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klyoliphant's picture

Nostalgia

So I haven't posted a blog on this site for about 3 years. I joined in 2009 as soon as the community bit went live. I posted blogs constantly. I was unreasonably obsessed with MCR back in the day. I've grown up a lot now. I'm not a 12 year old little girl anymore. When I joined, I quickly made friends with a few people, and I still am facebook friends with a few. There were a small group of people who became my best friends, and I still talk to them every once in a while. This website kind of affected who I am today. The band 100% affected who I am because I wouldn't be the same person if I hadn't stumbled upon them back in 09. So I don't know if anyone who might read this was on here back then, but you probably know how I feel. I just casually scrolled through this site and it made me really sad because it used to be a place i'd go every day, and now I never do. Danger Days has been out for 4 years today, and it feels like it was so long ago but just yesterday at the same time.

chpeverill-conti's picture

Comments

I've noticed that people aren't getting as many comments.
I have 26 pages of blogs. The further back I went the more comments and feedback I got at least 2 or 3 on the dumb little posts. I got 6, 7 or 8 comments on some posts!! You don't get that many anymore.
We're all here, but I don't get the same sense of community. I posted a blog titled ":'(" August 2013. I was really upset and vented. I got 7 comments of reassurance. I met To Every Enemy (who became a great friend and support) through a comment on that post. 7 comments. 7 people took a moment to tell me that things would get better. Do any of you remember LoneStar? Who was last seen on here Oct 22, 2013? Who posted that suicide note? Who got 20 comments, blogs about them, people looking for all the information on what happened? Where's that love and community?
"if you wanna talk, or even complain about anything... message me?"
"If you want to message me feel free to."
"inbox me if you wana chat, im always about :-)"

Art Is My Weapon's picture

Life

So I haven't been on here on ages, but I thought I'd come and see what's happening. I've been pretty down about a lot of stuff lately and I was wondering if any of you guys felt the same, or had any advice.. I don't even know how to explain this.. like it's awkward, and I'm finding it difficult to describe what I'm feeling and make sense at the same time. Okay so really the only way i can describe it is as a constant feeling of loneliness. And I feel like I need someone who really understands me, that I can talk to, like one of the problems is that I don't have that person, and I can't talk to anyone about this because the point is that I always feel lonely and there's no one I can talk to and tell the whole truth to. Partly because I know they won't get it and partly because it could offend them, because they kinda are part of the problem.

mcrhannah's picture

little update!

hey. im sorry I haven't posted much lately. plz forgive me. well I just thought I would update you all. well my school is so annoying cus ive noticed no one cares unless your pretty, popular or dead. and its just horrid. also my parents are getting so annoying because I cant do anything right to them. its just so unfair cus my parents let my brother do what he wants but if I do then I get told off. but that's just my life up to know. so hope you all have a good week. and keep running.

xxxxx Hannah

Danny3.O's picture

Dead

Has anyone else noticed the site has been kinda innactive of late? Like everyone just disappeared?
Saddens me a little.

lostn'foundagain's picture

Disappointment....

well... I guess I will be removing my previous blog, with my poem about panic attacks, because it sucks... and people on here have told me they don't like it... so, sorry I can't please you when it comes to my blog...

agusa11's picture

plan

I have to have a plan for life. I had written one some time ago and i stuck to it. Now i should have another one stronger, and i should stick to it for a longer period of time. SO LETS BEGIN
1.I have to be quieter- so that i will focused on education and real aspects of life
2.I have to spend more time on education- because it's worth, trust me, you're more stupid than you were 2 years ago THAT'S A FACT
3.You have to face your main current problem and get over it-you should apologized first and then beg for forgiveness, suggest friendzone and again apologize
4.(the most important) SWEAR TO SOMETHING THAT YOU CARE THE MOST IN YOUR LIFE THAT YOU WILL NEVER EVER HURT ANYONE LIKE YOU HURT THOSE PEOPLE
5.You should not be interested in ANYONE from your group BECAUSE YOU KNOW THAT IT'S NOT HEALTHY
6.DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES PLAY WHIT ANYONES FEELINGS BECAUSE ONLY BITCHES AND SLUTS DO THAT AND YOU DON'T WANT TO BE A SLUT AGAIN

agusa11's picture

coming out...

