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The sun can go fuck itself

Chemical_Insanity — Sun, 19 May 2013 13:50:30 +0000

Last night I wasn't tired. And then I sorta.... passed out I suppose. I mean, I was in my bed, but still....
I've been having sleep issues. I mean, it feels like I sleep great, but then I wake up and I'm tired. And that feeling of lethargic slothiness doesn't go away.
You want to know I blame? I blame the fucking sun. Because I have a very thin curtain on the window right beside my bed, and it's there more for decoration. And then I have three windows on my other wall next to my bed, and light peaks in through the massive gap between window and sill. So instead of waking up at 8 or 9 like I want to, I wake up at 5.
...It's times like these that I want to live in Alaska.

-Chemical Insanity

A cup of Sunday 20

fefedarkboy13 — Sun, 19 May 2013 13:12:56 +0000

Morning everyone

I'm kinda feeling like I'm not busy enough but it's hard to tell. Anyways I'm really happy that I'm getting closer to being done with my album. I'm just not sure what it will come out because of the post work I have to do. Anywho I really am back to hanging out with my step family and I'm planning to hang out with them as much a possible this summer. Lastly I really don't feel like I'm in a run or burning out. That's all I have on my mind.

Thanks for reading and have a lovely day

Seeing PTV tomorrow!!

Aisling_xx — Sun, 19 May 2013 12:26:28 +0000

ASDFGHJKL I'm so excited, I can see my babies!! And I'm sorry for coming across as a fangirl there.... honestly I love the music more than their faces and the fact that they're awesome people. And I'm 99% sure I'm gonna bawl my eyes out during Hold On Till May, yet I still haven't told anyone that I am not going in the mosh pit because I've had 3 panic attacks this month, more often than not they happen in a crowded enclosed area where people are moving around which means a fucking most pit is my worst nightmare! I can't even get through a fucking shopping centre without feeling like I'm gonna die! *sigh* I wish it wasn't, anyway I don't want this to come across as a downer because I know that it's gonna be a lot of fun (aside from moshing) it shall be amazing and I can't wait!! Anyone else here like Pierce The Veil?

Song suggestions someone anyone?

MCRloveforever — Sun, 19 May 2013 08:34:39 +0000

Hey! I really need to update my music, and finding songs and bands can actually be kinda difficult so I was just wondering if any of you could please comment a band or song that is just really awesome?? I'll check out every song or band you suggest unless I already know them. You seem to have pretty wicked music tastes so im also just curious as to what you like at the moment ^.^ Okay thanks it'll help a lot and be very much appreciated :)
xoxo MCRloveforever

Thunderstorms

BlueBurnsBlack — Sun, 19 May 2013 08:06:32 +0000

So it's thundering and lightning outside but no rain I just happend to be awake right now.

Anyways it's 1 week from Memorial Day weekend in the US and I am exstacticly waiting for the weekend so I can go get 4th of July Fireworks. I know most of y'all are from the UK but the 4th of July is like Christmas for me except its in Summer and there's bright colors and loud explosions.

And since my dream job is to sell and set of fireworks in shows what better way than learning how to run a show by setting of consumer fireworks.

Now back to the thunderstorm it's pretty calm now, I watched a little MMA last night then fell asleep but I'm up now.

Well...

oxCarCrashHeartx — Sun, 19 May 2013 06:36:19 +0000

It must be the alcohol again, but I'm gonna be honest one last time, cause I rarely ever am...

What Is Weird?

Chemical_Insanity — Sun, 19 May 2013 06:26:29 +0000

Weird
I've heard it enough times
For the image to have been bleached and burned repeatedly
And yet I still cannot define it.
I've typed the damned word so many times
That now it's structure looks scribbled
And I can't tell if it's the right word or not

Weird
I am it.
I live and breath it's very essence,
And it's holds me close in branched out arms
It's thorns poking my vulnerable sides.

Weird...
What is it?
Is it coming to the realization
That a raven and a writer's desk
Are so tightly bound?
Is it screaming to the skies in an elfen tongue
Only to realize that you're still awake
And no amount of cursing will bring that dragon to you?
Or perhaps it is the supernatural
Like the coincidence of the barrel being empty
When I tried to fire one through me the night before last
And knew I had filled it up before I started.

Weird
I can't explain it
I just know that I am it
And whatever it may be,
Be it fucking psychotic
Or devoid of feelings,

I don't know anymore...

emilykilljoy22 — Sun, 19 May 2013 06:23:18 +0000

I feel like I'm the most hated person ever. Crying my eyes out having a panic attack..I just want it to end, that's all...

Year 12 Ball :D <3

Gravity Star — Sun, 19 May 2013 06:18:33 +0000

Last night my school had our Senior Ball, ohmygosh it was a good night! :D
Nothing much else to say, I just wanted to put some photos up :) My mum made my dress and it's sorta loosely based on Helena's dress :) My best friend recognised it, that truely made my night ^_^

It All Has a Sense of Poetic Justice

Chemical_Insanity — Sun, 19 May 2013 05:50:57 +0000

Isn't it wonderfully marvelous
How mad I've become?
Not mad as in pissed off,
But mad as in crazy
I'm absolutely insane!
Isn't it lovely?
It all has a sense of justice to it
The kind with fake gold badges
And faded chrome
That only now leaves skid-marks

I've been trying to be reserved
I've attempted being quite
I've been through keeping calm
But the solutions are only bullshit remedies
Prescribed in an underhand fashion
By a drug dealer without the drugs
And even he has seen
What has become of me in my absence

Where has my brain gone?
I truly cannot say.
I've checked the vacant spot in my ribcage
And amongst a starry sky,
Trying to find that glimmer of hope
That I was always coerced into denying
Because dreams are evil fuckers
But then again,
Who am I to say?