My Chemical Romance Community Feed en So confused <p>I'm bay May or may not b cheating on me...</p> Tue, 23 Sep 2014 10:23:57 +0000 lyndzi 2824921 at I'm so lost in this world....... <p>i dont even know what im doing.... i continued texting him..... he says he still loves me.... but i dont believe it.....not after the things that went through my mind.... but i told him i still loved him... im sorry.. im just always so insecure... so fucked up and insecure... and sorry.... i can never apologize enough for the shit i have put everyone in my life through.... i am so... so very sorry.... I told him this... he's read my journal... he's read some of the shit that goes though my mind during the day.... it's horrible.... and i will never be able to apologize enough for putting him through that.... subjecting him to my own house of mirrors.... i need some sleep now... this time without the possibility of an overdose on sleeping pills.... i need some natural rest... goodbye all... for now...</p> Tue, 23 Sep 2014 05:30:38 +0000 lostn'foundagain 2824916 at To a vote!!! <p>Ok, so, I have the lyrics to my bands ep that we will release either late this year or early next. The track list is (in an undecided order):<br /> 1. Forgiveness over permission<br /> 2. Death row kings<br /> 3. Rusty bullets<br /> 4. Nightmares<br /> 5. I walk the line (Johnny Cash cover)<br /> 6. Lets host my funeral! (And don't forget the lights)</p> <p>And were throwing up our album title to a vote guys! So, just say witch you like best and let us know! THANK YOU!</p> <p>1. Don't forget the lights<br /> 2. Sleep<br /> 3. Time to say good bye<br /> 4. Wish the monsters away<br /> 5. Last call<br /> 6. Lets host a funeral</p> Tue, 23 Sep 2014 02:51:10 +0000 ChemicalJoe27 2824911 at WHAT IS SO WRONG WITH ME THAT EVERYONE I LOVE OR CARE ABOUT WANTS TO KILL THEMSELVES??!!! AM I THAT FUCKING AWFUL??!!!!! Tue, 23 Sep 2014 02:07:12 +0000 lostn'foundagain 2824906 at Please help? <p>I did what you guys advised me to do..... I broke up with Aaron... turns out, the day he asked me out. we were sitting at the park WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND!!!! And he asked me out RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER!!! THAT'S FUCKED UP!!!! Oh, and then today. HA!! Today was fucking GREAT!!! can you sense the sarcasm from there? i was quiet and reserved all during school, then i started to smile a little cause of my friends. On the bus ride home, i sat with Aaron, I hadn't made up my mind to break up with him yet. A song came on the radio and i started crying... not a single person noticed. good, i guess? so i was back to being depressed.... We got off the bus and he walked a few steps ahead of me with his friend while i walked with mine. i walked in the middle of the street and when a car passed by i screamed ""FUCKING HIT ME!!! GO ON!! DO IT!!"" then i started to tear up and hugged Bri(my friend)... The boys kept walking, and i started to sob.. like, violent sobs that make your entire body shake.</p> Tue, 23 Sep 2014 01:35:10 +0000 lostn'foundagain 2824901 at Friends (long ass rant) (also I need advice) <p>Hey funky party people, so my day we pretty crap but I hope yours was fabulous. Okay so to get to what I want to tell you guys I should probably mention that I'm pretty much socially inept and have always been that way, I grew up pretty isolated which means I haven't had a real best friend in my opinion like ever. So I moved to the town I live in now about a little over a year ago keep in mind people in this town are drastically different to what I grew up used to. On my first day of school last year I met a girl I'm not going to name so I'll call her C for now. We had a lot in common and I grew pretty attached to her, she's probably the closest thing I'd ever had to a best friend we went to concerts together and talked about fake penises a lot.</p> Tue, 23 Sep 2014 00:39:44 +0000 Bri isn't okay 2824896 at A Taste of My Photography <div class="field field-type-filefield field-field-blog-image"> <div class="field-items"> <div class="field-item odd"> <img class="imagefield imagefield-field_blog_image" width="4000" height="3000" alt="" src=" tumblr watermark.jpg?1411429993" /> </div> </div> </div> <p>Just thought that I'd share this cool picture I took while it was raining yesterday :) (ignore my tumblr watermark lol)</p> <p>Jessie xoxo</p> Mon, 22 Sep 2014 23:54:40 +0000 GerardsGrl4ever 2824891 at It Really Isn't The Life It Seemed <p>Hello everyone! I've been a fan of MCR for years, but only just now, thought it to be a good idea to begin blogging on this website. Maybe it's because for those years, I let the music speak, but now, maybe it will allow me to express some of my words in the open. As with many of you, My Chem saved my life; they were there in my darkest hour, and I still do not have words for how much they mean to me. I will always be thankful.</p> Mon, 22 Sep 2014 21:10:00 +0000 heavenhelpmissilekid 2824886 at annoying parents!!!!!! <div class="field field-type-filefield field-field-blog-image"> <div class="field-items"> <div class="field-item odd"> <img class="imagefield imagefield-field_blog_image" width="500" height="327" alt="" src="" /> </div> </div> </div> <p>omg my parents are totally fucked up. they are blackmailing me to do chores around the house or they will take my music away and I said to them if you take my music away then they will be dead to me and they still haven't got the message. gosh I feel like slapping them one. my parents just don't understand me and they never will. anyway that's my rant done. so how r you all. hows life going. hope everyone has a good week. </p> <p>xxxx hannah</p> Mon, 22 Sep 2014 18:55:20 +0000 mcrhannah 2824871 at What do u think. <p>This is stupid but I'm really tired of a friend for whom I've always been there, help her through hard times, and never NEVER had someting in return. I mean, I'd do anything for my friends but they normally appreciate it. But she acts like if it was me, MEE, who had to be glad of being her friend... She never tried to understand me, not even got a hug when I most needed or an "everything will be okay". And it was me who always stood up for her when the others had left her alone. And she knows it. And she also knows I always pick up people who are rejected or whatever and that I will always accept them. She only seems to focus on herself (I do it too but it's not always me !!!). We always have to do what she wants, if someone has a different opinion, we can't share it or even think about it. I feel that she's "stealing" somehow my best friend... and it's all like aaghh :(</p> Mon, 22 Sep 2014 18:50:06 +0000 emogoticgirl 2824861 at