My Chemical Romance Community Feed en plan <p>I have to have a plan for life. I had written one some time ago and i stuck to it. Now i should have another one stronger, and i should stick to it for a longer period of time. SO LETS BEGIN<br /> 1.I have to be quieter- so that i will focused on education and real aspects of life<br /> 2.I have to spend more time on education- because it's worth, trust me, you're more stupid than you were 2 years ago THAT'S A FACT<br /> 3.You have to face your main current problem and get over it-you should apologized first and then beg for forgiveness, suggest friendzone and again apologize<br /> 4.(the most important) SWEAR TO SOMETHING THAT YOU CARE THE MOST IN YOUR LIFE THAT YOU WILL NEVER EVER HURT ANYONE LIKE YOU HURT THOSE PEOPLE<br /> 5.You should not be interested in ANYONE from your group BECAUSE YOU KNOW THAT IT'S NOT HEALTHY<br /> 6.DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES PLAY WHIT ANYONES FEELINGS BECAUSE ONLY BITCHES AND SLUTS DO THAT AND YOU DON'T WANT TO BE A SLUT AGAIN</p> Sat, 22 Nov 2014 14:25:02 +0000 agusa11 2828076 at coming out... <p>It's been a really long time since i wrote here. I read my blogs and i'm so ashamed of myself. How stupid i was.A lot things happened. And this is that time in my life when i want to runaway. I've done something really bad. I hurt so many people during past few months. Uncountable amount.Today im really down. Sitting in front of open books, physics still waiting. I have no power to do any of this stuff. Im so confused. Even though that my best friend is always beside me (yes it's still THAT FRIEND) i'm getting more and more uncertain.I used to be good girl, who is wisely thinking and who is aware of actions. I used to be able to take responsibilty and not causing problems and fights.What happened to me? Why am i so weak right now? I am frightened of what people will think about me.I thought that i dont care about their opinion but everything came back. My fear of being rejected-yes i think that this is the biggest problem. I've done cruel things to people who didn't deserve that.</p> Sat, 22 Nov 2014 14:09:17 +0000 agusa11 2828066 at Panic Attacks <p>Panic Attacks<br /> I'm having one now.....<br /> they are painful.....<br /> you're breath comes<br /> out strangled......<br /> Your chest hurts,...<br /> You don't know<br /> what you should do....<br /> You Panic, Freak out...<br /> But you can't let it<br /> show... You hide it...<br /> Attempt to...<br /> and it makes it worse...<br /> You don't know if<br /> anyone else knows...<br /> you try to breath..<br /> but it seems too loud<br /> too obnoxious....<br /> Just your breathing is<br /> pissing everyone off.,,,,,,<br /> Want to scream,<br /> "Help mE!!!!"<br /> Want to be saved,<br /> Calmed down,,,,'<br /> But no one can know'<br /> how fucked you are<br /> in the head...<br /> How bad you need<br /> to be comforted,,,,<br /> loved,..,</p> <p>Gradually, I feel it<br /> begin to end...<br /> the sense of Panic..<br /> My chest loosens,<br /> My fists unclench...<br /> I can breath again.<br /> The fog starts to leave,<br /> Focus comes back.<br /> Heart beats slower.<br /> I end up numb..<br /> The emotions that<br /> once took over,<br /> Subside into the<br /> backdrop.<br /> My stanza comes<br /> to an abrupt end....</p> Fri, 21 Nov 2014 15:10:46 +0000 lostn'foundagain 2828051 at Nostalgia <div class="field field-type-filefield field-field-blog-image"> <div class="field-items"> <div class="field-item odd"> <img class="imagefield imagefield-field_blog_image" width="720" height="1280" alt="" src="" /> </div> </div> </div> <p>Nostalgia is particularly potent when one is unable to sleep at 2am.<br /> And then I find myself here.