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I need to vent this off somewhere.

Bunny Complex — Mon, 20 May 2013 17:57:32 +0000

Ok, so last night I had this horrific dream. In it, I broke up with my boyfriend of 2 years to go out with this guy who was just an acquaintance my Sophomore year.

Well, my boyfriend was really upset that I broke up with him (over the phone, seriously) and I just didn't care I guess (horribly unlike me). So, afterwards, I regretted my choice deeply, and within minutes, I started blowing up his phone: no answer. I texted him that I love him, and that I'm sorry and I regret it and I love him more than I could ever love anybody, but he didn't respond.

Well, come to find out, he committed suicide. I woke up immediately after to a text from him:
"Good morning beautiful. You're everything to me, and I'm lucky and honored to mean anything to you."

I need to vent this off somewhere.

Bunny Complex — Mon, 20 May 2013 17:57:24 +0000

Ok, so last night I had this horrific dream. In it, I broke up with my boyfriend of 2 years to go out with this guy who was just an acquaintance my Sophomore year.

Well, come to find out, he committed suicide. I woke up immediately after to a text from him:
"Good morning beautiful. You're everything to me, and I'm lucky and honored to mean anything to you."

Therapy and insanity( I never said I was powerfull I said I was a wizard)

BlueBurnsBlack — Mon, 20 May 2013 17:56:07 +0000

Ugh I have therapy tonight and I've kinda run out of topics to talk about.

It's always the same shit, are u taking your Meds ? are you feeling of hurting yourself? That shit the answers are the same always , I say yes I'm taking my Meds no I don't want to hurt myself , and all that even when secretly I really do.

It's just I have nothing to talk about when I go tonight but I do know there's a really cute girl on here ( she probably knows who she is) I'd date her if I wasn't 21.

Is that weird ?

Pictures Then And Now

lonestarchik89 — Mon, 20 May 2013 17:48:51 +0000

Hey!

I figured with all my talk about my weight loss I'd give y'all an idea of how bad I was and a rough estimate of myself right now (though I've lost a few since last month). The first picture is of me in Berlin, Germany in May of 2009 (Fancy that, the same month we're in right now). That was at my heaviest- shy of 200.

The second one is of me at Pedernales Falls State Park in Johnson City, Texas last month. That is me at around 171. I wish I had a picture from this month, but I haven't taken any worthy of the Internet. I just figured some of you might be curious as to the difference.
-AJ

Awkward

MyChemForAlways — Mon, 20 May 2013 17:28:44 +0000

There is nothing more awkward than being in our school marching band....nothing...I wish there was a way to make it better, but I can only think of one way, and it isn't a really nice way...so....yeah..:/

End Of The Year...

MyChemForAlways — Mon, 20 May 2013 17:09:43 +0000

So, I only have a few days left of school, which are reserved for finals...and honestly...It's kind of depressing. Considering most of my closest friends are graduating, and the fact that I'll be here for one more year until I graduate AND the fact that I just...Ugh I don't even know. MCR is holding me together right now...

i think he hates me now

mcrforlife78 — Mon, 20 May 2013 16:43:01 +0000

i think Will hates me now. he insults me and ignores me.
he said, no one cares about you
i said, Henry cares about me. right Henry?
Henry was there to support me :)
Henry answered, ....Yeah.
im glad he cares.
Will said, yeah right..

i wonder why he hates me. he has problems. what should i do? should i talk to him?

I don't know

Laura-chan — Mon, 20 May 2013 15:52:49 +0000

So I'm bored and you don't have to read this. It's not very important or interesting!

Just a few updates...

FunGhoul9881 — Mon, 20 May 2013 15:24:44 +0000

My mum is going though her second cycle of chemo, and she got back her CT results and she actually has no cancer cells left in her body! Yay! Also if TO EVERY ENEMY see's this blog I just wanted to say you are also my favourite person! c: <3

Just a few updates...

FunGhoul9881 — Mon, 20 May 2013 15:24:42 +0000