It's been a really long time since i wrote here. I read my blogs and i'm so ashamed of myself. How stupid i was.A lot things happened. And this is that time in my life when i want to runaway. I've done something really bad. I hurt so many people during past few months. Uncountable amount.Today im really down. Sitting in front of open books, physics still waiting. I have no power to do any of this stuff. Im so confused. Even though that my best friend is always beside me (yes it's still THAT FRIEND) i'm getting more and more uncertain.I used to be good girl, who is wisely thinking and who is aware of actions. I used to be able to take responsibilty and not causing problems and fights.What happened to me? Why am i so weak right now? I am frightened of what people will think about me.I thought that i dont care about their opinion but everything came back. My fear of being rejected-yes i think that this is the biggest problem. I've done cruel things to people who didn't deserve that.

Xyphine's picture

Nostalgia

Nostalgia is particularly potent when one is unable to sleep at 2am.
And then I find myself here.

It's odd but comforting to know Hot Topic got all these super rad MCR shirts that I've never seen before.
I even managed to snag one that matched my phone case.

Amanda3's picture

Rock, Punk, emo, Alternative, or simply Rock

Music is universal, It comes from way back even the ancient times, But the one we Love is the one that's sets our emotions on a Rollercoaster ride, Yeah when i hear Music (Metallica, Tool, Rancid, Nirvana, and of course MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE) All that sound makes me travel, the adrenaline rush just travel thru my veins and it so Fuckin good, Music and sound might come and go,BUT GOD DAMMIT, IT WILL ALWAYS STAY WITH US THRU THE FUCKIN YEARS IN MY BITCHY HEART!!! Don't complain, don't whine about the changes,Just FUCKIN ENJOY IT, and ppl remember this ROCK N' ROLL IS NOT FUCKIN DEAD!! Remember the good times and the great songs they've made, SO MUSIC IS UNIVERSAL, BIT ROCK N' ROLL IS FOREVER, AND IN HERE THERE'S NO GENRE, BECUZ THE WORD ROCK N' ROLL SUMS UP EVERY OTHER GEMRE, SO WHAT UR GONNA DO? LISTEN TO UR FAVORITE BAND ----------------, ROCK ON AND KEEP F RUNNING!!

saramaemcrmy's picture

I miss mcrmy

Talk to me I need to meet some new people and id like to meet some people with the same taste in music!!

So I havent been logged into my user on the MCR website since the breakup. I still love MCR with all of my heart, but I just dont listen to them as much as I used to. If anyone wants to check this out, I have the official MCR Sleeveless Hoodie with the Black Parade logo all over the front pocket and hood for sale in size medium. I will include a black parade sticker with the order. US orders only please. I don't want it to seem like I'm spamming or anything I just know some MCR fans on here may be interested. http://www.ebay.com/itm/251718097585

BlueBurnsBlack's picture

Punk Rock Love

BlueBurnsBlack's picture

punk

Acid Kandy's picture

Don't mind me

I don't wanna be that person that only ever posts rants but I'm gonna do this anyway.
Me and my friends use kik all the time on this big group covo and usually we just have a laugh but today ppl were talking and then I joined in and everyone just left first I was just like wtf this us just some un funny joke but when u texted them they still ignored me so I'm now really paranoid that they're all talking about me and that everyone hates me! I think I'm over reacting they could be like sleeping or doing homework but its 9:30 on so that's unlikely. I don't really care what they think of me or what they say about me but I don't want them to all hate me when I haven't done anything. Urrr I'm just tired and confused, I should just forget about it!

Sorry for my pointless rant
xoxoxoxo