My Chemical Romance Community Feed en Neighbors and anxiety <p>There are new people moving in next door... I get really anxious about this kind of stuff... What if they have a dog? (I have an outside cat, so that's scary) what if they play music too loudly, what if they don't like us? What if they hurt my cat? (years ago a neighbor killed one of my cats. I know. Awful) I know stupid things like this shouldn't upset me.. but it just freaks me out... Dx</p> <p>I skipped classes today, I wasn't feeling well, now I wish I woulda gone... Ugh</p> <p>xoxo<br /> n.</p> Tue, 30 Sep 2014 16:14:02 +0000 nobody_you_know 2825536 at There is no one 4 me but u <p>I know u may be suspicious but I will tel u the truth<br /> The only one I wanna b with is u<br /> Because<br /> U make me feel alive<br /> U r the one I want by my side<br /> And I would never try to jeopardize</p> Tue, 30 Sep 2014 16:04:09 +0000 lyndzi 2825531 at My Halloween costume <div class="field field-type-filefield field-field-blog-image"> <div class="field-items"> <div class="field-item odd"> <img class="imagefield imagefield-field_blog_image" width="640" height="640" alt="" src="" /> </div> </div> </div> <p>Introducing lyndzi the shadowhunter<br /> I got the pic off the web</p> Tue, 30 Sep 2014 14:20:09 +0000 lyndzi 2825521 at Cats <div class="field field-type-filefield field-field-blog-image"> <div class="field-items"> <div class="field-item odd"> <img class="imagefield imagefield-field_blog_image" width="600" height="800" alt="" src="" /> </div> </div> </div> <p>My cat wakes me up every morning by grooming my hair. I now have a cow-lick (Cat-lick XD) in the front of my hair... Does anyone else's cat do that? XD He is a little pain in the butt, but I love him. :3<br /> His name is Jackson. He is massive. And dumb, but I love him. ^__^<br /> Hope your days/afternoons/evenings are going well. :)</p> <p>xoxo<br /> n.</p> Tue, 30 Sep 2014 14:01:22 +0000 nobody_you_know 2825516 at I Don't Know <p>Sooo my gf broke up with last night...and it sucks because today was going to be our 4 month anniversary. God this sucks. Well time to listen to "Sleep With One Eye Open"-BMTH, So long...and goodnight.</p> Tue, 30 Sep 2014 13:40:02 +0000 Killjoy_Wolfblade 2825511 at He is mad <p>I made him mad ):</p> Tue, 30 Sep 2014 11:53:12 +0000 lyndzi 2825506 at Songs I'm obsessed with <p>How to save a life- the fray<br /> Disengage-suicide silence<br /> Lost it all- black veil brides<br /> Helena- mcr<br /> The black parade- mcr<br /> Smells like teen spirit- nirvana<br /> Not good enough for the truth in clique- escape the fate<br /> When ur gone- Avril lavigne<br /> And so much more</p> Tue, 30 Sep 2014 10:16:12 +0000 lyndzi 2825501 at Well, Shit. <p>Fuck today. Just fuck it. I'm 1000000% done. I can't fucking stand this anymore. The fucking school still hasn't processed my financial aid and I was told by the fucking business office that I should be making payments by now, even though I don't have any way of making any fucking payments! If I don't, my schedule will be dropped and I'll be headed back to my parents' house in freaking California where I'm made to feel like shit everyday. All because I don't have a job that can get me $450 in two days. This is utter bullshit. I don't want this at all. I'm just so fucking done.</p> <p>*deep breath*</p> <p>I'm calm. Just stressed and I want out so badly. It isn't fair.</p> <p>I'm gonna cry for about fifty years now.<br /> ~TH.K</p> Mon, 29 Sep 2014 21:14:46 +0000 TenderHeart.Kitten 2825496 at A Ballad For Beulah <p>Hello beautiful Killjoys!!<br /> Not too much has been going on for me, I've actually been doing pretty well for once! Feels weird though, like something's gonna come crashing down any second and wreck me.... So far so good, though.<br /> Are there any Green Day fans on here? I found this fanfic a year or 2 ago, and it's REALLY REALY good. It's called A Ballad For Beulah, and it's on Mibba. Here's the link:<br /> It's pretty long. Like 48 good sized chapters long. But it's really worth the read. It starts with Beulah as a child, where tragedy struck at a young age and left her and her many siblings to be looked after by the oldest sibling in the house. One day, on of Beulah's siblings takes her to his friend's band, Green Day's show. She instantly falls for Billie Joe, despite the major age difference. As she grows, her attraction in Billie Joe stays.... Lots of surprises!</p> Mon, 29 Sep 2014 20:54:26 +0000 chpeverill-conti 2825491 at Tales From The College.... (it's like tales from the crypt but not) XD <p>With my short time I've spent at college, I have experienced some strange things. Here are a few I felt like sharing.<br /> Nobody gives an damn about anything. literally. It's amazing. I can go about my classes with lips as black as my soul and winged liner so bold it could kill a man, and everyone still treats you like a human being. It's amazing.<br /> Dress codes are non-existent. Coming from a catholic highschool with a strict uniform, this is very refreshing. Basically the dress code is "don't be naked" xD<br /> There's this guy that goes to my college, he's around 6'1, well built and very masculine looking.. he also wears pink fairy wings on his back. Every day. Grown ass man, looks early 20's-ish. It's rad as hell. I have yet to talk to him, my boyfriend and I have seen him a handful of times, always with the wings.<br /> The teachers treat you like human beings instead of lesser beings. I meditate in the mornings with one of my teachers. She's really down to earth.</p> Mon, 29 Sep 2014 19:52:03 +0000 nobody_you_know 2825486 at