My Chemical Romance Community Feed en everythings gone to shit again <p>Thought i was over my depression but nope, it came crawling back as usual. Even the good things that have happened recently can't distract me from how shit i feel right now. Literally, everything is fucked, completely fucked.</p> Tue, 21 Oct 2014 21:05:04 +0000 Kath_GerardForever 2826636 at Swing <p>Swing swing swing<br /> I can't wait to get high<br /> after this low low low<br /> blare this music<br /> to help lift me up up<br /> Up and down<br /> goes this swing</p> <p>A swing propels me into<br /> the crisp air<br /> then drops me into<br /> that dark abyss.<br /> This is just<br /> the way it is</p> <p>Swing Swing Swing<br /> I hate these lows<br /> I wanna get high high high!!!<br /> under the night's shroud<br /> the blood drips drips<br /> Drips of rain fall<br /> onto your face</p> <p>A swing propels me into<br /> the crisp air<br /> then drops me into<br /> that dark abyss.<br /> This is just<br /> the way it is</p> <p>Swing Swing Swing<br /> Just drop me now<br /> I will never be H-A-P-P-Y....<br /> I have slipped and now<br /> I keep falling<br /> and falling<br /> and falling<br /> my mind can never<br /> be fixed...<br /> ------------------------------------------------------</p> Tue, 21 Oct 2014 18:36:50 +0000 lostn'foundagain 2826631 at Hello, yet again <p>I start to sneeze again just seconds ago, and I'm pretty sure I might getting yet another flu and cold. The third time this month.<br /> By the way, I'm terribly bad about seasons, so is October the month of fall? Just wondering.<br /> Anyway, it's about the time of Halloween, and I never celebrate it before (belief restrictions yada yada yada). So I was wondering how do you guys celebrate Halloween when you were younger....and when you were (or are) teenager(s)....and when you are adult? I only know that you can wear whatever the freaky shits you want to wear on that time of the year, and there's "Trick or Treat" which I guess, it's for the kids (though, I wish I could do that for once even when I'm not young)...<br /> I honestly think that the best part of Halloween (or any other celebrations) is during before the day--the preparations day. Because you do more crafting and making and buying and designing. And that is my kind of party, haha.</p> Tue, 21 Oct 2014 16:40:56 +0000 sidtastic007 2826616 at Dreams <p>Hopeless dreams<br /> and shattered lives.<br /> Pains in my chest<br /> as I say goodbye.<br /> Miles away,<br /> hearts apart<br /> watching as you cart<br /> your things away...<br /> feeling drugged up<br /> Fucked up,<br /> shamed in oh<br /> so many ways.<br /> counting the pills.<br /> I'm almost out...<br /> gazing at the scars<br /> wanting to join<br /> these stars<br /> floating in your eyes...<br /> ---------------------------------------------------<br /> More crap I'm typing off the top of my head.... I'm pretty upset right now. I'm angry at people, I want to break down and scream or cry.... I have a headache... and second hour hasn't even started yet.......</p> Tue, 21 Oct 2014 14:45:27 +0000 lostn'foundagain 2826606 at Untitled Poem~ By Me <p>A house,<br /> A family,<br /> A heart,<br /> A life,<br /> A fragile future,<br /> All divided,<br /> All on different sides,<br /> All pitted<br /> Against one girl.<br /> She's smiling,<br /> Trying to make peace,<br /> Putting everything<br /> Above her own interests,<br /> Until she's crushed,<br /> Gasping for air,<br /> Begging for freedom,<br /> Searching,<br /> Desperately searching,<br /> For her voice,<br /> For a friend,<br /> Fore something,<br /> Anything to help her,<br /> Just to be able to<br /> Breathe once more.<br /> The moment she feels<br /> Cool air on her lips,<br /> An old enemy,<br /> An old friend,<br /> Tells her<br /> She's wrong,<br /> Burying her again,<br /> Self-doubt and<br /> Fear of<br /> Loss and<br /> Disappointment<br /> Toppling onto her.<br /> She repeats the cycle,<br /> Destroying herself<br /> Until she is<br /> No more,<br /> Until she is<br /> A shell fo<br /> The "perfect" daughter,<br /> Submissive student,<br /> Trapped friend,<br /> Unhappy soul;<br /> Until she has<br /> Become<br /> Nothing.</p> <p>Alright! So I've written another poem! Again, it's a little dark, but it deals with things that have been going on in my life.<br /> Critique is greatly accepted!<br /> ~TH.K</p> Tue, 21 Oct 2014 03:53:03 +0000 TenderHeart.Kitten 2826596 at Happy Birthday ;~; <p>Okay, so i know this isn't MCR related but i wanna say Happy Birthday to one of the best men to walk on this earth. Happy Birthday Mitch Lucker. You are forever missed -bursts into tears- R.I.P Mitchell Adam Lucker 1984-2012.</p> Tue, 21 Oct 2014 02:47:22 +0000 Killjoy_Wolfblade 2826591 at Good day :) <p>I had a lovely day today. I volunteered at the downtown mission today, and I loved it. I am going to be volunteering every monday 9am-1pm. I love it. ^-^ </p> <p>The bus driver for the city bus was awesome, she was blaring Pink Floyd and Metallica, and singing along. She was so awesome. xD</p> <p>I've also been serching for a permanent job. I have a promising lead for a job as a cake decorator. Here's to hoping. :D </p> <p>Have a lovely day. &lt;3<br /> xoxo<br /> n.</p> Mon, 20 Oct 2014 21:33:15 +0000 nobody_you_know 2826586 at alone <p>So my friend makes a joke about me and a girl im friendly with it gets stuck in my head even though i dont like her now i put up a tag someone i look cute with up because im bored and im the fucking bad guy now i have nobody no friends left everyone else hates me now im alone ans im scared</p> Mon, 20 Oct 2014 21:03:55 +0000 my chem rom 2826581 at Happy Birthday, Mitch.... <p>Happy 30th, Mitch Lucker.... I didn't really get too into Suicide Silence, and even still I only listen to them very occasionally. Even though I wasn't really a fan, I can see the good you brought to our music scene and beyond. Good luck to Kandee, I've never met you, but living without your daddy must be very difficult... Stay strong, girl. We're all with you x<br /> xoxo<br /> - Z</p> Mon, 20 Oct 2014 18:12:38 +0000 chpeverill-conti 2826576 at DAILY DOSE OF MEDICATION: #14 <p>So for this daily dose, I wanted to talk to you guys about a question I think we all have had. How do we talk to someone who we consider "famous/popular"? The reason why this is a hard question to think about is that we always think ,"How do I talk to him/her and what do I talk about?". It's hard to think about because we usually only know one big thing they're famous for and nothing else. If we consider this person "famous", we usually try to talk to them with a "fan-girlish" attitude because of how much they mean to us. But should we, though?</p> Mon, 20 Oct 2014 15:09:11 +0000 THEPATIENTONE 2826571 at