</p> <p>It's odd but comforting to know Hot Topic got all these super rad MCR shirts that I've never seen before.<br /> I even managed to snag one that matched my phone case.</p> Thu, 20 Nov 2014 10:35:32 +0000 Xyphine 2828016 at Rock, Punk, emo, Alternative, or simply Rock <p>Music is universal, It comes from way back even the ancient times, But the one we Love is the one that's sets our emotions on a Rollercoaster ride, Yeah when i hear Music (Metallica, Tool, Rancid, Nirvana, and of course MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE) All that sound makes me travel, the adrenaline rush just travel thru my veins and it so Fuckin good, Music and sound might come and go,BUT GOD DAMMIT, IT WILL ALWAYS STAY WITH US THRU THE FUCKIN YEARS IN MY BITCHY HEART!!! Don't complain, don't whine about the changes,Just FUCKIN ENJOY IT, and ppl remember this ROCK N' ROLL IS NOT FUCKIN DEAD!! Remember the good times and the great songs they've made, SO MUSIC IS UNIVERSAL, BIT ROCK N' ROLL IS FOREVER, AND IN HERE THERE'S NO GENRE, BECUZ THE WORD ROCK N' ROLL SUMS UP EVERY OTHER GEMRE, SO WHAT UR GONNA DO? LISTEN TO UR FAVORITE BAND ----------------, ROCK ON AND KEEP F RUNNING!!</p> Thu, 20 Nov 2014 09:36:33 +0000 Amanda3 2828011 at I miss mcrmy <p>Talk to me I need to meet some new people and id like to meet some people with the same taste in music!!</p> Thu, 20 Nov 2014 03:20:52 +0000 saramaemcrmy 2828001 at I haven't been on here since the breakup. But I have MCR merch for sale if anyone is interested <div class="field field-type-filefield field-field-blog-image"> <div class="field-items"> <div class="field-item odd"> <img class="imagefield imagefield-field_blog_image" width="640" height="634" alt="" src="" /> </div> </div> </div> <p>So I havent been logged into my user on the MCR website since the breakup. I still love MCR with all of my heart, but I just dont listen to them as much as I used to. If anyone wants to check this out, I have the official MCR Sleeveless Hoodie with the Black Parade logo all over the front pocket and hood for sale in size medium. I will include a black parade sticker with the order. US orders only please. I don't want it to seem like I'm spamming or anything I just know some MCR fans on here may be interested.</p> Thu, 20 Nov 2014 01:23:21 +0000 MCR1997 2827981 at Punk Rock Love <div class="field field-type-filefield field-field-blog-image"> <div class="field-items"> <div class="field-item odd"> <img class="imagefield imagefield-field_blog_image" width="600" height="450" alt="" src=" rock love.jpg?1416445286" /> </div> </div> </div> Thu, 20 Nov 2014 01:01:26 +0000 BlueBurnsBlack 2827976 at punk <div class="field field-type-filefield field-field-blog-image"> <div class="field-items"> <div class="field-item odd"> <img class="imagefield imagefield-field_blog_image" width="1055" height="1072" alt="" src="" /> </div> </div> </div> Thu, 20 Nov 2014 00:53:36 +0000 BlueBurnsBlack 2827971 at Don't mind me <p>I don't wanna be that person that only ever posts rants but I'm gonna do this anyway.<br /> Me and my friends use kik all the time on this big group covo and usually we just have a laugh but today ppl were talking and then I joined in and everyone just left first I was just like wtf this us just some un funny joke but when u texted them they still ignored me so I'm now really paranoid that they're all talking about me and that everyone hates me! I think I'm over reacting they could be like sleeping or doing homework but its 9:30 on so that's unlikely. I don't really care what they think of me or what they say about me but I don't want them to all hate me when I haven't done anything. Urrr I'm just tired and confused, I should just forget about it! </p> <p>Sorry for my pointless rant<br /> xoxoxoxo</p> Wed, 19 Nov 2014 21:47:02 +0000 Acid Kandy 2827961 at