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TenderHeart.Kitten's picture

Damn it All

Everything is just crashing down on me. My mom called me just to tell me that I'm failing a college class that I honestly hate and don't even want to be in as well as an online class that I have minimal time for. Her solution for all of this is to tell me that I'll get nowhere in life or to a senior college and that I should no longer hang out with friends and just study all the time. She doesn't know that I have been diagnosed, by a doctor, with depression and high anxiety and that my friends are my only release from these things. But I know that she'll insist on me just studying all the damn time, so I tried. I looked at an assignment for my online algebra class and just stared at it for a minute before I just broke. Note that this is after I left my best friend who is taking a nap, leaving her a text roughly explaining what happened. I feel like I've just become the most terrible person in the world because of that. I'm on the verge of tears and I just can't take it anymore.

LisaGW's picture

I'm not very happy about Gee's new european dates :/ :(

I hoped he will come to my country...

andrewuniverse's picture

To All The Cops

To All The Cops

Last year one of the hit movies was Frozen where the lead character Elsa felt the need to break the bondage of everything that remained frozen and out of alignment for so long and so she sang, "Let it go, let it go." There is much wisdom to the idea that it's better to be happy than right. So the concept is if you stay happy then you'll never notice injustice. So as a person with a conscience I'm faced with a dilemma. When I reflect on the whole of humanity I can see who the trouble makers are. And the real troublemakers are the ones who think they can police the world.

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Just got back from the mall. I went with my friend, Alex, from band. He has an account on here too now, just hasn't posted yet. Anyways, it was a good time. But I was so anxious through all of it. I tend to get anxious from the mall or new people, but people don't get it that it's so embarrassing. When I'm anxious, I tend to get a tremor that I can't control. I bite my hands until I leave marks. I fidget. I hit myself. I wring my hands. I pull on other people. I scratch. I hit and scratch my back. It's pretty clear something's wrong. And the DUMBEST things trigger me. If I feel like something is taking too long and could be annoying the other person (things like getting a soda out of a machine). Saying something that's the wrong thing. Looking at someone. Feeling awkward. Everything.

lostn'foundagain's picture

Online Music Stations

Do you guys know of any free, online music stations that I can access at school? that play a good variety of music?

lostn'foundagain's picture

Self Destruct

I attempted to post a blog about what's been happening..... but my computer crashed and deleted it all.... I am just so done right now.... I want to curl in a ball and sleep for the rest of this godforsaken life i have been forced to live....

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So like are there any anime fans here or am I the only one ;~;

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I'm back!

Hi everyone!

A lot of things have been going on in my life recently and i felt like i needed to take a break from the internet. One of the reasons i stopped posting here is because my parents found the site, and yeah.....

But should i keep posting? I don't know if i should.... Comment! <3

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To all the canadians; happy thanks giving! :D

I think thanks giving is actually Monday, but I know not everyone celebrates on the Monday. I had a lovely thanks giving dinner yesterday, my boyfriends family loved my cooking. I made a pumpkin pie, and dinner rolls that I made in class. :)
I have another dinner tomorrow, I made a pumpkin cheesecake to bring. :)

What are you thankful for? :)

hope you're having a lovely weekend. :)


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heaven help us.

im like so obsessed with this song at the moment. its so amazing! it makes me cry as well i dont know why but it just means alot.

xxxxx hannah

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I like & I dont like

I made this SHORT video for French class ft. MCR's Mama instrumental, hope you like it :)

chpeverill-conti's picture

National Coming out day

most people are very much aware of my identity. I posted about it on FaceBook for national coming out day. Some of you aren't friends with me on FaceBook (message me your FaceBook name if you want to be friends on there!) but here it is so you can still read it:

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I'm an aunt!

I've officially been an aunt for a couple weeks now and tomorrow I finally get to go see my beautiful little niece...I haven't seen my sister for a while either, so I'm wicked excited. My niece is only a few weeks old and she's a curious little thing-already trying to hold her head up and everything. From the pictures that I've seen of her, she seems to be just like her mom- flipping off the camera or making a bad face lol
I can't wait to meet the little munchkin!!!!!!! <3

Jess xoxo

chpeverill-conti's picture

Can't stop thinking

I feel pathetic. He won't leave my head. EVER. In poetry class. I'm pathetic cause I'm always talking, thinking about him. Looking for him. Looking for some trace of what was. I still have all the letters. The bracelet. The drawings. The memories. You all must be sick of my ranting on him. If it makes it any better, I'm probably even more sick and tired of it than you. And the worst part, is I don't really know why he seems to hold such significance. He taught me some bad habits that ended me up in the hospital a few times and all that. But, as he changed is name a lot, I don't know what he goes by now? Al? J? Bert? Brett? Ben? Or all the way back to Alysa? Is he a girl? A boy? In between? Neither? Who Know? Who cares? I wish I didn't.
- Z

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my sister

So I moved from london to brighton and they are a few hours away from each other, meaning me and my gf left our familys behind, we are 25 but we miss them all and my little sister is visitng today and staying for the weekend with us :-) yay!
Excited to see her
Hope you guys are well