My Chemical Romance Community Feed en Sorry <p>I'm sorry I haven't been on in so long! Things have been crazy! Since I last posted, I have come out, started working with the LGBTQ community in my city, started reading more, started collecting records, etc. Things are going pretty well. I still have those moments of crushing despair and sometimes I get so depressed that I want to self-harm, but I never do! I'm growing up. I'm dealing with my classmates better than ever before. The most important thing is, right now, in this moment, I'm happy and I hope you are too.</p> Wed, 22 Oct 2014 22:49:15 +0000 CyanideSavior 2826681 at ANGER <p>I'm JusT So FucKIng Angery Right now!! I've BeEn angery all dAY!!!!</p> Wed, 22 Oct 2014 21:48:52 +0000 lostn'foundagain 2826676 at Nicotine gum <p>So I've been writing some poetry of late and I'm working on this new one and thought I might share what I have so far.<br /> Its just my way to cope with depression.<br /> ----------------------------------<br /> Blues and purples flood my eyes,<br /> Stoney breath when I rise,<br /> Sugary blood on my lips,<br /> Darkened tar on my wrist.</p> <p>One more breath to get me high,<br /> Chew this poison, to feel alive,<br /> Bite my cheek and feel it gush,<br /> Synthetic paste is such a rush.</p> <p>Colour fading it turns to grey,<br /> Nicotine's out, and ends my day,<br /> The tar is folds back into my skin,<br /> Synthetic paste is such a sin.<br /> -----------------------------------<br /> So yeah, so far this is all I got from my feelings but I'll probably change it later.<br /> Critiscism is always accepted.</p> Wed, 22 Oct 2014 15:41:58 +0000 Danny3.O 2826661 at Rape <p>This anger I feel<br /> broils to the surface<br /> as you tell me,<br /> he raped her.<br /> My friend,<br /> a petite and<br /> pretty blonde,<br /> raped at the<br /> age of 14.<br /> Fucked for the<br /> rest of her life.<br /> Fucked with<br /> those memories<br /> of his fucking..<br /> If they find<br /> his dead body,<br /> who will point<br /> their dirty finger<br /> at me?<br /> --------------------------------------------- I just found out the reason why my friend hasn't been at school for the past week..... i guess she skipped to hang out with an older highschooler, and he raped her.... i literally just found out, not five minutes before this blog........</p> Wed, 22 Oct 2014 14:52:24 +0000 lostn'foundagain 2826656 at Halloween <p>Okay so me and a bunch of people are dressing up as killjoys for Halloween!!!!! </p> <p>What are you guys dressing up as? Or at least what are your plans?</p> Wed, 22 Oct 2014 04:58:12 +0000 Killjoy ThrillKiller 2826651 at Gerard Way Scream <div class="field field-type-filefield field-field-blog-image"> <div class="field-items"> <div class="field-item odd"> <img class="imagefield imagefield-field_blog_image" width="1920" height="1080" alt="" src="" /> </div> </div> </div> <p>Can You See them!</p> Wed, 22 Oct 2014 02:08:06 +0000 smith21 2826646 at everythings gone to shit again <p>Thought i was over my depression but nope, it came crawling back as usual. Even the good things that have happened recently can't distract me from how shit i feel right now. Literally, everything is fucked, completely fucked.</p> Tue, 21 Oct 2014 21:05:04 +0000 Kath_GerardForever 2826636 at Swing <p>Swing swing swing<br /> I can't wait to get high<br /> after this low low low<br /> blare this music<br /> to help lift me up up<br /> Up and down<br /> goes this swing</p> <p>A swing propels me into<br /> the crisp air<br /> then drops me into<br /> that dark abyss.<br /> This is just<br /> the way it is</p> <p>Swing Swing Swing<br /> I hate these lows<br /> I wanna get high high high!!!<br /> under the night's shroud<br /> the blood drips drips<br /> Drips of rain fall<br /> onto your face</p> <p>A swing propels me into<br /> the crisp air<br /> then drops me into<br /> that dark abyss.<br /> This is just<br /> the way it is</p> <p>Swing Swing Swing<br /> Just drop me now<br /> I will never be H-A-P-P-Y....<br /> I have slipped and now<br /> I keep falling<br /> and falling<br /> and falling<br /> my mind can never<br /> be fixed...<br /> ------------------------------------------------------</p> Tue, 21 Oct 2014 18:36:50 +0000 lostn'foundagain 2826631 at Hello, yet again <p>I start to sneeze again just seconds ago, and I'm pretty sure I might getting yet another flu and cold. The third time this month.<br /> By the way, I'm terribly bad about seasons, so is October the month of fall? Just wondering.<br /> Anyway, it's about the time of Halloween, and I never celebrate it before (belief restrictions yada yada yada). So I was wondering how do you guys celebrate Halloween when you were younger....and when you were (or are) teenager(s)....and when you are adult? I only know that you can wear whatever the freaky shits you want to wear on that time of the year, and there's "Trick or Treat" which I guess, it's for the kids (though, I wish I could do that for once even when I'm not young)...<br /> I honestly think that the best part of Halloween (or any other celebrations) is during before the day--the preparations day. Because you do more crafting and making and buying and designing. And that is my kind of party, haha.</p> Tue, 21 Oct 2014 16:40:56 +0000 sidtastic007 2826616 at Dreams <p>Hopeless dreams<br /> and shattered lives.<br /> Pains in my chest<br /> as I say goodbye.<br /> Miles away,<br /> hearts apart<br /> watching as you cart<br /> your things away...<br /> feeling drugged up<br /> Fucked up,<br /> shamed in oh<br /> so many ways.<br /> counting the pills.<br /> I'm almost out...<br /> gazing at the scars<br /> wanting to join<br /> these stars<br /> floating in your eyes...<br /> ---------------------------------------------------<br /> More crap I'm typing off the top of my head.... I'm pretty upset right now. I'm angry at people, I want to break down and scream or cry.... I have a headache... and second hour hasn't even started yet.......</p> Tue, 21 Oct 2014 14:45:27 +0000 lostn'foundagain 2826606 at