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Thunderstorms

BlueBurnsBlack — Sun, 19 May 2013 08:06:32 +0000

So it's thundering and lightning outside but no rain I just happend to be awake right now.

Anyways it's 1 week from Memorial Day weekend in the US and I am exstacticly waiting for the weekend so I can go get 4th of July Fireworks. I know most of y'all are from the UK but the 4th of July is like Christmas for me except its in Summer and there's bright colors and loud explosions.

And since my dream job is to sell and set of fireworks in shows what better way than learning how to run a show by setting of consumer fireworks.

Now back to the thunderstorm it's pretty calm now, I watched a little MMA last night then fell asleep but I'm up now.

Well...

oxCarCrashHeartx — Sun, 19 May 2013 06:36:19 +0000

It must be the alcohol again, but I'm gonna be honest one last time, cause I rarely ever am...

What Is Weird?

Chemical_Insanity — Sun, 19 May 2013 06:26:29 +0000

Weird
I've heard it enough times
For the image to have been bleached and burned repeatedly
And yet I still cannot define it.
I've typed the damned word so many times
That now it's structure looks scribbled
And I can't tell if it's the right word or not

Weird
I am it.
I live and breath it's very essence,
And it's holds me close in branched out arms
It's thorns poking my vulnerable sides.

Weird...
What is it?
Is it coming to the realization
That a raven and a writer's desk
Are so tightly bound?
Is it screaming to the skies in an elfen tongue
Only to realize that you're still awake
And no amount of cursing will bring that dragon to you?
Or perhaps it is the supernatural
Like the coincidence of the barrel being empty
When I tried to fire one through me the night before last
And knew I had filled it up before I started.

Weird
I can't explain it
I just know that I am it
And whatever it may be,
Be it fucking psychotic
Or devoid of feelings,

I don't know anymore...

emilykilljoy22 — Sun, 19 May 2013 06:23:18 +0000

I feel like I'm the most hated person ever. Crying my eyes out having a panic attack..I just want it to end, that's all...

Year 12 Ball :D <3

Gravity Star — Sun, 19 May 2013 06:18:33 +0000

Last night my school had our Senior Ball, ohmygosh it was a good night! :D
Nothing much else to say, I just wanted to put some photos up :) My mum made my dress and it's sorta loosely based on Helena's dress :) My best friend recognised it, that truely made my night ^_^

It All Has a Sense of Poetic Justice

Chemical_Insanity — Sun, 19 May 2013 05:50:57 +0000

Isn't it wonderfully marvelous
How mad I've become?
Not mad as in pissed off,
But mad as in crazy
I'm absolutely insane!
Isn't it lovely?
It all has a sense of justice to it
The kind with fake gold badges
And faded chrome
That only now leaves skid-marks

I've been trying to be reserved
I've attempted being quite
I've been through keeping calm
But the solutions are only bullshit remedies
Prescribed in an underhand fashion
By a drug dealer without the drugs
And even he has seen
What has become of me in my absence

Where has my brain gone?
I truly cannot say.
I've checked the vacant spot in my ribcage
And amongst a starry sky,
Trying to find that glimmer of hope
That I was always coerced into denying
Because dreams are evil fuckers
But then again,
Who am I to say?

So lonely....

VenomHeart — Sun, 19 May 2013 05:44:20 +0000

This feeling never goes away. Fuck my life. I just get this sinking feeling in my chest at night right before I go to bed. I hate going to bed alone. I don't want to sleep alone. I want Destin to be there so I can curl up in his arms and rest easy for once instead of crying my eyes out every night. I think he gets annoyed with me because I say that to him every other night and he just doesn't understand. I don't think he ever gets lonely without me there.... My life sucks...

Signed,
--Venom Heart

Demons Ate My Sense Away

Chemical_Insanity — Sun, 19 May 2013 05:25:30 +0000

Just stay awhile until the dust has cleared
Onto the chairs we sat in just moments ago
Before the ogres fell through the attic of my brain
And sent knowledge to litter our council

Come,
Sit with me
Join the world inside my mind
Where my breath tastes like the mushrooms
That grow from my ears
And from the root of the problem.
Eat yourself empty on gallons of air
So dank and stale as it is
Because no one thought to let the door open
Or let me out.
But drink yourself dry
And find yourself lost
Just like I have
Because it's lonely in here without your company

Float inside the ground with me
Travel six feet down with me
And feast upon the flesh divine
So fierce and hot is my will
And your conscious the butter that I spread thin
Over jellied eyes and smiles grim
But in truth,
I think I like you
And not in the kiddy sort of way
But the sort of way where you're a welcome intrusion
And my mind the issue we fight together

-Chemical Insanity

Hello all, for once ill admit i need someone right now....

Linna — Sun, 19 May 2013 05:23:59 +0000

Ive been through a lot lately. I lost my bestfriend this month because her dad beat the hell out of her. The boy i thought i could trust with my life let me down, and a lot of other stuff i dont wanna mention.... but i really need someone. I rarely admit it when im upset. Ecspecialy when i need someone to see past my smile. One person really cheered me up on may 10th... and i dont even know his name. My second bestfriend, i fell in love with him. I thought he was perfect. but he just hurt me. But then.... i went to a concert and met the drummer for the band "The Conjuring" and he saw past the smile in two seconds. Only two people i know have been able to see past the smile. Caleb and the Drummer. I regret never learning his name. He helpped me through some of the darkness by simply saying, litteraly two seconds after we met, "Hey, i know this may be weird sounding, but if you need me, im here for you. I know we dont really know eachother, and thats fine.

Infection of the Mind

Chemical_Insanity — Sun, 19 May 2013 05:06:43 +0000

I'll never amount to you,
Ms. Holier-than-thou
Though I guess I'm not really trying to
So I guess we should just flow our seperate ways
And forget that we knew eachother
Because if I see you again then I'll slit your throat
And that's a fucking promise.

I think it's safe to say that you disappoint me
Likewise, I've let you down
But it doesn't really matter
Cause in the haze of our reflections,
So muffled by radiant heat
And thrown together with sparks of hate,
I see what we've become
For we're very alike, you see
Both thick-willed
Each to her own,
A wild-child unbridled,
Mounting atop a great failure as we ride away,
Into the consequence we hold.

In truth, I'll never amount to you
But I'll always try
And I'll always fail
Cause that's how I was programmed to be,
Like you were made to be a bitch,
Like you were made
To betray me

-Chemical Insanity