lunch, and C lunch. Depending on my classes, one day I will have B lunch, another I will have C lunch. Today I had the last lunch... C lunch. I HATE having this lunch because by the time we get in there to eat, there is no more food. Thus giving me more reasons to starve myself... At home, my family doesn't make enough money for snacks or even enough to pay for 3 meals a day. We eat home cooked every night; takeout is far too expensive, as is pizza.. Pasta is a usual, we have it at least once a week because it's so cheap. School food tastes disgusting, but it's better than nothing. And nothing is what I would have otherwise... So I am really pissed off, hungry and those equal tired.... blah...
rant over...

I think its the first time of my life i feel like this, as if someone had taken all my insides and crusher them in front of me. I don't know what to think or do. Id like to sleep and forget all the bad things.
When will i have what i want? I don't even know what im writing...

Sorry for that depressing post. I just needed to write this somewhere

Hey lovelies! It's been a while, hasn't it?

Alright, let's get down to business on why we're here today: Warped Tour 2015. If any of you beautiful Killjoys are going to the Boston date (July 14th if I'm not mistaken), then please let me know! I'd love to meet more of you and I think it'd be cool if we had a little meet-up type thing that day. I'll be going with some of my girlfriends, who are MCR fans as well, though they might be off doing their own things at one point or another lol

So yeah, if anyone is going, let me know!

Jess xoxo