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Not. Well...Depends which way you look at it...But basically on Thursday I got fucking high as a kite, Friday I got drunk off my fucking face, and apparently said something along the lines of "Feet should be fucking treated like genitals and not fucking seen in public!" (Like seriously I say the best/oddest things sometimes...) Anyway, Saturday I was ill from the previous two days, and now it's Sunday and I've got a bloody drink in my hand again, despite saying I'd wait at least a week. *Sigh.* Gonna keep this one short, as no one wants to read, and I certainly don't want to write, a long blog.

This is my band's cover of Rock And Roll by The Runaways. The gig was back in April, i think and it went well considering we hadn't really rehearsed much. I thought i'd share it with you all. =) My band's name is Demolition Parade. We're an all girls band from Hastings, East Sussex in England and we really do want to inspire people. We're working on our own second original song at the moment and when i have footage, i'll post it to you. (Here's a hint of what to expect. I scream in the new song. I scream a lot.) Anyways, i hope you guys enjoy it. It was a fun gig.

Here's the link: https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10152779841410223

~ Laura xx

My dad put the money into my account and i can now get the tickets to see MSI in November!!! I'm actually surprised! My mum threatened me and said that if i did anything that she considers wrong (like breathing) i'm not going. I'm not letting that get me down because, if i play my cards right, i'll have the money to go anyway without her funding. So there's a really great plus in my series of unfortunate events.

first time performing EVER! and I did good, according to the people who knew me. It was a lot of fun, to say the very least, thought I"m not sure why we didn't finish one of our songs after the solo...got a little confused there.
Anyway, my bestfriend was filming the whole thing and I plan on posting video as soon as she gets it edited.

((I love what he's doing)) ((but it makes me feel especially guilty)(if that makes sense?))

It was quick
My smile
My real smile
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Again I fall
Again I break
Again I broke it
I broke myself
I don't know how to fix myself
I know only how to hide myself
And that only breaks me more
I know only how to muffle my own screams
And that makes me scream louder
I go back into darkness
I go back into the hole
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I see nothing but the dark
In the hole
In which I've fallen
I feel nothing but the hard
Sharp rocks
At the bottom
I taste nothing but the blood
Of the nearly split flesh
It had been a little while
Since the blood was nearly fresh
I have not yet
Since the last time
But I am close
It is taking all I have

Last night I wasn't tired. And then I sorta.... passed out I suppose. I mean, I was in my bed, but still....
I've been having sleep issues. I mean, it feels like I sleep great, but then I wake up and I'm tired. And that feeling of lethargic slothiness doesn't go away.
You want to know I blame? I blame the fucking sun. Because I have a very thin curtain on the window right beside my bed, and it's there more for decoration. And then I have three windows on my other wall next to my bed, and light peaks in through the massive gap between window and sill. So instead of waking up at 8 or 9 like I want to, I wake up at 5.
...It's times like these that I want to live in Alaska.

-Chemical Insanity