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rampage update

bloodshot101 — Tue, 18 Jun 2013 04:21:28 +0000

so im going through a Transformers rampage. im gonna try and draw either that or Optimus after tonights marathon where i watch all 3.

i guess i should share that xD

but anyways, like it says, update..

i guess im doing better? still like, upset... i miss my friend terribly. he told me to leave him alone for the summer and talk to him when school starts back up.. i guess ill do that. theres not much else i can do if i really want to stay friends with him. yes id be happy to be more (see recent blogs to understand all this if you care to), but if this is what he wants, just friends, then im more than happy to do that.

well, im home alone right now and im getting weird feelings.. not likin the being alone so i grabbed a big steak knife xD oh god, when my mother walks in and sees me clutching this i swear shell freak out xP oops.. sorry bout the fear thats about to burst inside me xD

and the crowd goes wild at my demise

fallenangel1xxx — Mon, 17 Jun 2013 23:48:09 +0000

Well in the weeks since mcr split everything has gone to shit basically, i've lost everything, my friends, my family, the will to carry on, the will to wake up in a morning.. on the first night they broke up i drank, and drank, and drank some more.. it was stupid i know but it numbed the pain a little, little did i know how much the pain would progress, well first things first, my mum told me she wishes she never had me or my brother and we make her want to kill herself every day of her life, she's acting really cold towards me, particularly because i oppose to my sister bringing a child up into a religion that it is too young to understand and taking the human right of free will from said child. Which leads to my relapse, through growing to hate yourself the mind can manifest itself in different ways, for me lately its been scalding hot showers and sleeping pills and forcing myself to vomit out the contents of my stomach, But atleast i still have my friends, right?

I'm Back Again, Sorry to Intrude.

My Tornado is Asleep — Mon, 17 Jun 2013 23:45:29 +0000

Dearest Killjoys, Paraders, and forever-fighting Soldiers,
I've been gone for a while, huh? I'm not going to assume you missed me much, but I haven't been on since May, which is much longer than I intended to be away from you lovely kids. Just so you guys know- because there's always someone out there who doesn't- I love all of you and even though I haven't been on in a while and I've only really made one friend on here. You guys are IMPORTANT no matter what. I didn't really mean to start with that, but it needed to be said.
What I did mean to say was this: You guys probably didn't miss me that much, but I'm back and I really hope to... I dunno... Get more involved, I guess? Yeah, let's phrase it that way. And I think I know how to do that, as I have some things that have been in the works that you guys might enjoy...
Either way, the point is, love you, missed you, and expect to see more of me- and maybe some of my writing- very soon. ;)

Let me know ^_^

Narcotic aura — Mon, 17 Jun 2013 23:18:37 +0000

Anyone on here love Supernatural? I freaking live it sooooooo much HEHE It's my favorite thing ever!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 Anyway i was just wondering if anyone else does? :)

Yesterday

Narcotic aura — Mon, 17 Jun 2013 23:11:49 +0000

It was Fathers day yesterday and so my sister, her girlfriend, my brother and nan came round for tea ( i haven't seen my other brother since i was 9, i'm 17 now, and my other sister is a stuck up bitch who would rather spend fathers day with her boyfriend apparently) anyway, it was going okay but as as usual ( not that i didn't expect it) but my nan turned nasty and called me; fat, told me i have no friends (true, but i don't need it shoved in my face), no one will ever love me and so i will never mary and be alone for a ll my life. She's nice my nan isn't she? -_-

Creeping Up Inside

laurajane666 — Mon, 17 Jun 2013 22:25:17 +0000

I think all my 'friends' are waiting to kill me.

I don't feel like i can trust them. It's killing me because i can't let them know or they'll kill me faster.

All We Are Is Bullets Part 9

Aisling_xx — Mon, 17 Jun 2013 20:34:43 +0000

I haven't posted this in ages but please feel free to read it!

Julia's POV:

As soon as we got outside the tour bus I leaned up against the door and sighed heavily before wiping away the tears, looking up at the sun rise and wondering where the hell I'd find Sierra. "Do you know where to look?" Ray asked, normally I'd be able to sense what direction people went in but my head was in such a mess that I couldn't. That was until I looked down and saw the massive pawprints on the ground, "that way" I pointed and started following them.

I can't do this

Becky MCR — Mon, 17 Jun 2013 19:12:40 +0000

I think I'm crazy. Does a crazy person know they're crazy? I haven't had enough sleep. I'm under a lot of pressure. Let's just say it's that. But it's still at the back of my mind. How do you know if you're crazy? When is the line crossed?

Bittersweet Emotions

PsychedelicReverie — Mon, 17 Jun 2013 18:40:32 +0000

I'm sad. It's the kind of sadness that comes from boredness, the kind that just sort of engulfs everything, leaving the droning of the tv and the dull rumble of the dishwasher a humming white noise. I'm not stuck on what to do. There's chores and violin and everything else waiting for me downstairs. But I'm happy, somewhat selfishly, because I'm alone. I sigh and stare at the perfect shining red on the bass cradled in my lap. It's top heavy and falls over to the neck side because the weight isn't proportioned properly and the A string buzzes when I hit it too hard without it plugged in the amp but it's perfect. Absolutely perfect and the only thing that will take my mind off nothingness. So I play. I play Black Sabbath and The Cure and Queens of The Stone Age and Nirvana and Red Hot Chili Peppers and Motionless in White and bits and pieces of things I'm trying to learn and riffs that I'd heard and liked from new songs, until my fingers ache if I stop playing for too long.

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FlashDrive — Mon, 17 Jun 2013 17:41:13 +0000

-FashDrive