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Thursday February 22, 2018
Posted by: BlueRoses

Last night I locked all the doors and turned the lights down low. I turned the heating back on and smoked out my window watching the lights turning on and off in the building behind my house. We still haven't worked out what that building is, the cats like it though. Maybe the roof is warm.


Tuesday February 20, 2018
Posted by: xXLolaAlexRosaXx

Back again....

Hey y'all so I haven't posted since October and that was a real rough time for me. School is shit but today was a good day for me which normally never happens hardly ever.

Monday February 19, 2018
Posted by: BlueRoses

I said I'd come back tomorrow and here I am. Yesterday I was optimistic...ish. today I am not.

Today I am totally starved of hope.

I don't want to slip again, I'm so scared.

Monday February 19, 2018
Posted by: mackerelmoosemidget

lol i joined this party a tad late

Sunday February 18, 2018
Posted by: BlueRoses

I'm lying in the bath, the bubbles slowly melting and outside its raining, I can hear it on the roof and the window. Its dripping on the tiles and on my toothbrush.

I've been reading back on all my old blogs, if anyone were to ask I'd say I wanted to reflect on how far I've come, but in reality I

Friday February 16, 2018
Posted by: chpeverill-conti

its been awful quiet here!
not much going on in my life. sociology was cancelled today and on Wednesday so thats a nice little treat.
i'm just about to play sims. going to build my house.

Tuesday February 13, 2018
Posted by: BlueRoses

You know I really didn't expect to find myself here again, I was probably 14, maybe 15 last time I wound up on here, on the phone to Harper at 10pm, picking at the ladders in my school tights.
Its strange because it been 6 years and yet sometimes I still slip back into that same routine, crossed

Tuesday February 13, 2018
Posted by: purple.ashes

I haven't used this in forever. I really miss mcr

Tuesday February 13, 2018
Posted by: chpeverill-conti

hello to anyone who still visits this website!
I'm just here. at home. drinking a mocha latte.
I feel like I need to write about stuff today.
had IOP last night, i think i mentioned in my last blog that insurance approved maybe 3 days of IOP. I wasn't able to eat too much.

Saturday February 10, 2018
Posted by: chpeverill-conti

it's Saturday. great to have a break from school.
feeling a bit less depressed since i upped my mood stabilizer :)
insurance FINALLY got back to me! they approved IOP. they said i can go on Monday, and they tend to approve 6 days at a time so i'm good for two weeks of iop :)
last night I