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Hey!

I figured with all my talk about my weight loss I'd give y'all an idea of how bad I was and a rough estimate of myself right now (though I've lost a few since last month). The first picture is of me in Berlin, Germany in May of 2009 (Fancy that, the same month we're in right now). That was at my heaviest- shy of 200.

The second one is of me at Pedernales Falls State Park in Johnson City, Texas last month. That is me at around 171. I wish I had a picture from this month, but I haven't taken any worthy of the Internet. I just figured some of you might be curious as to the difference.
-AJ

So, I only have a few days left of school, which are reserved for finals...and honestly...It's kind of depressing. Considering most of my closest friends are graduating, and the fact that I'll be here for one more year until I graduate AND the fact that I just...Ugh I don't even know. MCR is holding me together right now...

So I'm bored and you don't have to read this. It's not very important or interesting!

My mum is going though her second cycle of chemo, and she got back her CT results and she actually has no cancer cells left in her body! Yay! Also if TO EVERY ENEMY see's this blog I just wanted to say you are also my favourite person! c: <3

It's short. And he says it better than I can. I don't have the problem anymore cause I know what I'm gonna do with my life. Never said it'd work out but I know what I'll be doing. But sometimes I see blogs essentially saying that the person is uncertain and sometimes lacking motivation for their current path...etc. If you are one of those people, watch.

Morning everyone

Well I had a good weekend I mostly hung out at home with my step family. Anyways I've found that I don't need to make life complicated and that I don't always need to stick to my routine in the morning or whatever, In other news I'm really put a lot of work into my album but it doesn't seem as much as It did when I first started maybe it's because I'm not writing songs at this moment in time. Lastly I'm really waiting a little bit longer before I give you guys a releases time frame so my estimate isn't way off. That's all I have on my mind.

Thanks for reading and have an lovely day

In little feverent gasps I whisper prayers
And hope the snake will disappear soon
Because atop my chest it ate away at me
And no one helped as I writhed in agony
And screamed again and again.
It nibbles at the edges of my thoughts,
Slowly driving me mad with rage
As I toss and turn and plot and cry
And wish for a cure
Or a way to die
And to the skies I do shout out
"Itai, itai!"

-Chemical Insanity

*Itai (loosely) means in Japanese "It hurts"