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So I've returned, at least for a little bit. After the initial shock of mychem, I've gotten back into listening to them and thank god for that- after all they are my favourite band and nothing can change that. I've also decided to start posting on here again because there are such lovely members of this community and I need some positivity in my life right now- I'm waiting for my results which I'm shit scared about, my anxiety and depression are sky high at the moment and my family is splitting up. Now that I've got all that off my chest, I'm glad to be back on here among all you fabulous people c:

It has been a tradition to post a song I made or cover on this blog.
And it has been a very long time since I uploaded anything on my youtube channel.
And for that, I apologize for my great absence.

This is will be the first upload this year, and surely it won't be the last--I promised you.
I'll let this description tells more:

Hey ladies and gents. I apologize for being inactive for a long time. It has been a stressful time ever since.
So, in an ironic fashion, I made a comeback cover--which is this!
And I do hope you all enjoy Famous Last Words: The Piano Cover.

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I want to dedicate this song to the late band itself and especially to another plane tragedy happened recently. My prayer goes to those who have lost the most beloved ones.

"I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey, if you stay, I'd be forgiven,

desgraciadamente muchas personas tienen que pasar por esta situación

Dont ever forget that MCR will always be with us in our hearts and we'll carry on their memories

Ugggggh, I gotta stop revisiting Tumblr now.
It depresses me, somehow. It puts me in the urge of burning the blue site to red aflame--and murder people's dreams, nightmares, desires & unwanted.
I'm dead serious.

But it's nothing--nothing in particular. v3v

Do you ever feel like no one understands? Do you feel numb and dead? Like you can't go on?
Well guess which bitch has been feeling like this lately?

Me.

So earlier this week I asked you guys about homeschooling and some other shit and how to deal with it and most of you guys said;
"Tell someone,"

Well, little-miss-me here, decided to tell her mother and ask to speak with her and father and it went....

Fucking awful.

First of all, it went something like this;

"So mum, can I speak with you and dad today? It's important?"

"What is it?"

"It's about...homeschooling,"

"Gosh Melissa, No! Just give it a rest! Whats wrong with you?"

"I-.."

"No!"

"Bu-.."

"No!"

"Mum plea-,..."

"I said No goddamit!!!"

I then continued trying to reason with her calmly until I lost my fucking cool and broke down in tears.

"You dont understand. I feel uncomfortable," I tried to explain but nooooo she just had to look me in the eye, raise her voice and say;

Well uh I'm new here....Sup?