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California 2019 - Part 34

Gravity Star — Mon, 20 May 2013 12:58:56 +0000

Haven't done this in a while *_* my amazing best friend RS has spurred me into action, hopefully there won't be as long a wait between chapters from now on :) it's a bit short, the next will be better, promise :p ~GS xo

I don’t think I dreamt. Maybe? I don’t know, there was something about Fred Weasley and explaining the concept of soccer, trying to say it was like the muggle version of quiditch… Whatever it was, it was pretty cool.
As I started waking up, I realised I wasn’t leaning on the table anymore. I was slumped sideways on the cushion of the bench, my left arm under my head. My juice was still in my hand but it wasn’t cool anymore and the veranda outside the window was cast in shadow. I guessed it was around three in the afternoon.

For those of you wondering what to do with your existance

KOBRAPOISON109 — Mon, 20 May 2013 12:33:24 +0000

It's short. And he says it better than I can. I don't have the problem anymore cause I know what I'm gonna do with my life. Never said it'd work out but I know what I'll be doing. But sometimes I see blogs essentially saying that the person is uncertain and sometimes lacking motivation for their current path...etc. If you are one of those people, watch.

Am i the only one?

MCRloveforever — Mon, 20 May 2013 10:39:51 +0000

Am I the only one who thinks Franks new style makes him look like Gerard? Like legitimately I thought he was Gerard and I'm just like Frankie why!?! Why confuse me with this?? But yeah that's all I wanted to know..
Thanks for the song/band suggestions I found most of the bands you suggested I already knew.. haha but most of the ones I didn't know were bloody amazing and I have currently been fangirling over those bands a little much -.-
xoxo MCRloveforever

morning coffee thought 254

fefedarkboy13 — Mon, 20 May 2013 10:27:54 +0000

Morning everyone

Well I had a good weekend I mostly hung out at home with my step family. Anyways I've found that I don't need to make life complicated and that I don't always need to stick to my routine in the morning or whatever, In other news I'm really put a lot of work into my album but it doesn't seem as much as It did when I first started maybe it's because I'm not writing songs at this moment in time. Lastly I'm really waiting a little bit longer before I give you guys a releases time frame so my estimate isn't way off. That's all I have on my mind.

Thanks for reading and have an lovely day

my blog,my live

dwi diyan — Mon, 20 May 2013 06:42:13 +0000

Itai Itai

Chemical_Insanity — Mon, 20 May 2013 05:23:58 +0000

In little feverent gasps I whisper prayers
And hope the snake will disappear soon
Because atop my chest it ate away at me
And no one helped as I writhed in agony
And screamed again and again.
It nibbles at the edges of my thoughts,
Slowly driving me mad with rage
As I toss and turn and plot and cry
And wish for a cure
Or a way to die
And to the skies I do shout out
"Itai, itai!"

-Chemical Insanity

*Itai (loosely) means in Japanese "It hurts"

Skeletal Hearts

Chemical_Insanity — Mon, 20 May 2013 05:13:19 +0000

We hit the edge and we took a leap
And now things have fallen apart so damn fast
Because it takes only seconds to destroy
What time built up to make
And so we eroded away
And we ground ourselves up tight
And labeled ourselves stupid,
And all the while my skin melted off
And your smile began to fade
And my eyes began to glaze over
But that doesn't matter
It was the fact that we were lying to ourselves

So here's one for my empty chest
The bones white and closely knit
To take the place of what you stole,
Because I don't think you'll give it back
Here's to the nights I wasted away just for you
Because they were all for nothing
Even the nights that I saved you,
Or so you say,
Because I really just fuck up everything.
Here's to dates you broke
And lies we told
And the "I'm fine"s and "Talk to me"s...

...I miss you,
But I'm glad we saw an end
Because we would have gone on forever otherwise
So now it's time my skeletal heart and I take a bow

Forever Ago.

M.F.Disaster — Mon, 20 May 2013 02:49:48 +0000

I haven't posted anything here for a long time. Mostly because I haven't given myself any time to do anything. I guess I should start from the being. When I posted my last "blog" entry about the consequences of commiting suicide, I was seriously considering suicide as a final option for myself. I don't remember much of then. Everything was "grey" and I've tried so hard to push those memories away. In the end I found myself in the hospital. I had overdosed. In the last moment I remember, I thought I was going to die. It was one of those out of body experiances. I was laying in bed, and I was so tired. My eyes felt like a thousand pounds were weighing them down. Then I just remember black. Moving on a few months, school started again, and it was bad. I wouldn't show up for classes, I would stay home and cry and wish for death. Nothing got better like I was told it would. I was planning ways to kill myself nearly every night. I wrote suicide notes and hid knives and pills in my room.

i don't even understand this anymore

Lafari — Mon, 20 May 2013 02:32:03 +0000

i'm tired of trying so hard to be good. no one appreciates a good girl. i started cutting class a lot, mostly my history class and on friday i missed a new project we have and i need a group. i hate going to class because i'm so depressed right now that i can't focus and i get so angry. but i don't want to fail so i must go to class now. UGH. i fucking hate being a good girl, i get overlooked all the time. my mom doesn't even bother checking my report card anymore since i always get good grades. sometimes i just want to drink so much alcohol and get wasted and just give up. ( i've never actually drunk alcohol before). i want to just self destruct. i feel like making myself throw up because i'm utterly disgusted with my body. i just fucking hate everything about me. i have such short hair and i wish it was longer so i could hide my face. i have serious daddy issues and it's tearing me apart. i just want this to be over already.

Why?

scgabby03 — Mon, 20 May 2013 01:34:34 +0000

I knew this would happen. So why do i let my self get caught up in things that i know will end in disaster?