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grayskiesdance's picture

Well hello there

Huh, I didn't think I would be returning to this website because well I thought since the band broke up almost two years ago that the site would be dead but it seems that it's not! So I made a new account since I can't for the life of me remember my old log in and password...I don't even use the same email anymore so I would have had to make a new account anyways.

So yea hello there people!

chpeverill-conti's picture

You can make it!!

A lot of you guys seem to be feeling down. The winter does that, dark and cold. Stuff may be going on in your life. But hang in there, and as singitfortheemos said, look at the little things. Eat your favorite foods (citrus is good for waking you up from depression). Smell lotion. Take a bubble bath. Hug people. Watch dumb cat videos. Listen to your guilty pleasure music, get dressed up for you, and ALWAYS blow bubbles. throw glitter around.
I know "I got though it" and "it gets better" stories get old but they're true. The kids who've been online last year and a little of the year before might have seen me posting about how bad shit was. I spent 3 months in psych treatment institutions last year. I was dead inside for 3 years, using unhealthy coping skills for 3 years. Now I'm in a school that can help me, on the right meds and feeling better. I didn't think was ever gonna get better. But people are fluid, and things change.

SINGitfortheemos's picture

Thoughts

Life is rough and we're all struggling through it. Some may have it better, and some may have it worse. Breaking down doesn't make you weak. Whether you're extremely emotional or emotionless, you are still human and worth more than the stars in heaven. Whether you wake up with a smile or you wake up wanting to be dead, make it through that day. And the next. And the next. Because what if tomorrow you meet Gerard, or Mikey, or Frank, or Ray, or Bob? What if that's the day the band gets back together? What if? The world is full of what if's and not all of them are bad. Many in fact are very good. Meeting your soulmate. Getting your new favorite pair of shoes. Find happiness even if it's in the tiny things. That fuzzy blanket. Your phone case. The fact that that cloud looks like a tomato. Anything. It's ALWAYS worth it, and there is someone out there who loves you, even if it's just one person. Never forget it. You're stronger than you know and deserve everything in the world.

quinifer13's picture

Hello.

Hello. This is my first post so.... yeah. I absolutely love My Chemical Romance, why else would I be here? Ok sarcasm, my second language... Anyways, I haven't been a fan for too long, so I didn't have to experience the infamous breakup. It still upsets me... a lot. Ok yep. All I have to say so... bye!

xoxo
Quinifer

chpeverill-conti's picture

Gee and Mikey

I'm sure you've all heard that Gerard played a show in Tokyo and Mikey came. The kids are screaming like their being attacked haha
xoxo
- Z

Crushed Dreams's picture

You can ignore this post

I just wanna write out some thoughts, feel free to scrolls past this

lostn'foundagain's picture

Schools are so unreliable..

I've been going through a growth spurt lately and have been just so fucking hungry! So with that prior knowledge, it should be understandable when i get really pissed off at my school because they ran out of food. You see, our lunches are broken into 3 different groups; A lunch, B lunch, and C lunch. Depending on my classes, one day I will have B lunch, another I will have C lunch. Today I had the last lunch... C lunch. I HATE having this lunch because by the time we get in there to eat, there is no more food. Thus giving me more reasons to starve myself... At home, my family doesn't make enough money for snacks or even enough to pay for 3 meals a day. We eat home cooked every night; takeout is far too expensive, as is pizza.. Pasta is a usual, we have it at least once a week because it's so cheap. School food tastes disgusting, but it's better than nothing. And nothing is what I would have otherwise... So I am really pissed off, hungry and those equal tired.... blah...
rant over...

Acid Kandy's picture

Gerard and Mikey

Did u guys hear!?!!! Mikey and Gerard played a show together in Tokyo!!!!!!!!!
Omg omg omg its so perfect
Is this evidence of an MCR reunion, we can only hope!!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Keep it ugly guys <3

emogoticgirl's picture

Emptiness

I think its the first time of my life i feel like this, as if someone had taken all my insides and crusher them in front of me. I don't know what to think or do. Id like to sleep and forget all the bad things.
When will i have what i want? I don't even know what im writing...

Sorry for that depressing post. I just needed to write this somewhere

emogoticgirl's picture

Emptiness

I think its the first time of my life i feel like this, as if someone had taken all my insides and crusher them in front of me. I don't know what to think or do. Id like to sleep and forget all the bad things.
When will i have what i want? I don't even know what im writing...

Sorry for that depressing post. I just needed to write this somewhere

GerardsGrl4ever's picture

Warped Tour 2015

Hey lovelies! It's been a while, hasn't it?

Alright, let's get down to business on why we're here today: Warped Tour 2015. If any of you beautiful Killjoys are going to the Boston date (July 14th if I'm not mistaken), then please let me know! I'd love to meet more of you and I think it'd be cool if we had a little meet-up type thing that day. I'll be going with some of my girlfriends, who are MCR fans as well, though they might be off doing their own things at one point or another lol

So yeah, if anyone is going, let me know!

Jess xoxo

BlueBurnsBlack's picture

My B Side of Life.

So for all of you who have read my Bio, it has my About Me in it.

but here's what you don't know; like Chepervilli or whatever Z's name is I am crude, and very overtly sexual; and have a dirty mind.

I have come out to a few close friends as Bisexual, but my parents and extended family don't know. I'd like for it to remain that way. ( since my "terms" of Bisexual would be a straight/bi girl and a straight guy the girl; weather she likes girls and guys or just guys; rapes the straight guy with a dildo) that's what makes me Bisexual.

( if your still confused Picture 50 Shades of Grey) BDSM turns me on; as long as there are boundaries and safe words.

I am getting back to my country roots, where I started out as a child; up until about 15.

emogoticgirl's picture

Night time

Why is it that my favourite time of the day(night) is the one that makes me the saddest.
I miss so many people right now and I'm afraid of loosing the ones that are still by my side ( the ones for who i care the most).

lostn&#039;foundagain's picture

Yikes

First things first, I hope you all had a wonderful Valentines, despite what my poem is going to say about it. :) We had a Winter Homecoming Dance on Friday the 13th, that was... fun filled anxiety haha! meaning we all enjoyed it, but there was so much going on, we couldn't focus or anything.
Alright, anywho... My step father actually did something for my mother for Valentines, which was really sweet. He bought her flowers, got a card, etc. It was cute. Yet they both ended up agreeing on one thing that night, that i was a fuck up; so angry as i was, i wrote a poem despising Valentines.
Fuck Valentines

Kisses and Hugs
oh XOXOXO
Shut the fuck up
it's for one day
Everyone fucks,
Everyone climaxes
all at once.
It's the one day
We all wanna feel
if we mean shit
to anyone else.
Well Fuck Valentine's Day,
I say Fuck Valentines Day!
No one wants to hear
your sighs,
I don't want to see
your lies.

oh XOXOXO
Shut the fuck up.
All these commercials

Danny3.O's picture

I need a bit of help, sadly.

Hey munchkins!! It's been so long since I was lost on here and I missed you guys quite a bit. I'd occasionally hope onto the site and scroll through the blogs for the past days or so, but didn't post anything cause I didn't really have the time since I kinda have a lot on my plate right now. School especially.

So I started at a new school this year which i actually really like- it's close to home and my brother goes there and the kids seem nice.
I was really happy with my current state being a new healthier environment where I can be myself and all, but I'm afraid that's passing as I go through more series of days.
Not because I despise the school or anything, but as of last week I was moved to another class, and it seems in this new environment, my past is catching up with me; which isn't what I want.