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lostn'foundagain's picture

Panic Attacks

Panic Attacks
I'm having one now.....
they are painful.....
you're breath comes
out strangled......
Your chest hurts,...
You don't know
what you should do....
You Panic, Freak out...
But you can't let it
show... You hide it...
Attempt to...
and it makes it worse...
You don't know if
anyone else knows...
you try to breath..
but it seems too loud
too obnoxious....
Just your breathing is
pissing everyone off.,,,,,,
Want to scream,
"Help mE!!!!"
Want to be saved,
Calmed down,,,,'
But no one can know'
how fucked you are
in the head...
How bad you need
to be comforted,,,,

Gradually, I feel it
begin to end...
the sense of Panic..
My chest loosens,
My fists unclench...
I can breath again.
The fog starts to leave,
Focus comes back.
Heart beats slower.
I end up numb..
The emotions that
once took over,
Subside into the
My stanza comes
to an abrupt end....

Xyphine's picture


Nostalgia is particularly potent when one is unable to sleep at 2am.
And then I find myself here.

It's odd but comforting to know Hot Topic got all these super rad MCR shirts that I've never seen before.
I even managed to snag one that matched my phone case.

Amanda3's picture

Rock, Punk, emo, Alternative, or simply Rock

Music is universal, It comes from way back even the ancient times, But the one we Love is the one that's sets our emotions on a Rollercoaster ride, Yeah when i hear Music (Metallica, Tool, Rancid, Nirvana, and of course MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE) All that sound makes me travel, the adrenaline rush just travel thru my veins and it so Fuckin good, Music and sound might come and go,BUT GOD DAMMIT, IT WILL ALWAYS STAY WITH US THRU THE FUCKIN YEARS IN MY BITCHY HEART!!! Don't complain, don't whine about the changes,Just FUCKIN ENJOY IT, and ppl remember this ROCK N' ROLL IS NOT FUCKIN DEAD!! Remember the good times and the great songs they've made, SO MUSIC IS UNIVERSAL, BIT ROCK N' ROLL IS FOREVER, AND IN HERE THERE'S NO GENRE, BECUZ THE WORD ROCK N' ROLL SUMS UP EVERY OTHER GEMRE, SO WHAT UR GONNA DO? LISTEN TO UR FAVORITE BAND ----------------, ROCK ON AND KEEP F RUNNING!!

saramaemcrmy's picture

I miss mcrmy

Talk to me I need to meet some new people and id like to meet some people with the same taste in music!!

So I havent been logged into my user on the MCR website since the breakup. I still love MCR with all of my heart, but I just dont listen to them as much as I used to. If anyone wants to check this out, I have the official MCR Sleeveless Hoodie with the Black Parade logo all over the front pocket and hood for sale in size medium. I will include a black parade sticker with the order. US orders only please. I don't want it to seem like I'm spamming or anything I just know some MCR fans on here may be interested.

BlueBurnsBlack's picture

Punk Rock Love

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Acid Kandy's picture

Don't mind me

I don't wanna be that person that only ever posts rants but I'm gonna do this anyway.
Me and my friends use kik all the time on this big group covo and usually we just have a laugh but today ppl were talking and then I joined in and everyone just left first I was just like wtf this us just some un funny joke but when u texted them they still ignored me so I'm now really paranoid that they're all talking about me and that everyone hates me! I think I'm over reacting they could be like sleeping or doing homework but its 9:30 on so that's unlikely. I don't really care what they think of me or what they say about me but I don't want them to all hate me when I haven't done anything. Urrr I'm just tired and confused, I should just forget about it!

Sorry for my pointless rant

chpeverill-conti's picture

it's different

I just posted about this yesterday, but I can't get it out of my head. I was researching guardianships for adults, so I could learn more about what Ben was getting into. There wasn't much helpful info that I could find, so I looked up his diagnoses. Autism and developmental deployment. I KNEW it would piss me off, so I don't know why I googled it...
They give you a list of symptoms and cures and medication and all that. I HATE it when they tell me that stuff. cause what the definition and what the websites say is SO not what Ben's like. Every special needs kid is different. SO different. two people could have the same disability and ;look ENTIRELY different. And the more diagnoses you add, the more individual their case is, the more individual their treatment is.

ChemicalJoe27's picture

"What is Punk?" A lesson from Joe Barnett

3,2,1 WE CAME TO SUCK! Whats up guys? So today i got into a heated debate on weather or not good ol' in your face middle finger to the world fuck you style punk is real music? I say HELL YES AND ITS BEING FUCKING DECIMATED BY THIS MODERN SHIT! Lets be up front, FOB may be alternative, but not punk. Give me a fucking break. And you may be pissed already, but I know my punk. (MCR is not punk either, they are in a genre called "Emo" as much as they dont want to admit it. Its not a bad thing, emos just a genre that is very deep lyrically, but thats for a different day) Lets start with what punk is today. When you hear punk, you think green liberty spikes, leather jacket, ripped skinnys, and combat boots. Well, thats not always the case. Punk was like a gang war in California, With the north being your leather jacket anarchist like the Sex Pistols, and we had the south that was more of a Vans, tees, shorts, and skateing. This is where we get our bands like social distortion.

Atomic Sunshine's picture

Healthy art

So everyday in health class I tattoo my friend Owen, this was today!

lille j. iero's picture


damn i havent been on here in a long time... i missed it i havent been on here since last year some time... feels good to be back... if anybody wants to talk just HMU!

chpeverill-conti's picture

Help... It never ends....

Hey... I don't want to be a downer, but here I am.
Every day. Whenever they're in a room together.

chpeverill-conti's picture


from his London show. I couldn't go because i live in America. But they're throwing socks at him!!! He's so cute this makes me happy :D
- Z

AnnaWay84's picture

Im at school

ughhh I hate school, there's a really annoying kid in my class and ughh. I just sit here and listen to MCR and block out the class :) How's your day going!