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music martyr — Sun, 19 May 2013 02:22:47 +0000

I just want to so badly. Where no one can see it. I feel like there is no escape, i want it all to end. Im nonthing but a fuck up. I jusy want it all to end. I need help, its so hard. I just......its so hard. These promises and butterflies are the only things keeping me alive.

This is my current hairstlye.

Zankoku_sinner — Sun, 19 May 2013 01:42:27 +0000

This is the hairstyle I am currently sporting. It doesn't look exactly the same anymore, mainly due to me having laid on it. (I gotta sleep, you know. xD)

The point of this blog is: I like this hairstyle. I'm thinking of making it my trademark hairdo. Also, this will be my Killjoy's default style. So, for an idea of what Electric Rose's hair looks like, just imagine that hairstyle, but purple, with the bangs blue-black. This will be more important later, but for now, just enjoy my badass hair. ^_^

So Long, But Not Goodnight.

NtAfrd2WlkThsWrldAln — Sun, 19 May 2013 01:41:18 +0000

Wow. I haven't been on since the breakup. So its been a pretty long time. The breakup really destroyed me. And I just started listening to MCR about 2 years ago. They were the first rock band I listened to. They got me into rock. They helped me through my thick and thin. The big brothers I never had. I swore I would never go to a rock concert until I went to there's first. Now I must break that promise, unless I want to be a rock concert virgin. I still don't understand why it happened. People told me "It's okay Gabriella. Really. You still have the music.". But they didn't understand. Its not the same. But, I now know that they will still be forever in my heart. They will STILL help me through my thick and thin. After the breakup I completely shut myself out of the MCR world. I stopped listening to them because it hurt to much. I couldn't bear it. I was angry and confused. its been so long since I've been on. Too long. But I will not say goodnight. I will not say goodbye.

I can't shake this feeling

emilykilljoy22 — Sun, 19 May 2013 01:24:12 +0000

I feel really weird and I can't shake this feeling off. I took something to help me concentrate and be more productive and now I feel weird. I've felt this way before and I don't like it. Right now it's kinda mangable it's not as bad as it usually is. My brain feels like it's going 100 miles an hour. I'm starting to worry about things that I shouldn't even worry about. I feel bored like I can't think of something new to do to keep me occupied. I can't really explain how I feel. I feel like I'm going to go somewhat start to self-harm again crazy and I don't like it. I'm kinda afraid but I'm going to stay strong. Anyways I feel a little better writing this down somewhere.

this is it

cobrakidd2013 — Sun, 19 May 2013 00:00:22 +0000

this is it im a week from graduation and i cant believe its happening. its been a while since ive been on here and alot had happened i lost my dad in january and have been in a deep depression and the only thing that helps is this band, and now that they broke up i still listen to them but it will never be the same i hope the killjoy nation is doing well felt like saying hi love yall

when all else fails, cosplay.

theunsunghero — Sat, 18 May 2013 23:47:29 +0000

guys, i cosplayed revenge era gerard today and i felt like such a badass. just thought i'd share.

Lost a friend

TheRoaring_Butterfly — Sat, 18 May 2013 22:51:39 +0000

A good friend of mine was released from the hospital yesterday after he gave himself alcohol poisoning. I tried to talk to him at school but he won't even look me in the eye. I don't know what happened but he is definitely something wrong that he doesn't want to talk to me about and I'm worried. He means a lot to me and I hope that I haven't lost him as my friend, but I can't even reach out to him. What should I do?

HOLA:)

MCRMYKILLJOYGIRL — Sat, 18 May 2013 22:29:59 +0000

Just wanted to say hi:) Love ya bunches my Fabulous Killjoys:)

I Feel A Storm Coming. And We All Best Be Ready When She Does...

laurajane666 — Sat, 18 May 2013 22:26:08 +0000

I'm losing it again. I can't stand the fake calm that settles in me before something big happens. That's what's happening now. My mum and her husband come home tomorrow and i now have the sudden urge to scrub the house down. It's not even that dirty but here i am fighting the urge to find the bleech and clean.
I'm so freaking confused!
This isn't right. I'm not even a tidy person! My room's a shit whole! I'm so freaking confused!

How long will this website last?

EvanBlack — Sat, 18 May 2013 22:08:17 +0000

With the band gone. So too is the inevitable ending of this website. It's only a matter of time before they decide that the servers cost more to run than they produce income.

Start saving your profiles to your hard drives.