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mcr96's picture

advice? :)

So my heart is all inside out over someone Ive gotten to know over the past few days. I want him to ask me to hang out first but I also really sincere want to see him before class on Monday. I am interested in him and I want to get to know him better. I feel like this is some weird game and I hope he will make a move. Should I take this slowly and just wait until monday? or invite him for something this weekend? :/ Please help me put my head on straight :) love you mcrmy!

rock on <3

ChemicalJoe27's picture

I thought we where done with this!!!

So today I'm sitting in choir and the teacher goes to play the part on the piano and hits the wrong hey. The key just happppened to be that one singular note from the black parade. Just the one note from the very first beat. And the whole class losses it over this. So yea, there's your story of large pitty in about five seconds

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Follow me on twitter and we can direct message! @CamillePKelley

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I'm sorry I haven't been on in so long! Things have been crazy! Since I last posted, I have come out, started working with the LGBTQ community in my city, started reading more, started collecting records, etc. Things are going pretty well. I still have those moments of crushing despair and sometimes I get so depressed that I want to self-harm, but I never do! I'm growing up. I'm dealing with my classmates better than ever before. The most important thing is, right now, in this moment, I'm happy and I hope you are too.

lostn&#039;foundagain's picture


I'm JusT So FucKIng Angery Right now!! I've BeEn angery all dAY!!!!

Danny3.O's picture

Nicotine gum

So I've been writing some poetry of late and I'm working on this new one and thought I might share what I have so far.
Its just my way to cope with depression.
Blues and purples flood my eyes,
Stoney breath when I rise,
Sugary blood on my lips,
Darkened tar on my wrist.

One more breath to get me high,
Chew this poison, to feel alive,
Bite my cheek and feel it gush,
Synthetic paste is such a rush.

Colour fading it turns to grey,
Nicotine's out, and ends my day,
The tar is folds back into my skin,
Synthetic paste is such a sin.
So yeah, so far this is all I got from my feelings but I'll probably change it later.
Critiscism is always accepted.

lostn&#039;foundagain's picture


This anger I feel
broils to the surface
as you tell me,
he raped her.
My friend,
a petite and
pretty blonde,
raped at the
age of 14.
Fucked for the
rest of her life.
Fucked with
those memories
of his fucking..
If they find
his dead body,
who will point
their dirty finger
at me?
--------------------------------------------- I just found out the reason why my friend hasn't been at school for the past week..... i guess she skipped to hang out with an older highschooler, and he raped her.... i literally just found out, not five minutes before this blog........

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Okay so me and a bunch of people are dressing up as killjoys for Halloween!!!!!

What are you guys dressing up as? Or at least what are your plans?

smith21's picture

Gerard Way Scream

Can You See them!

Kath_GerardForever's picture

everythings gone to shit again

Thought i was over my depression but nope, it came crawling back as usual. Even the good things that have happened recently can't distract me from how shit i feel right now. Literally, everything is fucked, completely fucked.

lostn&#039;foundagain's picture


Swing swing swing
I can't wait to get high
after this low low low
blare this music
to help lift me up up
Up and down
goes this swing

A swing propels me into
the crisp air
then drops me into
that dark abyss.
This is just
the way it is

Swing Swing Swing
I hate these lows
I wanna get high high high!!!
under the night's shroud
the blood drips drips
Drips of rain fall
onto your face

A swing propels me into
the crisp air
then drops me into
that dark abyss.
This is just
the way it is

Swing Swing Swing
Just drop me now
I will never be H-A-P-P-Y....
I have slipped and now
I keep falling
and falling
and falling
my mind can never
be fixed...

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Hello, yet again

I start to sneeze again just seconds ago, and I'm pretty sure I might getting yet another flu and cold. The third time this month.
By the way, I'm terribly bad about seasons, so is October the month of fall? Just wondering.
Anyway, it's about the time of Halloween, and I never celebrate it before (belief restrictions yada yada yada). So I was wondering how do you guys celebrate Halloween when you were younger....and when you were (or are) teenager(s)....and when you are adult? I only know that you can wear whatever the freaky shits you want to wear on that time of the year, and there's "Trick or Treat" which I guess, it's for the kids (though, I wish I could do that for once even when I'm not young)...
I honestly think that the best part of Halloween (or any other celebrations) is during before the day--the preparations day. Because you do more crafting and making and buying and designing. And that is my kind of party, haha.

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Hopeless dreams
and shattered lives.
Pains in my chest
as I say goodbye.
Miles away,
hearts apart
watching as you cart
your things away...
feeling drugged up
Fucked up,
shamed in oh
so many ways.
counting the pills.
I'm almost out...
gazing at the scars
wanting to join
these stars
floating in your eyes...
More crap I'm typing off the top of my head.... I'm pretty upset right now. I'm angry at people, I want to break down and scream or cry.... I have a headache... and second hour hasn't even started yet.......

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Untitled Poem~ By Me

A house,
A family,
A heart,
A life,
A fragile future,
All divided,
All on different sides,
All pitted
Against one girl.
She's smiling,
Trying to make peace,
Putting everything
Above her own interests,
Until she's crushed,
Gasping for air,
Begging for freedom,
Desperately searching,
For her voice,
For a friend,
Fore something,
Anything to help her,
Just to be able to
Breathe once more.
The moment she feels
Cool air on her lips,
An old enemy,
An old friend,
Tells her
She's wrong,
Burying her again,
Self-doubt and
Fear of
Loss and
Toppling onto her.
She repeats the cycle,
Destroying herself
Until she is
No more,
Until she is
A shell fo
The "perfect" daughter,
Submissive student,
Trapped friend,
Unhappy soul;
Until she has

Alright! So I've written another poem! Again, it's a little dark, but it deals with things that have been going on in my life.
Critique is greatly accepted!

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Happy Birthday ;~;

Okay, so i know this isn't MCR related but i wanna say Happy Birthday to one of the best men to walk on this earth. Happy Birthday Mitch Lucker. You are forever missed -bursts into tears- R.I.P Mitchell Adam Lucker 1984-2012.