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Hey guys! So i recently found out i have hypothyroidism (under active thyroid) And what this does to me if i don't take meds for it is - gain weight, get cold easily, raise cholesterol, anemic, pale (for me it was yellowish) and other things. What i want to know is if there is anyone else here who has that or the opposite (hyperthyroidism) that i can talk to? No one in my family understands and leave me alone. Thanks guys. Have an awesome Winter Break (if you get those) stay safe and stay yourself.

Ladies and gentlemen, I think it's about time that this old Killjoy joined the black parade. Toxic Rocket is no more, although her spirit will live on somewhere out in the zones.

It's time that I was reborn as something new, something better than TR ever was. What that is, is up to me. I'll just have to figure it out as I go, but I'll learn from the mistakes I made as Toxic and use them to my advantage. I'll be better than I ever was before, and you can count on that. Thank you all for being here for me, for giving me your advice and reading my occasional rants. In short--Thanks for being part of the adventure. :)

Sorry to cut this short, but I've got a funeral and a parade to catch. Maybe I'll find you in the future, until then,

keep running!
-Jen

It's been a while since my last login and post here. I almost forgot that I have an account here. It's been a while too since the band had left us. And even though I don't know if I can be angry or mad about it, I still love them. And still listening to their songs. I just don't know if I will be happy or what about "May Death Never Stop You". This site still carrying on, and they posted it here. The fans still loving them. If there's no surprise about what will happen on March 25 2014, If there's no surprise come back, I'm still hoping, then it will be the most dramatic part of my life as a fan of music. I mean, it's really over. But no matter what, if there's a chance, I'm must gonna have it. Like I have The Black Parade Is Dead before, it's been a huge part of me. But I lost it, and then i/we lost My Chemical Romance too. But we can't forget what they've done, what they taught us. "We'll carry on!". That's something that will go on forever.

I'm a fan of AmazingPhil on Youtube, so let's start with that. I found a video where he went through his google search history. It was pretty humorous, so I decided I would do that. I went to my google account and looked through it. Most of it was fruitless, like stuff for research papers and legal junk and whatnot. However, some where kind of funny. Such as:

why do people like blood on the dance floor?
why don't people like blood on the dance floor?
does anyone ship gerard way and grant morrison? (I DON'T BUT I WAS CURIOUS)
famous last words my chemical romance spanish
mail order fudge
shit gets real when your friends end up dead
what are the black bits in bananas (okay, a gifset popped up on my tumblr screen from the Mighty Boosh episode and I got curious)

well well well! if you stalk my profile you'll find a blog from a couple of months ago about a guy I liked. and as things turned out, a romance (cringe) of some sorts blossomed and we are now, quite happily, dating. :)

although I'm still a bit wary of relationships or whatever, and I still understand that at some point this feeling will die out, I can honestly say I'm the happiest I've ever been.

whilst I'm aware that this will sound- much like the whole entire post- pretty damn gushy and cliché, I am ignoring that for the sake of this rare happy spell. he is genuinely the most caring and considerate person I could ever hope to be friends with, let alone dating.

so: thank you for making me feel special, joshua (although you'll never witness this)

and my moral of the post? take a risk. additionally, no matter how crap things are, they will get better and I am living proof. if anyone wants to talk, I'm always here.
ciao killjoys xo

like it said im tired and bored so if u want to talk then hmu i like need people to talk to so im not as depressed because of all the shit that goes on so just hit me up and we can talk lol
with love always radioactive poison ^.~