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I haven't posted this in ages but please feel free to read it!

Julia's POV:

As soon as we got outside the tour bus I leaned up against the door and sighed heavily before wiping away the tears, looking up at the sun rise and wondering where the hell I'd find Sierra. "Do you know where to look?" Ray asked, normally I'd be able to sense what direction people went in but my head was in such a mess that I couldn't. That was until I looked down and saw the massive pawprints on the ground, "that way" I pointed and started following them.

I'm sad. It's the kind of sadness that comes from boredness, the kind that just sort of engulfs everything, leaving the droning of the tv and the dull rumble of the dishwasher a humming white noise. I'm not stuck on what to do. There's chores and violin and everything else waiting for me downstairs. But I'm happy, somewhat selfishly, because I'm alone. I sigh and stare at the perfect shining red on the bass cradled in my lap. It's top heavy and falls over to the neck side because the weight isn't proportioned properly and the A string buzzes when I hit it too hard without it plugged in the amp but it's perfect. Absolutely perfect and the only thing that will take my mind off nothingness. So I play. I play Black Sabbath and The Cure and Queens of The Stone Age and Nirvana and Red Hot Chili Peppers and Motionless in White and bits and pieces of things I'm trying to learn and riffs that I'd heard and liked from new songs, until my fingers ache if I stop playing for too long.

ugh so annoyed today..my dump ass phone has not worked for 4 days now cause cell towers are down apparently and someone is too lazy to fix them...motherfuckers fix that shit cause my boyfriend is getting on my nerves when he calls and I don't answer...im like uh duh I told u my phone is fucked up seriously listen...grrrrrr I cant get calls or make them and my message take forever to go through if they go through at all.. and I get bitched at..like duh I cant do nothing about the dumb towers that nobody is fixing....*sigh* venting over lol

Guess who just met Gerard Way?
Here's a hint. https://vine.co/v/hBa06QH0dnm
I JUST MET GERARD WAY.
Not only did I see him, he saw me. He talked to me. He shook hands with me. He laughed at my joke. He complimented my laser gun. He signed it, just how I'd always wanted. He took a video of me and a duck!!!!!!!!
I'M ON GERARD WAY'S VINE!!!!!

"I really wanna kiss you and be cute with you and fall asleep in your arms and go on stupid dates but I also sort of want to light you on fire and throw myself into traffic so idk"
~My friend wrote this and the accurate-ness to my mood at the moment is overwhelming *_*

Anywhoo, it is currently 10pm on Monday night and I just watched the final of The Voice Australia (my mum and I are a tad obsessed) :D and I've decided I'm going to marry the winner: his name is Harrison Craig, his coach was Seal, he's 18 and basically, a better looking, more talented Rob Pattinson (I base that description purely on physical resemblance; look at him!!) <3

And on a completely unrelated note, have a song :)

this is my video cover, enjoy :D

I sit all day listening to each album and I've listened for so long I feel like I know them personally. Their songs are like advice that keep me moving. I live because of you. And you will never be forgotten.