My Chemical Romance Community Feed en It's a vicious cycle. <p>Long story short: I survived the first week of school. But just barely, as my tolerance for people is abnormally low. I mean, it's already kind of low in the first place: being around people drains me and with school and work and family I'm getting really tired really fast.<br /> It's a vicious cycle now that I think about it:<br /> 1. I for some reason work late, and since it takes me awhile to calm down at the end of the day, I generally won't get to sleep until 11.30 or 12, which gives me 6.5 hours of sleep. No big deal, but more would be nice.<br /> 2. Since I'm always kinda tired, I'm terrified of doing poorly at school this year, even though I'm super organized and am taking all but one easy class (I just really love physics okay guys?!) .</p> Sun, 31 Aug 2014 05:30:30 +0000 skellington01 2823276 at excuses and life update <p>Hey guys :) i havent been on here for a while and Im sorry about it. I sunk back into depression and was having a really hard time convincing myself to do anything, even get on here and talk to my family. The worst part of it is that I let it happen. I knew where I was headed and I let myself get deeper and deeper until several days ago when I became completely empty. Nothing mattered, I was doing 'things' worse and more often than ever, and I considered going away to be a better alternative to this emptiness I had begun living. But then something happened, just a few little things that made me reconsider my decision. It was yesterday, I was at a school sports game, sitting alone on the bleacher while stupid freshmen thought it would be funny to throw water bottles at me, some of which weren't empty either. I wanted to leave but I didn't want to go home, and so I stayed, feeling worse than I had all day. But then someone joined me on my empty row of seats.</p> Sun, 31 Aug 2014 03:30:08 +0000 killjoys-never-die 2823271 at Demons, angels, and strength <p>Confront the dark parts of yourself, and work to banish them with illumination and forgiveness. Your willingness to wrestle with your demons will cause your angels to sing. Use the pain as fuel, as a reminder of your strength.<br /> -August Wilson (Don't know too much 'bout this guy but love this quote)<br /> You are strong! So, so strong! I want you all to know that! You can win any battle! Don't give up, don't let the demons win! Let your angels sing! Fight whatever monster that may come your way. Don't let them take over. You are strong. Always remember that. Whatever tries to invade your heart, your mind, are not as strong as you. They are weak, and prey on the strongest. I love you all, I just wanted to remind you of how incredible, beautiful, unique, and strong you are! Never give up. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. (Gee Way)</p> Sun, 31 Aug 2014 03:14:00 +0000 KittyCatKilljoy 2823266 at Movies :) <p>Hello! This is a very stupid post. I just wanted to know, what are your favorite movies? Ok, yeah, that's a hard question, and i know for sure i can't answer that. If you can't decide, who is your favorite director???? Sorry for the lame post, my creativity and whatever else has escaped my brain due to the excessive amount of homework and school stuff going on!</p> Sun, 31 Aug 2014 02:02:37 +0000 KittyCatKilljoy 2823256 at vampires <p>hey guys.. I haven't been on in a while.. I missed the site so much. but anyway, just a quick write, im in middle school now. and boy is it hectic. I cried and sang myself to sleep the other night (the songs that helped were the light behind your eyes and the world is ugly, all night long, on replay) because my mom got mad and kept criticizing me and complaining about how im already behind, on the first week of school. that's all she expects tho. perfection. im not perfect. and she says its also because my bf distracts me. heck, im too nervous to even look at him. if I cant even look at him without s****ing bricks, why would I talk to him. it sucks. and it blew me off the edge. (I hope u know what I mean) but anyway.... does anyone else like vampire gerard fan fics...</p> Sat, 30 Aug 2014 20:59:17 +0000 Hyptonic Tigress 2823251 at ...... <p>Sooo, anyone knows something that can fade scars quickly?</p> <p>xoxo.</p> Sat, 30 Aug 2014 20:32:55 +0000 Sofiehatesyou 2823246 at Race Today <p>Hey guys my dad's taking me to a Race today NASCAR.</p> <p>It's not the Sprint Cup with all the higher powered and people you might know, but it's the Nationwide with drivers trying to earn the title of Sprint Cup Driver.</p> <p>should be fun I've been going to those type of races since I was a child anyways.</p> <p>so yeah I haven't always been emo.</p> Sat, 30 Aug 2014 14:02:45 +0000 BlueBurnsBlack 2823236 at Hi... <div class="field field-type-filefield field-field-blog-image"> <div class="field-items"> <div class="field-item odd"> <img class="imagefield imagefield-field_blog_image" width="188" height="188" alt="" src="" /> </div> </div> </div> <p>Hello everybody!!!</p> <p>Ummm.... well, I really got a pretty busy schedule this last week that's why I haven't posted anything yet after that 1st blog thingy...</p> <p>But anyways.....<br /> Do you know how to have friends here???-----&gt; I mean, do I really have to make friend requests????</p> <p>I wanna have friends but I'm really shy and pwetty nervous to make friend requests (and to request somebody to be my friend)......<br /> *sigh*<br /> HELP!<br /> (I don't know why but I'm really nervous writing this thing)</p> <p>I feel so dumb doing this.....<br /> (I'm so sorry if you think that I'm so stupid) -_-</p> <p>.............................................................................................<br /> *facepalm*</p> Sat, 30 Aug 2014 03:42:16 +0000 The Hope Of Tomorrow 2823226 at not new <p>hye guys im not new i did have an account for this but i forgot my login anyway my old account was MCRROCKSepic but i forgot my password and made a new one anyway hope things have gone well</p> Sat, 30 Aug 2014 02:52:05 +0000 I_AM_EMO 2823216 at Role play or fanfic? <p>Hello!! Does any one want to create a Dr.Who, Supernatural, or Sherlock fan fiction or role play!?!??</p> Fri, 29 Aug 2014 20:31:05 +0000 ifihadadollar.. 2823206 at