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This past summer I dyed my hair to the shade of Gerard's during the Danger Days era and I have to say it was epic as hell. I miss is, although I have to say it has its ups and downs, I'm seriously considering going back to red in a few summers because I loved it that much but I'm in the process of trying to go back to my natural blonde from the black. Hopefully I won't go bald on Saturday. So I guess a general update is in order since I've only really been watching the blogs for awhile and not posting. Anyways, I've hopefully broken my habit of falling and getting hurt, so I'm pushing my luck and trying to become a life guard because the Y here needs them and in November they can hire me which would be great. I'm also considering Volleyball, but that's quite a stretch for me. Anyways, I can't really think of anything else that's worth mentioning, I'm quite the dull person when I try to think of what to say in blogs so I guess I'll just blog more when I think of something.

TTYL -- B

but whatever, i guess that is what written in my DESTINY.

I know, i know. Keep smiling, keep laughing.
Hahahahahahahahahaha.

Smiling
Im insane
Drunk with
Depression and hate
I don't care what you say
I'll keep smiling, smiling, smiling smiling, smiling

Like addicts
Im a mess
Love was my
Drug, now is my laugh
A joke I'll never take seriously anymore
So I smile and smile and I smile and smile

Like fuck you,
I kissed you, and I hugged you, and I gave you, and I made you,
Everything that love is worth,
But fuck you,
I hate you, I kill you, I rip you, I shred you, I burn you, and I eat you,
But love hurts,
Yet I keep smiling and laughing and smiling and laughing and smiling

I smile when I cry when I find another piece of lie
I laugh when I rant when nobody wants to hear
So, thank you thank you oh fucking thank you
For giving me pain to ache and to replace
Just what I need in my home called Isolation Hole
I love your pain so give me more
It keeps me laughing, and psychotically, mentally fucked up.
Hahahahahoohohohihihuhuhhahahahahahaha

I'd love it if you took the time to read! Some thoughts on hope and dreams, and them being dashed. It gets cut off in the main page so click to read the full thing.

The travelers rose up over the hills, the soft, warm rain pattering quietly onto their huge backpacks. The perfect rolling mountains slowly disappeared behind them, to be replaced with swirling, white clouds of rain.
“Hey – I think we're nearly there!” whispered one of the travelers to another. It felt like a place where one was meant to whisper.

After a few hours of walking down the hill, the sun came crashing in, illuminating the beautiful landscape. The light glinted magically and they were blinded for a few moments.

Guyysss. so i just got back from disney last night. Can I just tell you I'm going through hell right now? At the resort we were staying at, I met this kid named Hobie. I'm not gonna lie, he's perfect. He's 17 and we actually met over a game of ping pong. We hung out for 2 days, and I have to say I've never grown closer to anyone in such a short amount of time. He has a killllerrr voice and plays the drums as well. (Musically talented...sooooo my type!) We have been texting non-stop since we met, and I'm falling for this kid fucking hard already. After 4 days. There's only 2 problems. 1.) I have a boyfriend and 2.) I live in Vermont and he lives in Louisiana. Uggghh. He treats me like a literal princess but I don't want to seem like the cunt that breaks up with her boyfriend for a guy she's known for 4 days. Not even joking, this fucking suckss
sss

I'm so exited!
I heard about a project of Universal Studios.
The project it´s about bringing to the movie theaters the movie "The umbrella academy" based on a comic written by Gerard Way:D
I just finish reading all the series and the story it´s so cool, just as the Killjoys one
The movie will be launched on 2016 wooooo!

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