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Wellllllll faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack. I had court yesterday because i was in violation of my probation because i got sick and missed a lot of school and had trouble catching back up on work so my PO pressed charges on me. The judge said i have till the 23 to get caught up on all my assignments and stay caught up. FML HALF THIS SHIT MAKES NO SENSE OR TOOK TWO WEEKS IN THE FIRST PLACE! I was already started on the history, so i did the rest of that and turned it in, so i have to do my english and geometry. English is no problem except for the MLA format character analysis for the crucible, the rest i can do in a few days. In geometry on the other hand, i may be missing the lest assignments in that class, but its going to be the hardest. I don't understand any of that shit in that class. So if i cant do this, i get to go to the juvenile detention center on the twenty third and im not sure how long i would be there. So happy fucking birthday to me from champaign county courts in two weeks...

This morning i had to go shopping cause there was no food in the house. So i went there and was too awkward to pick up a basket and ended up dropping everything i had in my arms that was enough embarrassment so i decided to go into the self pay turns out the one i went to doesn't work, that's okay i'll go to the next and last one, i drop everything on the way again, but it's still okay so i put everything on the metal thing and it turns out that lane is also closed and this woman tells me to just go to the till so i do and i FUCKING DROP EVERYTHING AGAIN and i never really used a debit card at the till before so im panicking like what if i do everything wrong and they know that its not my card and i get arrested for stealing someones identity anyway everything went okay, i walked out of the shop after calming myself, then i tripped and fell on my face.

Okay so I've have never had a boyfriend or been in any relationship so i never understood when someone would say their heart hurt and what not. But now i get it!! It just hit me that MCR is really gone (but lives on as an idea) and i wanted to cry so much and my heart did hurt. Man if i ever get in a relationship its gonna suck when i feel this horrible again. I never got to even see them at a concert because i only recently started listening to them :( well live strong Fellow Killjoys

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HANG IN THERE. FROM THE BOTTOM, THE ONLY WAY TO GO IS UP. REMEMBER THAT.

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Hey guys

I know I haven't posted a blog in a month and that has to do with some crap that has been going on in the past few months(I may go into what it is in a later blog) and with the holiday session upon us I thought it wouldn't be right to be on the computer for an hour or two ever morning when family came to visit. Also there's some laziness on my part for not even turning on my computer. So with all of that said I'm not going to blog until next year when all of the holidays are said and done. I'll tweet the date that the daily blogs come back.

Thanks for reading, See you in 2014

Yesterday I watched The Black Parade Is Dead!
Today at school, I had tears in my eyes :( I still can't believe that they broke up :(

I WON'T BELIEVE IT :(

for me they are still a band :(

miss them so fucking much :(

I love how My Chem brought us all together
We're not just a fanbase, we're a FAMILY
And even thought MCR has said goodbye, the killjoy army is still goin strong.
And I love how we're all there for each other.
I swear the most fuckin awesome people are on here everyday.
Just wanna say you guys are the best

Keep it loud, Shout it proud

May death never stop us! X)